19 years and i felt like a monster
can you make it make sense?
i feel dizzy like a xan
trust me i dont have a plan

im tryna make it out
im tryna kill myself
these drugs are bad for health
and theyre fucking my brain

i feel just like lain
i can barely stand
and i can barely face the pain
i forgot my name
and i was scratching at my face
ive been fucked up
ive been pulling at my cup

i keep reaching for my cup
and then i reach for my blunt
ive been fucking up
idk what but i feel like the one

i cant tell you why but i been tryna die
and i been getting high
yeah i do it all the time
then i do another one
i put it in my lungs and then i fuck it up
and then i took the dose and i spilt it in my cup
i spilt it on my jeans
yeah she thought its kinda neat

please dont make a meme about me
i been going up
i been fucking up
yeah my plays are blows up
yeah my plays are going up
i been going dumb

tell my mother that im sorry.

Plus Minus Plus Minus (Prod. Svapna)

Jane Doe (Prod. Bloodonmybalmains)

prod me

although i wanna leave 
maybe i was caught up in something bigger than i thought
lost in the parking lot
u r just like your kitchen knife

take ur keys and go 
do you find urself alone ?
in the big pan 
searching for heat 
searching for warmth

u r just like your kitchen knife

lyrics:

I can’t let these things just sit aside
If I don’t speak life then it just can go and die 
Lines drawn in the sand 
Wonder when you take my side
Feel like the universe against me when your last goodbye

Too many broken hearts I can’t deny  
Erasing every letter 
I know the rain will coincide
Not feeling any better never mind
(I know you want me out but I’m going back inside!!)
It’s so messy
How can I explain it to my bestie 
Feeling so superior 
You moved me like a chest piece 
Hard to counter moves when you mirror me 
Need to lock in like maximum security
✨

I can’t let these things just sit aside
If I don’t speak life then it just can go and die 
Lines drawn in the sand 
Wonder when you take my side
Feel like the universe against me when your last goodbye

neglect💔 (PROD.BERSERK)

waste ur time (prod. INOZE)

Music video out on yt :p 

- prod - https://www.instagram.com/t8iga

- Lyrics -


life so sweet 
yeah I love it 
hmu to launder 
is that rlly wanted 
im so sick 
bitch I hate it when im runnin 
lived roun the sticks so much 
I wonder if ill forget 

baby its so cold 
you should get inside 

im so fed up with everything 
had to cut some ppl off

money and the hustle lately 
it wont stay the same at all

yeah it really drives me crazy 
but im not mad at all 

I just miss you all the time 
youre still on my mind
yes you really are my favorite 
without you im so anxious 
im walking down the pavement 
and I dont wanna face it
smoking by the white steps
thinking how I made it…
yeah….

life so sweet 
and I love it
hit me up and 
leave me all of a sudden 

life sober is what u wanted 
running off somewhere in your own head

life so sweet (prod. taiga)

cover art: @soulvanishh
prod: @waystalkerr @fucktwintails

(andrewxfear)
Got these fangs all up on my neck
Who suited it
Scales on my body
Switch your boy
Fuck it ima bleed it
Trust me you won't get far
Yeah you're just a no name
Heart stop
Ecstasy my heart stop
I just smoke up
bby I can't nod off
Broke my hex bones
I just caught the throat
Thru my text phone
I just swear to god
Bitch ima body em'
Are u fr
I don't play catch up
Man I cant wait to back door you
Bodies underground, in the floor
I can show you
Scratch the paint
Heavy rain, Holographics 

(soulvanish)
Bitch you can scratch this
Imma put myself in a casket
I cannot adore you
You cant be my Juliet
should take a step back
Ive been dripping blood on my track suit
Human attraction,
We can never give attention to another faction
Bodies underground, use the sky as a distraction
You know im a maniac
She cannot counteract
Shes so pretty while she sleeps
Leave her in a bodybag
Im boutta switchback
Now im Ecstatic
Exotic
Heavy rain, holographics

holographic w/ soulvanish (waystalker+twintails)

ive got some strnage ambitions to learn to love 
tell your new man i try way harder
our souls collide as we speak i loved u more than him
and so shell come to her senses to be with me

as your standards rise take you in all mine
some day ill be here
to take you in at last

strangers once again

Talis Est Vita

presented by:

RdoubleU

ceo of HeavenGang & gothvamp.inc

enjoy <3

Malibu (Prod: Dan Darmawan)

fivemoreminuteswouldntsolveanyofyourproblems [sif x mikeal0ne]

Ma conscience

bleakboi4ev@gmail.com 

@bleaky2
@55depths
@bleedteam

u r just like your kitchen knife

bleaky

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