prod https://soundcloud.com/aug_ff

I can’t look in the mirror anymore
I’m afraid that she’ll always want more
Was I this way all along?
All a waste I can’t fall in love
To fall in love I’d have to trip myself up.. NO FUN
To trip up I could land in the dust 
But in the end all returns to what it was
Baby make me cry make me feel for once

Again and again
Yh my eyes get blurry
So I just see myself 
In the eyes of them
And all of this pain
Yh it made me dirty
And the need to be praised
It never ends
Is this fr what it’s come to?
Am I fr if I love you?
The ego and shame try to cut through
I’ll give in again but I won’t want to

I can’t look in the mirror anymore
I’m afraid that she’ll always want more
Was I this way all along?
All a waste I can’t fall in love
To fall in love I’d have to trip myself up.. NO FUN 
To trip up I could land in the dust 
But in the end all returns to what it was
Baby make me cry make me feel for once

I pray that I can pray it off 
It takes more than one
I can’t live enough
I fucked my life for what it was
I’m a hundred halves
They won’t stitch back up
Pray that all is full of love
And when I break again
You can fill me a back up
Fuck my life, it’s what it was
Give myself away
Same all in one

I can’t look in the mirror anymore
I’m afraid that she’ll always want more
Was I this way all along?
All a waste I can’t fall in love
To fall in love I’d have to trip myself up.. NO FUN 
To trip up I could land in the dust 
But in the end all returns to what it was
Baby make me cry make me feel for once

Just make me whole
Just make me whole

Narcissus (prod. august fear)

mixed by me
co-mixed/mastered by Safeguard

Fall Apart (prod.kizip)

vocal mix by me
comix and master by Safeguard

i make a way and then i jus
wonder when im gonna go home
i make a way and then i jus
wonder when im gonna not trip up
fantasise on my own ive got 2 know that im in it
gotta ride for myself ive got 2 know that i did it!!!!
passed the line in my life
i already know that i'm finished 
i fell in love and i didn't 
i fell in love for the business :P
i have strops im bitter
gettin burnt like a sinner
ive been tryna walk a line
but it keeps getting thinner

and in a way im only lying when im trying to be honest
and in a way im only lost when im trying to be wanted
its always much too late when i realise i am bothered
its always much too late when i realise ive lost it :(
im always in the way of where i wanna go
why i can't stay up? why i stay low? :(
why everything goes wrong and i can't say so?
put my feelings in the loft cos ion rly play wid those >:)

i make a way and then i jus
wonder when im gonna go home
i make a way and then i jus
wonder when im gonna not trip up
fantasise on my own ive got 2 know that im in it
gotta ride for myself ive got 2 know that i did it!!!!
passed the line in my life
i already know that i'm finished 
i fell in love and i didn't 
i fell in love for the business :P
i have strops im bitter
gettin burnt like a sinner
ive been tryna walk a line
but it keeps getting thinner

Bleak Darling

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