vibing 3

instrumental is Mux Mool - Get Better John

get better (mux mool)

this year is for escape

@kyur0 @recyclexbin @lewisgoing
lyrics//
you said what i meant to you
i cant tell the truth
know its bad for you
i know that its getting hard
since we grew apart 
just know i love you the same
i make it so hard to change
i hope youd want me for me
i know its so bad i see
ill fix it ill beg on my knees
ill cry my self to sleep 
i know youre bad for me
yeah i know that its hard
i know i wouldnt get far
i know i wouldnt get far
yeah i know that its hard
i know i wouldnt get far
you said im stuck in your heart
yeah you said that its hard
i knew it right from the start
that night alone in my yard
you said what i meant to you
i cant tell the truth
know its bad for you
i know that its getting hard
since we grew apart 
just know i love you the same
i make it so hard to change
i hope youd want me for me
i know its so bad i see
ill fix it ill beg on my knees
ill cry my self to sleep 
i know youre bad for me

bad for me (kyuro, recyclebin & lewisgoing)

prod me


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i dont wanna go there
feeling like they all stare
shawty this a nightmare
crashing like my software

playing modern warfare
glowing like a red flare
semtex glare bitch im shooting make em all stare
going fucking nowhere
going fucking nowhere
going fucking nowhere

im stuck in place
i cant feel my face
cant pick up the pace
i need a saving grace

i know its late
but i still need to get it straight
go thru the gate
i keep on carrying this weight

playing modern warfare
glowing like a red flare
semtex glare bitch im shooting make em all stare
going fucking nowhere
going fucking nowhere
going fucking nowhere

Modern Warfare

new track from @inno1k, hope u all enjoy 👹

inno1k - benice2me

video out on @astvri
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLYIfkJ6Izo

yurms - http mulholland drive (flood + kiro) [MV OUT NOW]

gone

first single of the album.
prod/vocals by me

lyrics:
i will stay awake remniscing at the time
to make these memories last longer
our souls connected make the ground shake
in search for eachother
in hope that these moments last forever

dreaming of ur sweet lips
n i dont know how i can reach you
would you stay by my side

i gave up my own voice 
to scream your name
i know that these nightmares
wont end my brain
and if sighs leave your soft voice
to make me stay
i wont ever ever have to leave this pleace

reminiscence

lyrics: 
faded under club lights 
i cant ever let you go
kissing in the dance floor 
i cant ever make it worse
my head is so shattered from these nightmares
make them go
faded with your promises 
i cant ever get enough

faded under club lights

much love to resi for producing this masterpiece.
@rs2k
@kkkitten

lyrics:

4am my blankets wrapped your skin for the last time
now youre gone
i wanted you to stay for the last time
bang my head against the wall
cuz i cant stop the ringing in my mind
when the image of your smile comes again

remember when it all began
it was a winter night
i was staying in
you smiled at me
i replay it in my dreams

is it bad that i still miss you
would i be wrong if i kiss you
im so fucked i wanna end this

now i stay up all alone
0 messages on my phone
ull be out with make up on
hitting on another dude

you ran away from my arms 
im still wondering what i did wrong

if u would stay with me one more minute
i would steal the world
im stuck
sick and tired of craving for love

dreams 「prod. resonance」

https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy

lyrics: 
fairy tales
i live in my head
are a resemblance of the past
how i numbered days
just waiting for them to end
but now i count the stars on the ceiling
regretting every word ive said

i feel so stuck here
but i can try

and ill stay inside
this mess ive made all by myself
i know that i can work this out

im not afraid
of what the future holds for me
now that i know i can hold your hand

i stare at the clock
it ticks my life away with every second
and every hour

lost +jxlyy

s/o @y4ndere for producing this <3
art by: https://twitter.com/nanmokaken

forever 「prod. yandere」

prod by me
art: https://twitter.com/nanmokaken
lyrics;

blood dripping of my wrists 
i cant fix u
no matter how hard i try 
i cant reach u
red crystals in my arms
razor sharp lies
i wont ever go back 

evry time i lay down my head
i see ur ghost in my bed
and i dont even wanna get up
ur my everything

im sick and tired
im on the edge
everyday i picture myself hanging from the ceiling
and i cant fight
ive got enough
im gonna rot in this room 
forevermore

girl its whatever
ive been in this path for way too long
and even if i fucked up again
i wont get u out of my head

razorsharplies

prod. @y4ndere
art: https://twitter.com/nanmokaken

emotionless 「prod. yandere」

@y4ndere
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere/yandere-sample-challenge-3
lyrics: 
fell in love with a ghost
her eyes they shine so bright
feel safe under the night sky
stardust in the distance
im on my own
my own
ive been stuck in my room
stay up all night
ill be alright 

staring at my phone screen
we will stay together 
ive been getting distant
but we'll lie together
and im nowhere to be found
u were the only one

i can count with one hand
all the friends that ive made
i know they wont let me down
these days that go by 
they all keep me warm
these demons they will depart

all the times that you said
that we would be forever
guess u were just lying 
cos we never were

look me in the eye 
tell me that u love me 
even if its fake 
cos i just wanna feel something

ghosts

@9s0uls @kurome
art: https://twitter.com/eguchi_saan

bloodstains ft. 9souls 「prod. kurome」

@blackwinterwells @lil4c <33
art by: https://twitter.com/nanmokaken

puppet ft. blackwinterwells 「prod. lilac」

original: https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/bonerr

BONErr (pop punk flip)

prod @januaryyy
vocals by @odel007 and me
mix n master by me

stfu! x_x ft. odel (p. jxlyy)

@h1yori
happy thanksgiving<3
lyircs: 
hate me everything is coming to an end
i feel so distant and away
and im sorry to my friends
i know it never ends
every lie is a nightmare
and its getting to my head

idk what else to feel it makes me feel so nauseous
time flies by every memory is like a blur
i wonder whats wrong with my brain
i keep seeing these ghosts
no one can save me now

im holding on 
i take a blade  to my arms 
and everynight i close my eyes
and hope to die

im
im off this medicine
im trying to forget
i never thought that i 
would only hurt u in the end
would only let you down
i feel it everynight

vibing 3

Jenna