Spark

Holy Hell

Self Titled EP (Unreleased)

Mixed by Steve Vealey
Mastered by Andy Clarke

Wreck

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It’s been a long time coming 
17 whole years of being unaware 
but I think, yes I know I’m finally here 
I’m finally here 

Growing up leaving home cutting every relationship 
getting rid of the few things that keep from busting off the walls into a pool of nothing 
a pool of nothing 

But the time won’t stop moving in and I keep on catapulting 
to a place formerly unknown this anxiety laces in my bones 

- 

Yeah it's been a long time coming 
but I think i'm ready to leave 
just take on the dread 
that lies ahead 
that lies ahead 
it’ll all be fine

Catapulting

Another late night in your dad’s house 
we decided to lay everything out 
pitch black waves on the Chesapeake 
you barely talk I hear you speak 

Nod to me 
stick with me 
don't leave me 

For the first time things start to make sense 
you helped me finally understand myself 

Nod to me 
stick with me 
don't leave me 

I know you know how much you mean to me, slid into my life after meeting you, on the staircase the only thing that scares me now: the thought of not having those eyes to look at me

Chesapeake

I look outside my window 
for saturation and shapes to distract me 
white cold sensation melting in my skin 
It’s not working this time 

Don’t waste your time harping on the fact that something could be so wrong 
don’t let your aches and pains bog you down you’re more to them then they are too you 


Don’t waste your time harping on the fact that something could be so wrong 
just keep moving forward with the recognition that things will turn some day 

Despite what you say you’re nothing more than a living thing 
despite what you say your life has no inherent value 
despite what you think that doesn’t mean you should give it up 
all that’s left is what you choose to leave behind

Harping

I struggle to keep my thinking straight 
but pharmaceuticals cloud my head again 
sense of consistency spring cherry blossom tree 
I used to climb and climb pure with ease 

Chopped down but I keep on growing 
Chopped down without my knowing 

Remember when I reached the bottom 
12 feet deep in a pool of uncertainty 
you pulled up to the top so I can breath 
distract build me up from that dark place 

Chopped down but I keep on growing 
Chopped down embrace where I’m going

Cherry Blossom

coming home late these days when the lights are flashing 
hold the wheel i've got a small smile on my face 
your black-eyed-susan hat still sits quietly on the counter 
pull over in the rain to buy the bunch of sunflowers 

and you wait patiently, for something, good to come 

young blonde girl with the curls watches her life get split in half 
photos line the walls of a younger you in your fathers house 
forget the nuclear structure that you had once loved 
now afraid to spill your contents on the ones who will help 

petrified crack your skull eat the cold ramen again afraid to loose the kid you put all your hope in 

and you wait patiently, for something, good to come

frosted sunflower moth

one day ill be in a glowing white room and see all my deceased ancestors who, will meet me and see every little fragment from, my past life and one day you're gonna get your shit together, saves some lives and hold everyone in your hooping arms 

come fall i'll be up north guiltily living life 
so boldly, this liminality 
juxtaposed, with the patience, with the gracefulness 
you've always knew 

one day, all of the friends you had, will come together and remember little things, like the way you subconsciously smiled into the car mirror and the grace of all your calculated movements 

come fall i'll be up north guiltily living life 
so boldly, this liminality 
juxtaposed, with the patience, with the gracefulness 
you've always knew 

it's not fair, for you and me 
life's not fair, for you and me

glowing white room

currently, andy's leaving for another six weeks and i 
sure as hell don't feel like much of a savior, more like something along the lines of an enabler 
with hopes next to none you start from square one and pour the burning liquid, down your throat 
watch wide eyed as your world begins to spin and glow 

i know one day i'll see you grow into 
someone with will and agency rooting them 
and one day you'll leave and set out to redefine 
this very world you were born into 

your circadian spiral 
into the soft earth 
all those inner quarrels 

i've known you better than you may know and you'll get better, than we expect

andy

recorded and mixed in march of 2017 by Tim Jordan and bleary eyed @ Big Mamas in Philadelphia, PA 

mastered by: Scotty Leitch
credits
releases March 31, 2017 

/"zeeke" was preformed by/ 
drums: Ben Abrams 
guitar/vox/keys/drums: Nathaniel Salfi 
guitar/keys: Coby Haynes 
backing vox: Ivanna Berrios 

songs written by: Nathaniel Salfi 

"zeeke" art: Andrew Salfi 

Cassette art: Alexander Rudenshiold

Speaking Just Fine

Grassy Field

Diamond

Chopped Just Fine

little brother used to tell me to go look up at night 
you know you've got some other wordly feelin to you, people eat that up 

look at you out of bed 
thank you sister can you tell me my pulse 
watch your friends march one by one 
did you know you're glowing today 

i know that we seem to have this understanding that underlies 
the basic fact that i may be one in you i know i'll watch my friends
march through brimstone and the rye for absolutely nothing

thank you sister demo

im in my human form 
doin my little human things 
and ur just a clean product of the internet age 
catch me alone burning sage to the likes of someone who did things okay 

replicate your cubicle everywhere andy commands 
hell giggle and watch ur punk ass suffer with his demands 

but i know old pearl boy could pop in and bring you back to your base
old pearl boy could pop in an bring you back to your baseline real quick
with the even pace of his whip 

i dont know now 
i should know now

pearl_boy

picture puzzle pattern door will bring me thru
i hope you got the spooky letter of the future we both thought 

I've got the clear prism in my pocket, take it out when i feel I’m getting sucked to a solid 20 feet behind my present

told me you sobbed, when you tore open my letter bringin the wind of centering and knowing we got minds alike in this time 

Rory you know, I’ll let u chill with my mind for a little while a good damn way to waste away and pass the time
sandy would play bridge with her friends, circles round my kitchen tappin my old fingers, I’ll be whole and done sometime 

see slow, with the grace of three, and Ill watch you walk around, big tall big proud

see slow

ooooh, i made it back home again demo

settle downn

fun -6.57 PM

recorded in fall 2019 with Chris Baglivo at big mamas in Philadelphia
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
big thanks to Hayley B, Hayden, and Jool for vocals
songs written by Nathaniel Salfi
drums: Ben Verbeck additional guitar and bass by Jared Johnson and Ben Kaunitz

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