masochist

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saw you again
felt the wind
eat me alive
saw you again
felt the wind
tear me apart
silence
is my best friend
talkin is the end
i am sinkin in the wind
i am nothin but the sun
nobody feels the way i do
im sinkin in the waves like you
i know you're gone
i know you're gone
nobody feels the way i do
nobody knows me like you do
ahhhh

satellite - prod. tonedeaf + larua

hahaha (prod. jxyz)

mix + prod @f6ne

lyrics:

took 2 tablets now im back at it
and im not average i got bad habits
im falling backwards in an ash catcher
the waters black but i got bottles full of magic

i was on a round trip flight to heaven
but the flight attendant was a red devil
im just tryna reach the next level
but im gon be dead nah my body's no temple

my hobbies are dreadful
drugs in my head yeah im always forgetful
months i have spent wishing i was successful

you dont gotta test me im not made of fent bro
haven't been resting might be going mental

nxt lvl (prod. f6ne)

[etai]
sippin brands of lean you never heard of
bleed team in the back of the function and yeah we turn up
yeah we turn up
living like there isnt no tomorrow
or i just can't remember yesterday
i dont wanna live a life of sorrow
i cant keep on wishing i was dead today
living like there isnt no tomorrow
or i just can't remember yesterday
i dont wanna live a life of sorrow
i cant keep on wishing i was dead today
i took some meds and drank
i went to bed and fainted
woke up the next day
so fucking faded

[sif]
and i can feel it in my blood cant even walk straight
blood dripping from my neck
i cant feel my face
how many times will i make the same mistake
i cant stop this shit until im in my grave
dead look behind my eyes like some corpsepaint
like why everyone around me fuckin bitchmade?
death behind my eyes
when u see my face
if ur searching for the light
u can come my way
what u want?
come a lil bit closer
riding w some fiends thatll put u on a poster
its never over
smoke pouring out the rover
lines off her phone cuz we hate being sober

[DZO DIGITAL]
Imma live my life like there is no tomorrow
I don't wanna try another day
all I want is your love just to borrow
and I wanna know I'll be ok

No Tomorrow - etai s0, sif, DZO DIGITAL (money kidd + vizzzer)

[bleaky]

[1:21]
splat splat
runnin it back
gettin these stacks uh

don’t let me get in my bag
i be actin too mad
take another drag
i’ll be here like a tat
oops my bad
did i do that

don’t wanna be a drag
don’t wanna be like my dad
i be feelin too sad
that shit’s not rad

would you be my hometown hero
save me from all of these tears

waking up on the wrong side of the bed again
i been all out my element
browsing the internet 
where all of my friends is at
waiting for them to hit me back
imagine that

and i wish we was hometown heroes
wish you lived right next door
you be my hometown hero
you can just knock on my door

Hometown Heroes - bleaky, 1:21 (f6ne)

[july.]

[etai s0]
pretty face
and she got a nice rack
but my racks ain't nice 
they just like to talk smack
cuz i got it like that
took away the beat and i brought it right back
fendi on my feet
off white crossed out
hard for me to breathe 
hotboxing dark stouts
something up my sleeve at all times 
halt doubt
money in my jeans at all times 
ball out
funny in my dreams im still up
blacked out
i could whip a beam, doors up
hopped out
12 try pull me over
now they screaming "cop down"
you gon take this motherfucking curb and bite down 
bitch
yuh
bleed team until the death of me
no rest till i make it or i break 
this is my destiny
shawty got me naked getting baked im feeling heavenly 
decapitated snakes all in the grass 
no more enemies 

[july.]

Mewtwo - july., etai s0 (july.)

[DZO DIGITAL]
I get up and then I fall
It's not enough 'cause I want it all
I've just been searchin for a meaning
Got a dose of true love and I'm fiendin (it's how I feel)
Feel so uncertain I been leanin (leanin on the wall)
Grew up touch the cieling
Oh be nice
Don't be shy
I just wanna get a feeling
that I can't get out of my head
I still can't get out of bed but
I get up and then I fall
It's not enough 'cause I want it all

[bleaky]
i've been searching for a meaning 
i've been searching its been a minute 
just give me some time 
I swear it'll be worth it 
the love i still got its still down in the abyss 
got a couple racks imma spend it on a new  belt 
bleed team shit for sure we be banging 
(i've been searching for a meaning all this time)

[DZO DIGITAL]
I've just been searchin for a meaning
Got a dose of true love and I'm fiendin
Feel so uncertain I been leanin (leanin on the wall)
Grew up touch the cieling
Oh be nice
Don't be shy
I just wanna get a feeling
that I can't get out of my head
I still can't get out of bed but
I get up and then I fall
It's not enough 'cause I want it all

[1:21]
I been melting
dont like how im sounding
wont think bout how i felt it
but my heart keeps pounding
know that things feel different 
cause there’s something missing
and I don't wanna be left in the dust

[DZO DIGITAL]
I get up and then I fall
It's not enough 'cause I want it all

Meaning - DZO DIGITAL, bleaky, 1:21 (lilyintheforest + jayysoul + grimgar)

[bleaky]
ion even kno what 2 do what to tell 
stuck in my wounds imma drink from the well 
i can tell im coming straight from the hell 
ion kno u 
i keep smelling on her perfume 
everywhere 
people in a big room 
im afraid 
innocent like a cartoon 
im telling u they fakes 
i walk around the snowflakes
well now it is my turn to count on us 
its a patern 
i dont wna be part of it 
i jus wanna be a damn misfit 
i directly aim this bitch

[f6ne]
I don't step in front of cameras 
I prefer the night
Spread my wings & take flight
Boy you dont wanna fight
Choppah take a life
Give ur crew a fright
Boy bet I might x2
Lookin out of my Yohji
Balaclava and Hermes
Slide like a zamboni
Soprano so Tony
Shawty said she dont know me
Your Coach bag be phony
But I'll let you phone me
I'll let you owe me
I jus wanna shop w my homies
Saks like a home to me
In my Prada so lonely
That's my testimony

[bleaky]
ion even kno what 2 do what to tell 
stuck in my wounds imma drink from the well 
i can tell im coming straight from the hell 
ion kno u 
i keep smelling on her perfume 
everywhere 
people in a big room 
im afraid 
innocent like a cartoon 
im telling u they fakes 
i walk around the snowflakes
well now it is my turn to count on us 
its a patern 
i dont wna be part of it 
i jus wanna be a damn misfit 
i directly aim this bitch

[f6ne]
I don't step in front of cameras 
I prefer the night
Spread my wings & take flight
Boy you dont wanna fight
Choppah take a life
Give ur crew a fright
Boy bet I might x2
Lookin out of my Yohji
Balaclava and Hermes
Slide like a zamboni
Soprano so Tony
Shawty said she dont know me
Your Coach bag be phony
But I'll let you phone me
I'll let you owe me
I jus wanna shop w my homies
Saks like a home to me
In my Prada so lonely
That's my testimony

The Well - bleaky, f6ne (rubbish)

[sif]
ive got the feeling ive been here before
the feeling that u made me feel before
i thought that there were no more secrets left
but you took it all 
and then u left
let me bleed

[anesthesia]
lay my heart on the line
what’s the point wasting time?
i keep telling them i’m fine
they just wanna see me shine
trying hard to take my time
i don’t ever feel alive

dirty roxys up my nose
noddin off like where i go
vision foggy from the snow, 
im movin slow, can’t stop speedin down this road
i’m junkie she don’t know, but it shows, 
i’m jus the one she chose,
im feelin lucky i won’t fold

[etai s0]
im too high to feel
i lie to heal the pain
im sorry babe
stay one more day
if i knew i was like this
id leave me too 
its okay
don't got a way out of the haze
fogged up in the brain
shut off my existence
im lost in a maze
and the walls never listen 
i tell them my name but it don't matter
i tell them my name, it don't even matter

[anesthesia]
and nothing matters anyway
i’m tryna find my happy place
i got powder on my face
and i’m not tryna make up

i got problems w these hoes show me fake love
i don’t got time for shit so i don’t tell her wait up
still noddin off these pills in the same club
paparazzi, i don’t do the closeups

Haze - sif, anesthesia, etai s0 (luvnote)

she wanna be my bffwb (prod. by toyema)

multimedia artist group

members followed <3

Meaning - DZO DIGITAL, bleaky, 1:21 (lilyintheforest + jayysoul + grimgar)

bleed team

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