chemical imbalances

i tried to find a purpose really really fucking bad
because every day i wake up
feeling existential dread 

pulling me down
to the ground
it fucking hurts

i started writing songs
and i think it just got worse

jesus christ

the thought of being alive
it keeps me surprised

i should've been gone by now
like i said last night

but im just too scared to die

and the hours go by
and the days go by
and the weeks go by

its been a year

i said that i would die or change
but i'm still the same  
and im still right here

C E Am F

i should've been gone by now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnpK3SnGvrQ

zzz

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