i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

and life will still go on
even when i am gone
cause im nothing, im useless
im a waste of time, and im a waste of space
i was born with an ugly face
ever since that day my lifes been fucked
from the start, from the start

oooooooooooooo

i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

life goes on

He's done kept his secrets
Strapped to his chest
Never wanted to tell you
And let you try to guess
Now he's gone home quite quickly
We think it's for the best
Root Canal Years 
Is a fucking mess

Root Canal Years is a pathetic freak

It's almost like there is nothing left
I can't believe you would cause such a mess
In the end I will always love you
Why did I do the shit that I do
I'm at the end of my own tether
Barely holding shit together
I want to kill myself
But I'm no longer overwhelmed

By sights and smells that remind me of you
Why have I been left alone
Was it something you thought, about who
didn't mean it, I miss your moans
I meant what I said I still feel it
Why did I have to be such a slut
Didn't think that you could grieve it
It didn't matter that you were adult

It's almost like there's nothing left
I want to kiss you across your chest
Why am I such mess
Why am I a fucking mess
It's almost like there's nothing left
I want to kiss you across your chest
Why am I such mess
Why am I a fucking mess

i can never forgive you (because i can never forgive myself)

cover of pb's washed out demo

D standard
86 BPM
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i dont believe theres any hope
cause im deformed and fucking dumb
dropped out of school im just a dope
not gonna talk you wont listen

dont care
nothing matters to me
its all pointless
id rather just give up cause

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep

my face is gaunt from apathy
i been shut in since '21
cooped up rot in anxiety
im spiralling like a pigeon

this shit
starting to make me bored
im so done
now im going my own way

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep

Washed Out (Penguinband Cover)

i fucked up the project file but here is what remains

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

oh
yes it's true
well
is it to you
you hold my wicked face and say its ok
you say that you really like it
that i look like something monstrous

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

you say it doesnt matter to you
well i say that it fucking matters to me
how do you not get it
you're a stupid fucking bitch
i dont wanna be a ghoul for the rest of my fucking Life

it'll never get better
so i'll stay home forever
IM SO FUCKING BLACKPILLED




Ugly

You're The Only One I Need

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

I know I said no more covers for a bit, but I had to make an exception.

Both songs by the goat @genericsongs6

my own moon (Generic cover)

Don't tell me lies
Just tell me why
You hate me so

Don't lead me on
It's bad enough
I wanna know

What do you think of me
when am not not around?
Now all my hopes and dreams
Are scattered on the ground

I realize
That you have lied
To keep me down 

It's so insane
That in your brain
I'm just a clown

Without you babe
I make mistakes 
And I will drown 
I've been so good to you
But you never come around

★ lyrics co-written by @miguel-morales-634781591 (aka PILK)

McNutting Myself

Choke on my vomit (demo)

You made me happy yea that’s a fact
And now you’ve gone away and now I’m sad (so sad)

Gone away yea she’s gone away

You're The Only One I Need

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