MOP IT UP Ft. Lil. A // G-Baby // SushiBoi // WiseWulf (Prod. Mors)

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

AYE PEEP EVERYONE YOU WARNED ME ABOUT IS NOW CLAIMING THEY MISS YOU, I HELD YOUR COLD FACE SAID GOOD BYE, HUGGED YOU THEN KISSED YOU. HOPPED UP OFF THAT TOUR BUS STUMBLING IN PIECES, I HOPE YOU FINALLY AT PEACE NOW THAT YOU NO LONGER BREATHING. EVEN WHEN YOU WAS LAUGHING THE HARDEST I STILL FELT YOUR PAIN, THAT DEEP DESPERATION GAZE, CRY BABY FACE. YOU HAD HAD A THOUSAND PLAYS WAY BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN YOU HAD THEM MILLIONS YOU WAS STILL EXACTLY THE SAME.
WE WAS BOTH FUCKED UP, LIVING ROUGH, HAD NOTHING.
EDITED YOUR FIRST VIDEO, YOU SENT MY PAYPAL MONEY.
DIDN'T EVEN WANT IT BUT IT STOPPED MY SISTER BEING HUNGRY, WE WAS SO CONNECTED LIVING IN COMPLETELY DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. FLEW OUT TO LA, GOT AN UBER TO YOUR PLACE.. NEVER SEEN SO MANY STRANGERS CROWDED IN A TINY PLACE. EVERYONE OFFERING DRUGS & TAKING PICTURES OF YOUR FACE, NO ONE OFFERING LOVE OR WONDERING ABOUT YOUR DAY.
WE WAS BOTH HEARTBROKEN, INTROVERTED, SO LONELY.
YOU WAS THE ONLY ONE OF THE FEW TO EVER REALLY KNOW ME.
AYE GUS, WHATS IT LIKE UP THERE I THINK I WANNA JOIN YA, STRUGGLING TO KEEP IT MOVING I'M TANGLED IN PARANOIA.
EVERYONE THAT WASN'T LOYAL TO YA WOULDA KILLED EM FOR YA, YOU HAD THE SAME MENTALITY CAUSE FAMILY IMPORTANT. 
GUS I'M STILL TRYNA FIGHT MY FEARS OUR CHILDHOOD WAS POISON, I GOT DEMONS I BEEN RUNNING FROM, NEVER STOOD UP & FOUGHT EM. BOUT TO TAKE A FLIGHT BACK TO LONDON YEA IN A FEW DAYS, WHERE WE LIVED TOGETHER.. I DON'T WANNA SEE THAT PLACE. ALL THAT BIZARE FURNITURE YOU PURCHASED, SO AWKWARDLY PLACED. YOU'D TAKE A STEP BACK AND STARE AT IT UNTIL IT LOOKED OKAY. I HELD YOUR FACE, TOOK A STEP BACK AND NOTHING LOOKED OKAY BROTHER, YOU WAS SHINING BRIGHT AND NOW YOU'VE TURNED INTO THIS GREY COLOUR. HOLDING BACK THE TEARS EVERYTIME I HEAR YOUR NAME CAME UP, I DON'T WANNA SAY NOTHING.. THEY DON'T KNOW THIS PAINS CUTTING. TRYNA STAY STRONG FOR THE LONERS THATS LIKE US, MADE A VIDEO OF YOU SLEEPING ON THE BACK OF THE BUS. I MADE A JOKE AND SAID THAT GUS IS WORKING OUT FINALLY THEN PUT THE CAMERA ON YOU TO SEE THAT YOU WAS FALLING ASLEEP.. EVERYDAY OF THE TOUR, LIKE YOU USUALLY DO. HEAD BACK, MOUTH OPEN, YEP THE USUAL. I SAW YOU LIKE THIS EVERYDAY ON THE ENTIRE TOUR, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU WAS DEAD MAN.. AS IF I WOULDA RECORDED.

SEE YOU SOON 
LOVE BEXEY

MOP IT UP Ft. Lil. A // G-Baby // SushiBoi // WiseWulf (Prod. Mors)

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