Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

Lyrics:

oh i hope you're sleeping good now
i'd like 2 try again somehow
it's just been a really long time
your touch could save this really bad night
i been digging deep to see if i could find my powers
i know there's people backin me but it feels less so by the hour
"that's jus bout as forward as i can take"
there's a billion other ppl who move like her jus the same

when you run out of questions you don't just run out of answers
you run out of hope

-

i couldn't save him
he's our family too
you can't save everyone like that
but you can try

superman

end days (twins)

i love you to death and beyond

prod. me, guitar by me, mix/master by me
lyrics:
I never called you nothing sweet 
You told me come inside, I left my car across the street 
I never knew which way to run 
There's a hole in that screen door and now the dog's the only one 
Who's left 
I should probably get some sleep 
Cuz morning's coming soon and i'm the only who sees it 
This house has smelled like blood since i moved in 
I check on you from time to time, we're rotten fruit waiting on wine 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

I never wanted it like this 
Burn the house where i grew up so there's nothing left to miss 
Cuz i was born to be a star 
Set fire to all i touch until i'm all alone in the dark 
And you 
You've gotten smaller since before 
We both forgot to eat, we'd dance in kitchens until morning came 
Crashing down, helped you forget the night you stumbled out of 
Without a scratch, god, look at you 
So goddamn terrified of the truth 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
Oh, how you've grown, oh, how you've grown, oh 

Days into weeks into years into minutes 
I think I could die soon, if you call this living 
You moved on so quick, I ain't think I was that easy to forget 
But what's it matter? Soon I'll die alone in this bed 
You used to call me angel, now I'm falling lower and lower into the abyss 
(GASP) I was just a kid, got no more time for innocence 

Oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes 
There once was a garden here, all the flowers died 
Do you still think bout me? I know it's been some time 
Maybe I'll see you one day in the afterlife 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
It's so damn cold inside 

And oh, oh, oh 
Darling, how you've grown 
I don't believe my eyes 
Oh, oh, oh 
Darling, where'd you go? 
I'll wait for you next time

oh, how you've grown, i don't believe my eyes

9tails - no percs 2 (prod. skel)

gen down

trxmblez - double stuffed  (prod. 1shimly & youngmooskii)

2'6 
lately i've been on that angsty teenage ignorance shit. 

live from the peak
burning like i talk shit i keep it OG
i aint got the time in this motherfucker please for a bitch ass tryna come and fuck around with me, talking behind you but when they right in front your motherfucking face probably tryna get a feature theres way too many sneakers squeaking to hear your ass from the bleachers, rookies play games OGs there to teach em
to each his own 
do it for the dark nights we sleep alone
i just need a lightskin bonita bone and she down to stay high stay loyal stay horny all i do is ride just a east state boy get whatever you like if you least pay for it, motherfuckers talk im like he say what? he say huh? homie i don't give a fuck. what
plug got told so we creeping low cause you already know they lurking tryna get the next one
he got busted when they pulled him over he was sitting rolling at an intersection already said it didn't get the message ready told you but you never learned your lesson all those waited seconds spent second guessing stead of counting blessings you were out and texting 


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Live From the Peak (prod. $UIJIN)

mixed by me
produced by @xtravulous

lyrics:
tell me what to do yeah
when im all choked up over you

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

now I'm lost but I'm feeling brand, new
hit me up you know you can come, thru
anytime that you fucking want, to
ill be here, ill be here for you

all you gotta do is call for me
lil shawty, yeah she love me, she want all of me
she wanna ball with me
everything she do, she do it so flawlessly

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby-

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

hold my breath

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Lyrics:
she made a fan page
she got a pretty face
rocking gore-tex
with the face mask

stickers on her ride
'87 toyota she gonna trash when she's older
but she's living in the moment

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she got that aesthetic 
she's posts on reddit, edit
she said it, edit, aesthetic photo edit
wants sleeves, no face tat
got vans, no snapback

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

Sadzilla - Type Beat Type Girl-

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