This was part of an edgy rap project, but it’s on hiatus until school is less hectic x

black metal veins

sorry for delayed release

https://open.spotify.com/album/0ayAXcwF4hCEW5ZSqsJbqI

lyrics: 
*Highschool bitch banter*
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
And then she was like

Let's please not have sex
I don't wanna fuck you
Let's please not have sex
I don't wanna fuck you
But that but that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that but that dick is good
But that dick is good
But that dick is good
And then she was like

Let's please not have sex
I don't wanna fuck you
I'm not an incel
I just wanna touch you
Let's please not have sex
I don't wanna fuck you
I'm not an incel
I just wanna touch you
Let's please not have sex
I don't wanna fuck you
I'm not an incel
I just wanna touch you
Let's please not have sex
Do I have to beg please?
If I kill myself
They'll never find my body

But that but that dick was good
But that dick was good
But that dick was good
But that dick was good
But that dick was good
But that dick was good
Now I'm sitting here
Covered in his blood

the dick was good

SPOTIFY

RX Nephew - ETA Not Long
exnoiz - (・∀・)
Lzie - da throught 吹き溜まりkore
m1dy — PACKED YOUR EARS WITH SHIT
Headhunterz ft. Malukah - Reignite (5ubaruu nightcore edit)
ゴミ太郎 - 人生で一番やめて良かったこと　EZHDNC
Meow Meow - Milkshaker

5ubaruu @ Days of Flight 12-19-21 250BPM+++

happy valentines to the girl who drove me to the brink of madness :)) <333

I made this during a 4 day bout of insomnia, 42 vocal layers were used to replicate the sludge of my brain at the time. I hope you feel like you’ve been awake for 96 hours :P

lyrics

I’m so much healthier without you 

So why the fuck do I miss

Waking up each morning
Not knowing if you’d love or hate
Me sobbing staying up so late
Thinking about nothing but
You turning me into a nut
Case I’d feel so deeply insane my
brain can’t handle to try
Shut you out for its own good id rather

just cry scream shout
Just let me out

Of your grips of this cycle
it’s too turbulent to be vital
to me feeling alive
why can’t I thrive
without the drive
to want to 

DIVE off a cliff into your black pool
of endless pain it’s just too cruel
to turn me insane yet I know
i bring it on myself I throw
myself into bad health cause
trauma left me all these flaws
please give me space to pause
before you re hold me hostage with your sharp claws

meeting you was the best worst thing
in my life you’re my worst pest
sting me with your black ooze
I hate you yet you’re my best muse

nobody makes me blow a fuse yet
have me think I’m going to lose my
mind if I don’t hold you tight you’re
everything wrong yet my only right 

I despise you so much
but I always end up missing the
Rush
Rush
Rush
Rush
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Rush
Rush 
Rush
Rush

Just let me out

Of your grips of this cycle
it’s too turbulent to be vital

to me feeling alive
why can’t I thrive
without the drive
to want to 

DIVE off a cliff into your black pool
of endless pain it’s just too cruel
to turn me insane yet I know
i bring it on myself I 
throw myself into bad health cause
trauma left me all these flaws
please give me space to pause
before you re hold me hostage with your sharp claws

HYSTERIA

Lyrics 

OVERTHINKING, I HATE IT THATS WHY I STAY INSIDE MY ROOM 
I SPEND ALL MY TIME FADED THATS WHY I STAY INSIDE ME ROOM 
WHEN MY BLOCK GOT INVADED I HATE TO SAY IT I LOST IT 
IM ALWAYS THINKIN BOUT BAD SHIT AND YOU KNOW THAT IM CAUSTIC 

SELF DESTRUCTIVE 


BITCH I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I MAKE IS NOT WORTH POSTING 
EVERYTHING YOU MADE IS FUCKING FAKE BECAUSE YOU’RE POSING 
BUT THAT HARDLY MATTERS, INEVITABLY CONSUMING 
BUT THAT HARDLY MATTERS CAUSE IM ALWAYS FEELING USELESS 
SITTING ON YOUR GLASS CANNON 
EVERYTHING I HAD DAMMIT 
EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH FUCKIN BACK HANDED HUH 
I DONT GIVE A FUCK PUT STAB INNIT 

BITCH I FEEL LIKE PHIL BC IM BETTER THAN YOU YOU 
ALL YOUR SHITS THE SAME BECAUSE YOU’RE STUCK IN A LOOP 
NOW IM LOSING ALL MY PATIENCE 
AND ALL THE TIMW I WASTED 
(IDK WHAT I SAID) FUCKER FACE IT 

YEIN I WAS DREAMING AND IT WAS ALL BLACK   



ME AND YEIN ARE TWINS LIKE LINSAY LOHAN 
COME UP IN MY CRIB IM PLAYING SLOW JAMS 
I PUT OUT THIS JOINT ON YA FO HED 
HEARD THAT NIGGA TALKIN SHIT… nigga…go ahead
CAUSE YOU NEED THAT 
OOEN UP YOU

iRRatioNaL

blindequation.bandcamp.com
real digital hardcore
"i don't give a shit what u fucking think <3"
--
this album is dedicated to remi gawin
first six tracks were originally going to be part of a split with james doesn't exist back in 2014
track 7 is a rerecording of an earlier single
track 8 is a cover from one of remi gawin's first bands

Jay Dino - "The cybergrind revival is real, and Blind Equation proves it on this EP."

dontstress//flowerpress - "it's like they put a bunch of gameboys in a blender and ended up with a cybersass album"

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KILL YUR LOCaL CHaSER

i wanted to upload this cause it wasnt up yet zzzz 

from laura les' 909 fes set, so they're not mine 

walls are closing in / come back someday (laura les)

i wish i could be someone else

dead inside

:: emotional cybergrind since 2012 ::
:: LIFE IS PAIN ::
blindequation@gmail.com

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