The Upload

March 2021 Nightcore Set

https://soundcloud.com/creditcardcaptorsakura

stay / heat death ft Lucy✩LOHAN (emo)

@lilac 🐛

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

could neva hate u
kno u hate me
neva chase u
kno u snake me

wat u wana do?
kno u make me
feel lik trash but its only been lately
f&n flash like a pic say cheese
movin fast i jus need u 2 save me
ion even kno what 2 say
every1 jus talk abt me like im in the way
u can trust me im not here 2 stay
we feelin lucky cause we jus-

we jus made a play
n u kno run it back that way
make it out only got 1 wayy
tried 2 hit me but u was 2 late
wont hit u back cause u 2faced
ask me who im wit? bitch im wit my damn gang
coulda been here but u was 2 fake
shoulda been here we was gettin 2 the cake
livin jL jus like its my fate

fate (lilac)

guitar vox mix - loveboy
original song by ag cook

Ag cook - being harsh [js00 cover]

ways + kiryano - affection (maknae miro)

everything / i said

@lilac @lllovbug

i cant even stop my times almost up
my hearts in the mud & i kno i fuckked up
i could blossom out that bud if u trust i trust ya
and i kno its tough but can u help me find some hope 
 i need hope
push that coupe 85 but i feel slow
how'd i get this cold ,, , , idkkkk
its like i feel so much but i cant show

im so cold i jus need ur warmth to make me whole
i jus blow that pack all on my own
all i can do is jus stay strong
all u can do is just stay calm
im so numb i cant even feel my arms
im so dumb why'd i ever try this hard
crack this shell cant believe i made it far
if u would help we could make it 2 the stars

cant even stop im the one now
they all on me cause i won now
me n the gang when sun down
look at me straight no more run rounds
y is it so hard 2 have fun now?
y is it so hard jus 2 trust now?
ima pull jus to pop out
ima pull up jus to ghost
i jus pulled up w my bro
we jus pulled up 2 da show
u kno i love u the most
love more than u would know
i cant feel my bones
y my heart so cold? (yea)

(i cant feel my bones)
(y my heart so cold)

i cant even stop my times almost up
my hearts in the mud & i kno i fuckked up
i could blossom out that bud if u trust i trust ya
and i kno its tough but can u help me find some hope 
 i need hope
(ay)
i need uuuu
i cant lie i been thinking ya its tru
see ur eyes n i watch it spin the room
plant the seed then i sit back watch it bloom
yea its truee
i been falling brace for impact soon
i been calling reaching 4 the moon
all i can do is jus stay tru
all u can do is jus stay tru <3

Cold

Cold (lilac + lovbug)

@emotionals
prod me & @with3rxx
cover art by emotionals

meet me at the rap show
baby i can hold u close
say youll never let me go
won’t u meet me at the rap show
yea i swear that i am so gone
and these diamonds they be so cold
and youre knowin that i cant fold
yea wont u meet me at the rap show

emotionals - MEET ME AT THE RAP SHOW (sochi + with3r)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QvQuQvZL4WZ26BdYS9FQw?si=4beb6806ce7e4f4e

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkGi54guAoA&ab_channel=fangs

are there ghosts inside my room ... watching me in secret ?
what's it worth to you? tell me would you keep it ?
would you seek it?
would you leave it ?
& I'll try .
I'll try to act like nothing's wrong - I'm fine .
my face betrays my thoughts; they're in my eyes...
In my voice ...
I tried everything but I can't hide
I hate when they see me from the side
everything I want is a disguise
a layer to protect me from the scars
I was never meant to play a part
strings tied around me and my heart
thoughts float around me in the dark
I js wanna hold you in my arms
I just want to hold you close my love

Houdini houdini 
I might disappear 
I might go psychosis
M.I.A. I’m out of here
I might write a letter signed with blood it’s for my peers
I love you too much. I can’t live another year
Houdini houdini
I might disappear
I might throw a love bomb, ticking time bomb, don’t stay near 
If I really like you take my mask off I’ll unveil
Show you who I really am, show you all my fears
Houdini houdini
Watch me as I drown
I been in a locked cage
I been underground
I been underwater 
I can’t even make a sound
Reaching for my keys
Pop a lock I might break out
Houdini houdini
Your secrets safe with me
Take it to my early grave
Take it to my keep
I might finally rest today,
I might finally sleep .

SPOTIFY

ghosts/houdini (luvpurp & jkj) *MV IN DESCRIPTION*

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fate (lilac)

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