yo that guitar player must be a huge Chad.

guitar by @coy-halverson

cover and prod by me :)

lyrics:

ive been feeling it all day yea
every days the same oh yea yea
i dont wanna know anymore yea
how i got here or how to get back

give me something new to do with my time i
cant see through the fucking fog with my tired eyes
ive been stumbling for months trying to find the sky
ive been stumbling for months yea

ive been needing you yea
ive been falling for something new
ive been meaning to yea
tell you how im feeling too yea

i just wanna do
everything you wanna do
i just wanna know
what i gotta do for you yea

falling for something new +coy

prod. me // art by halo // vox: me + @trustt + @nujioh

[vai]
search for my own heart
learn how to breathe again
I can't handle
to stay with you
to stay misused
just discard me
hands shake as you
try say that you
love me but you
don't I can see through you

do you feel do you 
do you hurt do you 
do you hurt do you
what was I to you

don't look my way 
I'll stay by myself

i don't think i'll handle this
I don't think that I'll forget
relearn all that I have missed
relearn how to love again 

I'd break all my bones
just to escape you
I'll stay all alone
I'll find my own
way out of here 
you don't really know me
try again
I'll handle it

[trustt]
dont use me just for reference
for how bad your best friend looks
i dont wanna be that one
and i said
things i dont like about you
are thing i like about me
i paint my body for you
and you dont even care to see
help yourself breathe

[vai]
I'll try escape 
all that you say 
all that you mean
do you hear my heartbeat pulsing
just watch me go 
I'll never fold
I'll never break
I'll handle this I'll handle you
I'll handle -

[nujioh]
i don't sin too often
but i don't fear your judgement
to be honest i don't have no intentions
to coerce with you
approaching aimlessly
your words so hastily
when you said "just go away", i don't know if i'll be back
its a vicious cycle
sick to my stomach, gut feelings
i spilt it to you, you told me just can't hear it
i feel like, the freedom that i wanted back because you stole mine
is there some way?
is there some way?

or is there,
no one to save us? 
no one to save us? 
no one to save us?
no one to save us?

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

i once was a child am a child am someone's child

Bearhat

one day imma find out what there is to lose

find out who you give to

find out who you came for

your mama doesnt like me

your father could be empty

yeah, yeah


i never liked the way you’d say whatever hurt

pull the pride right out my chest and add the dirt

scrap whatever things we knew for sure

'cause everything is tied up in this curse 

(it's all tied up)

it's all tied up in this curse

yeah, yeah


adirondaks, how did I know?

driving all week through the pinegroves

rain dropped on a really high note

now i need 2, maybe 3, make it 4 dose

never knew where i wanna go

seem to flock to the growing cold

one hit two times thats just growing old

never really knew that’s what i wanted till i felt alone



we don’t know (x16)



feel so good on my worst days 

built tough like Ford in the first place 

no longer avoid, it's not worth it 

a trauma-bonder on Thursday 

in Wales-Bonner, for a survey 

am I worthy, you're the Parcae 

sit right down in the car seat 

we'll get through it, just watch me


feel so-

feel so good imma-

feel so good imma-

we'll get through it just-

just, just watch me



do you wanna spend the summer, chasing september?

watching trains go by and shaking as we swallow the tremors

'cause i don't wanna waste my time while these days go by,

i don't, i don't, i don't



i don't wanna waste my life 

waiting for you 


i don't think i should-

day goes by i- , be by myself

i don't think i should-

day goes by i-


not a day goes by i’m thinking I should be by myself

i might deprecate and keep me iffy off someone’s shelf

yes i'm cute enough to think about all ways i can help

(i’m pretty as fu-)

//

Written by: Adam Ben David and Zacharia Arrington
Produced by: thenheturnedaround
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

field (feat. unkept)

everything i put on this account is just for fun

Hate being Sober

prod. me

i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

flawless

https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/buzzcut-daisy + https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/nail
@nocturnnne

IS IT TOO MUCH TO SAY I WANT IT BACK? ‧₊˚

written by me

both of us still can't see a thing
still can't breathe enough to come back up
both of us we'll find ours again
I'll find my eyes in all this rubble
I wish you'd tear me apart
there's an ache and it won't go
I like it when we talk and you're okay
I don't want this to end but it will
you've always been running away from me
at least that's what I can see
I want you to know how much I love you
I love you

Both of us

maybe I'll do something with this later!!!!!

Starry night

4/4 140bpm G Major

highly inspired by KAI & Mei Semones - red https://on.soundcloud.com/bXkhvw67oRM9G2aM6

lyrics:
oh, old dear
it's time to say goodbye
with a warm embrace, i
don't ever want to see you
cry.

and i'll still die for you.

(and when your soul leaves your body
and your bones give back to the earth
all that will remain is the love you gave.
the love you give will always live on as memories
and will pass down through generations through the people that you loved.
an endless cycle of comfort,
love is forever.)

and when i loved you that wasn't a lie
oh baby, i'm happy that you're doing fine
but your smile still kills me from time to time
and love is forever, it won't ever,
die.
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If you're reading this far, thank you for listening. This song has been in the works since July (?) 2023 and is what I consider my magnum opus, for now, at least. It's something I can confidently say I am truly proud of, no matter how many years pass by. Love is forever.

Forever

art by @vai5000

i want to know everything about you
i hope you know how much you mean to me too
i wish i could hold you
but you'll never know
from this far away I'm blinded by your light
we could sit around for hours and talk through the night
if only i could love you
but you'll never feel the same

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
so i hope i find someone just like you

i can feel my heart beating like I've never known
wish i could tear it out so i can be happy alone
but it's not that easy
it's never that easy
i love every second i spend with you
but it's not worth it to think about what could have been
it only makes things worse
and it already hurts

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
and i know damn well
I'll never have you as my own
but you, oh you, are happy just where you are
so i hope i find someone just like you

oooooooooooohhhh

but one day, I'll move on
and maybe this will all feel silly
it's not like i ever lost you
and one day, I'll be fine
and the heartache won't just kill me
to be your friend is all i could ever ask for

just like you

go ahead. get comfortable.
http://sleepy.zone
@sleepyzone
@godsticky

falling for something new +coy

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