southside gardens august 8th 2022

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

torn

cover of https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/think
guitar vox prod me

quannnic - think with your lungs cover

song ft @cmten prod by @lileffort w/ second half by @46b !!
© ANGEL RADIO 2023
art by vai  :)

spotify!: https://open.spotify.com/track/36yAXqxpWoDkKj9HplRYog

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icarus iv ft. cmten「lileffot, edyn」

Contortion dream (silly version)

outro track

prod @elw00d (sm love)
start sample - khozy

disconsolate outro

i been tryna figure out whats important
its a puzzle n im only tryna solve it
but im only 1 man
x2
is there, something wrong with me?
x2
cus i dont understand
i feel so defeated
all the time

luv u xx

disconsolate outro w/ elwood

i miss u
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7KZm0nQJ0zlNnutRrh10du?si=61aZH4OLS_mrmPIrY87wmw&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:

and just this summer
i realized
whats the point of crying
when u never want
to come back

these photos, these words, these messages i read
the bracelet i got, and the money i spent
is something ill never forget

oh u never realized the things that i did
neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
everything
you asked me for

i cant go outside or think about something else
when ur on my mind
girl u took away my heart
crushed it with ur hands
and made things worse

the time i consumed into writing these texts,
the things that i did,
even planned all those things,
for u
just to always say no
or planned on leaving after
i expressed my feelings

(its okay i still think that u are the best
ill never get over this
never forget
how i felt
when u were there
my love for u girl its crazy how its there)

i tried i tried
im sitting in my room once again
and i cry
u made me who i am but i hate all of it,
all these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
and im weak
and i hate
but i love the way u act
even if u dont care
im scared of the future cus u are not here
the love of my life disappeared like u were
never there

the past 8 months i tried
to make u realize
i never tried to hurt u

i know u werent happy
but its okay my dear
ur better now
and aslong as ur here
im fine with that
cus my life is nothing without u

and just this summer
i realized
this was the best time of my
life with u being mine
the love that i sent
and the one u gave back
is something ill
never try to hide again
cus why should i leave it all behind
i never got to hold onto ur hands
or get a taste of ur lips once again
before u left
what happened to the part where u said
we'd both grow old together
and get a bunch of cats
live a happy life

this summer, i realized

crankinglikeazombie

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

live my life

prod. me

Lyrics:
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)

it's like you're still here with me
winds blow mold my face like your touch
I'd try ask "do you miss me?"
but you don't respond
how could you be gone
I'll close my eyes
and forget about the time
watch as I cry
it's rain on my cheek
connecting lines
tracing paths in sand beneath my feet
you swore you'd stay
where are you
tear my heart out
fall to the ground
words pierce my skin
tattered feelings
all this weight from my name
when you say it again
words kiss me
but I still feel pain

someone pinch me i'm still dreaming
death's beside me i'm his protégé
please speak softly words still hurt me
defy nature I still hate her
hate her
stay here
hate her
take me later
but you'll stay there
if I don't call
take a step back before you fall

everything just hurts sometimes  I
wonder what I'll feel when you die
hold your hand it's cold already
didn't tell me that you left me
beating heart as I grasp for air
feel your pulse but it's still nowhere
will you search for me when I join you

try beleive that nothings wrong
hold your hand until you're gone
hold your hand until you're
do you feel me with you
do you feel me kiss you
you - you - you
you were my everything

take back time said I would not cry but I lied
can you forgive me for the mistakes I made
thought you would never leave what we had built up
but I was wrong i'm so dumb
see your face
I watch you fade
I'll always stay just to see you again someday
do you see though the darkness i'm beside you
you're here I know you are
I won't forget your hope
it's all inside I won't leave till I die

steps lead southward spiral downward
heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me
i can still feel the past inside of my own heart
fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp

do you feel do you
do you still -
do you remember my name I'm -
do you hurt do you
hear my words
is it real are you
still there

do you feel do you hurt is it real now
cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?"
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
when you don't respond I'll hold on
for you
Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me
embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you
Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence
do you feel my hands
I just want you back
cause I loved you

death's just a step away

HOMEOWNING CYPHER. by corefish, thatcherblackwood, oldcollin, Lundy, blissom, westlake, Dylan Longworth, Otaky, Clovehitch, vai5000, Terratype, Aras Moon, zayok*, zoltar, eloen, camden

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