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My Mix 4-17-2021

Birdie by mxmtoon with slowed down with added reverb and rain.

Birdie - mxmtoon (slow+reverb+rain)

The Idea Of You

lyrics:

darling, i can't speak
call me a gardener and i'll plant some kisses on your cheek and
doesn't that sound sweet?
all the people that i've known i thought that we would never meet
and darling, i can't have a seat
my heart's broke out my chest and it's making its way down the street oh

and i can't see
these deer in headlight looks make functioning so hard for me
it's alright just let me be
this coffee breath is all i'll ever need

darling, just let me know
if things aren't right for us i'll catch the next bus and i'll go
wouldn't feel right to me though
out of all the city lights you're the brightest one that i can see so

oh and i can't believe
these deer in headlight looks make functioning so hard for me
it's alright just let me be
this coffee breath is all i'll ever need
this coffee breath is all i'll ever need

coffee breath

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Baht - Fever Dream

made this track and wrote to it today - i really just need to put this out so i can feel like i've completed something cuz i did absolutely nothing but lay around and make music all day

i hope you like it

(lyrics!)

i need to not pick up my phone
i’ll go straight to airplane mode
find something to do i know
i can be a little bit cold

but my third eye
is going blind
i’m unaligned
with my body and mind
its playing tricks
i say "i’m fine"
but really it's hurtin' me deep inside

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin that i was next to you
i've been dreaming of us
i've been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
love has treated me so so wrong
this year all i've got to show are songs
and i want to be 
super duper true
to you 
but god i don’t know what to do
cuz last year i was just 22
feels like it up and flew
so far away and out of view
but 23 seems like me and you  

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

i know sometimes i make you feel insane
i'm sorry thats just how i play this stupid game
i can't act like a child and disobey
all that you want from me and that you say
im sorrryyyyy baby
pleeeese puppy 
i’m trying to be
ultra mega happy
and show you my smile 
and send you my feelings 
and fuck - it is so hard 
being so damn far
i guess i’ll just stay here 
and..
stay singing in my car?
(i'll sing in my car)

i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
i've been waiting on you
i've been waiting for you to tell me those three words too
cuz
i've been hoping it's true
that one day i'll feel like i am something real for you

airplane mode

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

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temporary nothing

You'll want a glass of lemonade after this~

Cavetown - Lemon Boy

The second single to preview my upcoming album, "Galaxies Within Us" - out Feb 14 on @Monstercat 🔮

This track was made start to finish on live stream - love to all the viewers for taking a trip with me. Was such a fun experience! 

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I (Still) Dream of You

mxmtoon - i feel like chet (lyrics)

In this mix, I wanted to return to Mix 4 vibes and make it a little more personal. Music for me has always been a form of escape in order to achieve a state of peace in my mind. Unspoken Words is about my personal struggles in dealing with my own mental health and slowly overcoming them. I am not the type of person to speak whats on my mind and in doing that I’ve realized that I’ve been only hurting myself more and others around me. Therefore, I'm letting this mix speak for me in hopes that you'll have a better understanding of who I am. To those who struggled with their inner demons this past year, I'm glad you're still here and pushing forward. With that said, this ones dedicated to you guys.

Heres to healing. hope ya'll enjoyed this one as much as I did making it.

Big shoutout to my friend Andre for the amazing artwork. Follow him on Instagram. @ lite.lives

Mix #7: Unspoken Words

Mxmtoon: Feelings are fatal-Cover

Love Like You

the masquerade

seasonal depression

Mxmtoon - Blame Game (slowed In Eb)

Late nights are for lonely people (Lo-fi version) - GeoSP (ft. mxmtoon)

Original Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15PA1cUB6g8

Artist: https://soundcloud.com/khaidreams

My Mix 4-17-2021

Bloo Pure