prod bloodcryY
forgot who did the guitar

i forgot abt u last nite again
again
again
didnt think it would happen
ima cry in my bed again
again
now im feelin like a hasbeen
ion wana see u again
again
again
ion wana see u again
again
again

alwayz stay in my head
wouldnt matter if i was dead
gona b on my own instead
ok
ok
fuck ts i wana cancel
did i evr meet u or was it jus a fake
perhaps i was wrong 2 think the other way
try 2 stay in ur lane
if u wont it wont end ok

ion wana see u again
again
again
ion wana see u again
again
again

see u again (prod. bloodcryY)

p. bloodcryY

@bloodcryY
yeah i got a lot of shit in my head. ..
a lot of shit i wouldnt say :// /;.
a lot of shit i would have changed /:. .-
fuck it stay in my bed. .. ./
say u lost .. .
idc :p
wish u missed me but u dont >/' '
fr we wasnt even close ./[.
u said u wanted 2have matchin clothes.. >.
now u aint even on my phone:{/ / /{}
fr u left me so alone .. .
now im singing all these songs.
now i got no1 2talk 2 ..>/; 
i wish it wasnt like this ..;l
i wish i wasnt like this ''[;-
girl ur not even worth it .. ./'
u got me bleeding like a surgeon ..;(..'
im still out here searchin... 
ur the emptiest person ,, ./
its not even dat urgent //;;
u got me fucked up like detergent /...
left me fucked up like detergent .. ,
i wish i could change shit //';.
fuck u hoe u is so basic .. .{}

@s0lemn
fuck up out my face bitch .
ion eem play sht , ., sht u was so basic:[' '/
ion eem play sht fuck up out my face bish , fuck up out my /[/ [_

ion got it on me i done told u tht i sold out .!
ppl talkin quickly but u watch em they gone fold out .:)) [..
ion fw no1 keep on walkin ima hold out ../. ,
i been sippin muddy so my body bouta slow down .. [-=

fall back u comin back2me its on now...
i got back in2 tha dope n now im all out ./'
ive fallen in2 the deep n now its all out. ./;'
i wish i heard it wen u called out.. , :p

detergent w/ s0lemn (prod bloodcryY)

prod bloodcryY

now u dont even say my name.
u seem so far away . ./ 
tryna deal wit shame/ '[] .
but i cannot escape:( ;;
u done playd these games .//,
n u made me lose my mind,,
cant put my mind2it] || 
i jus hate my life . .
u made me hate my life//, : ;[
u make me wana kms.
im not tryna patch it up .. 
its unfixable,,,,,

u made all my problemz worse< . ./
u put a curse::|
n it jus wana stay .
dont wana b saved ,, ./
fuck my fate""" .
dont say my name .. 
nxt week i escape/ .
dont wana c u again, ,;][. . /
u fuckin hurt me n u kno it:/  //
ur jus a poser let me show it; }/ / .. ,
all the time we spent 2gether ,,  , ,
ts aint worth a dime.
u fuckn hurt me wana cry:( // /..

can't patch it up //p. bloodcryY//

prod mix master sfx bloodcryY

everyday im tryna figure out . ,,
shuld i b arnd ? ? // ;{
i shld fckin turn arnd / /.
so dont fool me now . ,
im jus tryna figure out ... /]}
how i shld feel rn + > ,
but i cant feel rn / /. , [\ 
gota start somehow/ .
 
god ur such an eyesore ./  ..
but wht do i kno ..  ? ?
nvr felt so low . ., 

honestly... 
fuck it all :p
fuck u 2 //. >;[
u make me a fool // .
ts not sustainable // . .{]
i feel so fuckin terrible / /' [
fuck u n these metaphors /. .. .
my shi b laid out physical| }\
im stayin on dat digital . .. ;
fuck my feelins yea im gettin worse,, ,. 
i feel lyke im terrible .. 
i shld go2bed soon : // .
stil feel lost.
mayb ill find .. , 
but4 now //. .
ion mind it. : \

everyday im tryna figure out . ,,
shuld i b arnd ? ? // ;{
i shld fckin turn arnd / /.
so dont fool me nw . ,
im jus tryna figure out ... /]}
how i shld feel rn + > ,
but i cant feel rn / /. ,|| [\ 
gota start somehow/ . 
x2

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beatz

eyesore //prod. @bloodcryy_//

p. bloodcryY + ryan kelly
sfx n mix bloodcryY
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miss wat we had n when u talkd 2 me nicely.. ,
omg im fina end myself if u dont comeback:[[ .' /
so i been sittin in my room waitin 4 a sign from u. . / |
will u make dat wish come true .. ? .,
put so many curses on me|
cuz ur so lovely. .:;{/ / 
i can see the hate in ur eyes.
bby my life still so fucked // .,
|';l
mayb im not ur type.. ?.;
maybe ive fallen behind... ,
what does dat mean 2 u?, ;[[
wat does dat say ab u . .//. ///?
all the ppl before me . .,,
i can see my thoughts formin ]; . .
mayb if u said sorry. ./. ' ?
ill start feelin somethin /. ., ,

buy beatz

hate in ur eyes ****prod @bloodcryy_ +ryan kelly

prod + mix + sfx bloodcryY
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jus another writeoff
jus another failure
will u see me later
meltin like a glacier
lost all my connection
dats the situation

im so lonely
fuckin off me
i cant stand it anymore
i think i lost control

i cant stand myself
can u pls jus get me out
fuck this life i cannot lie
everyday i fuckin die
i cant trust myself
can u plz jus let me out
cannot bring myself 2 fight
everyday i fuckin die
i cant stand myself
can u pls jus get me out
fuck this life i cannot lie
everyday i fuckin die
i cant trust myself
can u plz jus let me out
cannot bring myself 2 fight
everyday i fuckin die

im so lonely
fuckin off me
i cant stand it anymore
i think i lost control
dats the situation
im so lonely
fuckin off me

get me out +//prod. @bloodcryy_//

nothing left

feelin like this makes me wana drown
yea everythin dat happened
had enough
do u understand me ?
prolly not
but its fine
im used2it now
ima keep losin myself until theres nothin left
i thought it was a test
i should think less
whats the point of it all rn
everythin feels off rn

yea its all the same
jus stuck in my head
no point of it all
jus stay the same
sickness in my head
i cant stand like this
i cant b like this
all nite long
keep thinkin ab the same thing
cant escape it
i say the same shi
dont i
id have 2 lie
if i said i wasnt like this
ion like 2 hide shit

feelin like this makes me wana drown
yea everythin dat happened
had enough
do u understand me ?
prolly not
but its fine
im used2it now
ima keep losin myself until theres nothin left
i thought it was a test
i should think less
whats the point of it all rn
everythin feels off rn

spotify

nothing left //prod. @bloodcryy_ +ryan kelly\\

prod mix sfx by me

i cut off my phone
i cut off myself
i still think abt u
ya im sucha  mess
should kms
n 2nite i mite
jus 2 get u out my mind
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine

step outside
jus mite try
2fuckin show u
dat i was rite
mayb i should analize
not fuckin penalize
yea i fuckin hate2lie
mayb i had 2 say it twice
jus 2 get the point across
we r not the same

the meth b gettin 2 ur head

dont fckin hold on
kill urself b so gone

i cut off my phone
i cut off myself
i still think abt u
ya im sucha  mess
should kms
n 2nite i mite
jus 2 get u out my mind
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine

cut off (prod. @bloodcryy_)

prod bloodcryY+ @fleshgolem
sfx bloodcryY

@s0lemn

smokin on potent i get correct wen im high .. //
fuck all emotion . dey all get left wen u die .. <<
u aint tryna go from where i am .. , u get throwed out : p
sleepy from alazopram btch im bouta fallout .. .,

u h8 wat u aint , congratulationz .. ,
stick2 myself i got no patience .. , [
abuse all da dope youd think i h8 sum , ,
btch im fallin 2tha floor i think i ate1 , ; [

@bloodcryy

jus cant control myself. .. 
i need 2 get some // '';
help ; [[ //
ive been fallin off .. . ,
n i cant go up // .,{ 
n im at fault . .<
arnt i / /?? 
yea fuck my life. ...
shld finalize '' ;;
the end of line /. .-
shld say goodbye // ?/ ;
n im fckn sorry .. .
4everythin ive evr done // .,

finalize w/ s0lemn (prod. @bloodcryy_ +flesh)

prod mix master sfx by bloodcryY

i done failed on myself
i think i need some help
all ts isnt workin
fuck ts yea im not sorry
if i told u wats goin on
ud worry
yea i like 2 think so
its on my phone now
theyre all waitin 4 me 2 fall down
yea im not goin strong now
dont i
yea im far from home
but ion wana go back
yeah fuck dat
shld learn 2 talkback

dey b on my phone
still feel so alone
dont got 2 call
seen it before
i feel fuckin dumb
yea im so done
yea i see thru it
yea i see the ruin
dey b on my phone
still feel so alone
dont got 2 call
seen it before
i feel fuckin dumb
yea im so done
yea i see thru it
yea i see the ruin

past the ruin (prod. @bloodcryy_)

prod / mix / master / sfx - @bloodcryy

get a followup
cuz ion follow ts at all
its not a comeback
ion evn need it doe
feel like im not needed no
wish i could go back
but not like a throwback
i jus have a problem
dk how 2 solve dat
so i prolong dat
did u rly mean dat
wen u said dat thing

mayb its good dat were apart
know i said ion give a fuck
rly thought we was in love
rly thought i was the1
did u rly think i stopped carin abt us

now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin

thought id b over it
i thought so too
i been overdue
n i done faked it
all the shit i said
i meant it
fuck all those conversations
u aint evn wana say shit
den u say i deserve it
plz stop treatin me like a servant
u done used me 4 a fuckin mention
u denied the correlation

now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin
now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin

i'm still dreaming (prod. @bloodcryy_)

prod @bloodcryY + @s0lemn
mix+master @bloodcryY
sfx @bloodcryY

@bloodcryy
soon will b jus ,, ,. /
free .. 
i swear ts is not 4 me ; [/
im talkin 2 a tree  [; 
talkin wit u  / . ..
like im a  ,, 
fiend. ;p
smoke comin out my lungs. .. 
yea .. .
i done fucked it up ,, ,
yea . .,
stand myself '; } [
i . . .. .  .
cant ., , , ,,
i think i tried in the past .. ? .,
but its all gone now^ ^ . >
dont hold me now .. ,

@s0lemn
dont hold me down. . ,
ur keepin me quiet i wont make a sound .. ; [
wen ur around ,, ion wna feel tha same way . ..
vro im poppin 2 :p . ., but u kno i do it erryday
thought a lot of u ,, but u nvr felt da same way ...
stop the attitude // > mayb we would b ok ?
ok ,, i think ive had enough ,, 
ik ur lyin bae u kno i call ur bluff ,, ,

don't hold me now w/ s0lemn (prod. @bloodcryy_ +s0lemn)

prod bloodcryY + oliver_01 + lil biscuit
sfx master mix bloodcryY
og cover art using art from @shadowjadeartz on instagram

(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)
dont try 2 hold me .. , ,;
i can see where datll go / / >
stomach cramps wen i hear ur voice .. . ; /
dont start now // .. ;
i can see how itll end ]} {
thought it was fine . ., ,
but i guess it never is : p. . . -

rly thought we had somethin. .. .
damn i rly ran outta options ,, ; [ / .
rly thought we had somethin .. .- =
i rly had 2 force it....

yesterday , ,
yea i saw ur name . .. 
but i didnt want it / ' =
it sounds so fake . , _
y did i evn say it // . ;' ?
like did i evn mean it . ., 
im @s0lemn need a medic ﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـ
damn im bout2 panic ,, . ; [
cant eat.
cant sleep-
yea it done lastin damage .. / /
fucked up // . -
ima menace .. ,
ion write . ./
i jus think .. ,
my eyes like a sink yea . ., 

my eyes like a sink yea / ., , 

my eyes like a sink yea .

dont try 2 hold me .. , ,;
i can see where datll go / / >
stomach cramps wen i hear ur voice .. . ; /
dont start now // .. ;
i can see how itll end ]} {
thought it was fine . ., ,
but i guess it never is : p. . . -
dont try 2 hold me.. .,
i can see where datll go , ,, 
stomach cramps wen i hear ur voice [ [ =
dont start now . .. 
i can see how itll end ; [;; ;
thought it was fine / . . ;l
but i guess it never is // . .,,<

thought it was fine .. . 
but i guess it never is  . ., ,

thought it was fine // .{
but i guess it never is . .. . . .
(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)∩(⨱︿⨱)

i guess it never is (prod. @bloodcryy_ +oliver_01 +lil biscuit)

dk how 2 fall in love
everytime dat i try
i jus end up bein sad
end up hatin my life
yea im lookin 4 somethin
dat u jus cant give
lost time tryna find it
i jus end up numb

leave me alone
ion wana b like u
bettr find urself
dont try 2 b like every1 else
it rly wont help
i promise
its chronic
dis pain wont change
how ironic
dat i hate ur name
yea i kno u feel the same
hope it stays dat way
if im honest
den i never felt safe

dk how 2 fall in love
everytime dat i try

dk how 2 fall in love
everytime dat i try
i jus end up bein sad
end up hatin my life
yea im lookin 4 somethin
dat u jus cant give
lost time tryna find it
i jus end up numb

idk how to fall in love +++ ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈᶜʳʸʸ

prod bloodcryY + flesh
mix / master / sfx - bloodcryY

make a promise dat i keep 2 myself
ur all talk
bitch i wish u well
on my phone
cant get out my shell
i got up
lookd down
then i fell
have a feelin dat im losin my mind
need a reason that i jus cant find
2b special i shld get in line
want some problems ?
i can give u mine

yea i want some
new issue
new problem
new lesson
yea im less than u
dont listen
dont think it
got some shit dat i rly want to talk abt
got some shit dat i dont want to think abt
all these problems ,
insecurities
they pilin up
near the end
dont wana live2nite
live 2nite
near the end
dont wana live2nite
live 2nite
near the end
dont wana live2nite

near the end ***PROD @bloodcryy_ +flesh

prod / mix / master bloodcryY

by myself at home
yea i feel alone
feel so paralyzed
another breakdown
im annoyin so i sing this song
im a no1 thats y im alone

fuck every1
n the whole world
fuck everything
feel so stupid

fuck every1
n the whole world
fuck everything
feel so stupid

im so useless
oh im so clueless
im not new to this
throw it all away
never been ok
i say the same
same shit everyday
in reality im ashamed
of wat i am
n what im not
never been so fucked
ima fuckup
top2bottom
wana get drunk
leave me alone
got no friends
im alone
spiders in my home
spider web on my door
cuz i dont leave my home

spiders +prod @bloodcryy_

prod / mix / master by bloodcryY

i been under panic
and im struggling to manage
disappear in attendance
the dread has set in
its not cool but its true
ion wana stay wit u
dnt talk wit me
i wont come thru
barely walk in these new shoes

on the move
all the time
im removed
from real life
talk 2 me
ur voice
saves me
it fills the void
on the move
all the time
im removed
from real life
talk 2 me
ur voice
saves me
it fills the void

do i deserve it anymore ?
im devoid of all hope
and im hurtin
n im sore
i dont got any hope
i aint got no remorse
i dont care
not at all
yea just leave me alone
yea ive been ignored
yea the run is done
yea im far from home

i been under panic
and im struggling to manage
disappear in attendance
the dread has set in
its not cool but its true
ion wana stay wit u
dnt talk wit me
i wont come thru
barely walk in these new shoes

on the move
all the time
im removed
from real life
talk 2 me
ur voice
saves me
it fills the void
on the move
all the time
im removed
from real life
talk 2 me
ur voice
saves me
it fills the void

ur voice prod @bloodcryy_

prod / mix / sfx by bloodcryY

spent the whole day cryin
yea spun arnd
ion feel enough
tell me wat i want 2 hear
tell me dat u r here near
my days look the same ya
spend ts in vain ya
ion shop at costco
i got money2 spend ya
holdup dats a cap ya
way2 fuckin broke
hate myself everyday
idk how itll go

im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change
im in pain everyday
im in pain everyday
open my eyes
still in pain
ion think ill ever change

still in pain prod me

i don't really care  //  Prod Me

prod + mix + sfx by bloodcryY
coverart by @s0lemn

blood drippin from my eyes
i cant go 2 sleep
wen u look into my eyes
tell me wat u see
i dont wanna b like dis
fallin finally
im so alone
no1 fw me

dont tell me
u just lost me
dont tell me
1thing
dont tell me
dont hurt me
dont feel me
dont touch me
dont tell me
u just lost me
dont tell me
1thing
dont tell me
dont hurt me
dont feel me
dont touch me

honestly
u disgust me
lot of time
it was costly
yea
whyd shame me
u offend me
makin me go crazy
aint dat somethin bby
why u act like u hate me
dont lie 
just tell me
aint dat somethin crazy
idc 
every1 left me
idc
every1 hates me

idc 
every1 left me
every1 hates me
every1 hates me
no1 likes me
idc 
every1 left me
every1 hates me

lost me (Prod Me)

prod @bloodcryy + @jolst
mix / master / sfx @bloodcryy

know dat feeling
n i kno it never lies
person in the mirror
i know he nvr tries
did it 1 time
i kno it wasnt right
saw the wrong signs
i knew it wouldnt b fine

can i forget
cuz ion wana know
dont talk 2 me
ion wana hear ur voice
wana play cuz u treat me like a toy
wana go 
dont want 2 live 2long

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
i cant talk
im on the phone now

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
was it worth it
idk now

crying in my room p. bloodcryY + Jolst

prod bloodcryY x radkoun
mix + master bloodcryY

got some blood on my shirt
got some blood on my3spikes
if u ain in the cut
den u oughta get out
got some shit on my mind
got some thoughts in my head
bitch u kill my vibe
dont even mention my name

yea dey think im insane
y u lie on my name ?
was it somethin i said ?
its gettin stale
need a change
can u give me ur hand
yea i need me ur hand
yea i need me ur hand
yea i need me some help
cant do it all by myself
yea cannot get out of my shell
yea im way 2alone
yea its been 2 long
yea i hit my new low

2 the ground
hello
cannot find my phone
i done lost my soul
and i need 2let go

got some blood on my shirt
got some blood on my3spikes
if u ain in the cut
den u oughta get out
got some shit on my mind
got some thoughts in my head
bitch u kill my vibe
dont even mention my name
got some blood on my shirt
got some blood on my3spikes
if u ain in the cut
den u oughta get out
got some shit on my mind
got some thoughts in my head
bitch u kill my vibe
dont even mention my name

yea dey think im insane
y u lie on my name ?
was it somethin i said ?
its gettin stale
need a change
can u give me ur hand
yea i need me ur hand
yea i need me ur hand
yea i need me some help
cant do it all by myself
yea cannot get out of my shell
yea im way 2alone
yea its been 2 long
yea i hit my new low

need your hand (prod. bloodcryY + radkoun)

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