instrumental to the first track of the album "The Fox's Funeral (Waiting for the Blood of Stars)

uncertain - daughter drowning in the black river (Instrumental)

live version of "Transcendence of Vultures" performed in Columbus, OH in 2019
full live album here:
https://uncertain.bandcamp.com/album/i-will-give-you-a-war-engine

uncertain - Transcendence Of Vultures (live - Columbus OH)

uncertain - Frail Child Dies Alone

track from the upcoming release "Dream Architecture II"

uncertain - the golden chain of serpents (red uncoiling)

track from the upcoming synth-based album Dream Architecture II

uncertain - Lost Chamber

opening track for the new #transnoise upcoming EP
track made entirely out of my vox (florian)

uncertain - I Can No Longer Breath (Androgyne Lullaby)

Vision 001 - 12.09.2016

Recording of myself during an epileptic vision,
with CD of sampled sound as ritual instruments

uncertain - Vision 001 - 12.09.2016

demo/backing material to #transnoise piece: Playdate
used for live aktions and soon to have a studio release at some point
noise piece on transgender issues and oppression

Florian-Ayala Fauna - Composition, sampling, production, live: instruments, sampling, and vox

Felix Keigh - live: vocals, lyrics, Kaos Pad KP3+

lyrics

Hi, excuse me
Excuse me, sir
Sir?
Sir, I'm speaking to you
Come a little closer
I have something to tell you

You!  Yes, you, you little rotten shit
Who are you looking at?
What the hell do you see looking at us?
A dog gets more respect from the likes of you
A drooling dumb bitch bleeding and 
Humping your brand-new Pier 1 Imports pillows gets more respect

What the fuck do you see?
Just fucking say it
Fuck toy he-she cunt boy shemale tranny faggot 
Meat slab freak from a lab 
Inhuman worm
“What are you anyway?” 
“Just what IS it?”

You cackle and shriek 
Point and giggle with glee while you pull your 
Thumb sucking snot-faced little ones closer
Your screaming spoiled little ones closer

Point and say, if this is you someday, honey, if this is ever you
Your cunt will be out on the frozen 
Rubbish strewn alleys, fucking to survive
Torn every single hell-day between what to risk and what to hide
Don't you dare speak your wish for pride or love from us
We'll turn our backs on you as you become just another statistic
We'll be warm and cozy in our McMansions 
With our brand-new Pier-1 Imports pillows

Bleeding drooling bitches in bears' fur coats, in designer jeans
Hell, in less than that
Torn tees and stinking rags, among your kind 
Like vipers among lambs
We'll leave your she-dick and he-cunt with the worst animals
Raped by curious folk while the stinking masses point and laugh

“What is it anyway?  Let us rip it and see!
Dissect the freak!  DISSECT the freak!
Dissect the freak!  Dissect the freak!
It won't mind
It has no feelings worth our high and mighty acknowledgment
It exists to be the whole world's punching bag anyway!
It chose this life!”

We chose nothing
We never asked for this, never ONCE asked for this hate
Who would choose this hell?
Waking every day to find: yep, you still hate yourself
It's hard enough to survive in these bodies determined to betray our souls
We're already disgusted with ourselves
What based God gave the likes of YOU the fucking right 
To try to validate it?
We scream from behind filthy hands, denied love, shelter, healthcare, security, employment, denied it all
All of it
By the likes of YOU and YOURS

Because you are looking at a human deemed worm
Squishing and oozing organs under your heel like chewed gum
Scraped onto the cement, the rough cold stones
Blistering cold and licked with ice
You are the lowly fuck worm
The privileged stinking king maggot-shit
We bow before you to survive

So now, sirs, ma'ams, listen carefully: 
kindly insert your motherfucking genitals into meat grinders
Take screwdrivers to your own ears
Feel our lifetimes of agony as you squeal and yelp
So we for once can hear sweet music
Your screams of dawning realization

Oh, you know what you do alright
You know what you fucking do
You willful cis scum
You know what you do
You motherfucking know it

uncertain - Playdate 2017

live track from a show done on April 4th, 2018 at Mohawk Place in Buffalo, NY.
opening for radio wonderland as the main act
something of a personal attempt at "techno"

I guess a big mix of things like Coil, The Haxan Cloak, later Whitehouse, and Surgeon.

uncertain - The Blood Of Wolves Rising (live - april 4th 2018)

live remix version of the last "dancing with the blind (lost children)" tape loops
may play this at our next show at Sheer Queer Fest 2018 in Boston, MA

uncertain - The Blind Fox Mother Dances

trans/queer post-industrial piece for a black bloc appearance at the local pride parade
an intense thundering rhythmic track as a backdrop for our march as a radical leftist presence in the parade. a fight against the rainbow capitalism that's in most parades now and other forms lgbtq+ co-opting

uncertain - Transcendence Of Vultures

drone piece for upcoming synth-based release

dream architecture (one)

track demo for a piece on dream architecture vol. 2

uncertain - memory of a dissolving lake (demo)

my soundcloud page as florian-ayala fauna
founding member of 'uncertain'
and possibly other projects and collaborations

https://uncertain.bandcamp.com/

florian-ayala fauna

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