ch2rms - drama (mental)

@zixdown @1akura @whyhaze prod. @pw4prez

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@zixdown
been fighting something i cant handle,,
tied up, strangled
i see u stalkin trying to hide now,
watching all angles

i keep fighting, times ticking,,
& im dying, & i keep trying
i scream.. its silent
i keep fighting, times ticking,,
& im dying, & i keep fighting
times ticking,, i swear im trying


@1akura
feel like falling down
like a waste of my time all the time is ticking now
ive been outta my mind wonder when im getting out
cuz ik deep down that im not the one for u
idk whyyyyyy
all u do is break me down and hurt me
needa move on cuz ik i deserve me better

@whyhaze
hearing your voice in my walls
i miss the silence
now it’s just violence
tell me am i lying ?
when u wake up, i won’t be there anymore 
i’ll be laying on the floor girl im dying
say goodbye 
for the last time
want u for life, but u switched sides
now im looking at ur face
wishing i could rewind
cuz ur not mine

@zixdown
im a mess so i cant get tangled,
burnt up, like candles,
takin drugs as an example, 
of wht i cant handle

lie 2my face, i watched u run away
cause i feel so erased, i cnt find an escape
i jst feel so erased ugh
ig im the one 1 to blame now..

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zixdown + akura + whyhaze - times ticking [prod. sochi]

we made this in my room >:) love my bros from @angels-from-the-south <33
Mixed and mastered by meee
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

lyrics:

@Liljoge:
I’m in Dallas with my bros
I’m getting scared of the hoes
And I miss @boyywassabi but he already knows 
And I miss her too but she already knows 
That I miss her 
I don’t even know what to say 
Cause she’s so fucked up, but
It’s okay imma try again 
another day, yea

@Yungkrypto:
It’s okay and u know 
Where ever u are I’ll go
U took my heart 
And now my world is so cold
Like the winter 
U said u love me last December 
Ur voice is stuck in my head
I’ll do anything to not remember

@Bloodl3ak:
What’d you say, the last thing?
I can’t remember..
Pain is drastic, 
Take my heart out it’s severed 
I just want you to get better 
I make mistakes that last forever 
Why don’t you go away 
I don’t wanna fight anymore
You’re only here to play 
You just wanna kick me to the door 
And now I’m always feeling sore 
Steal my heart, take some more

@Omgfohe:
And we’re running out of time 
But we still got tonight, but we still got tonight 
Spread my angel wings and fly away
Be by my side for one last day 
In the depths of my mind I can still feel your touch
I just can’t get enough

Can't get enough w/ joge, yung krypto, fohe (melik)

@Neito1
Finally bringing this out the archive!!!!
Cover art by prdsjas
prod. @Pw4prez x @Han2k15

Lyrics:

@Neito1:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

@Bloodl3ak:
Smoking strong, I can’t sit up 
Tired of wanting, but I guess I’ll wait up
But I guess this time I’ll just drink all the time 
Losing my mind 
I write these songs, you have the time of your life
I was on my knees for you
Planning everything we‘d do
I believed in you
But now I’m leaving you, oh
And every time you pace back I lose control 
Can you return the heart that you stole?
I watch your stories losing hope

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

put this gun to my neck
halo above my head
please just hold my hand
right before that im dead
guess its tough love
when you run out of juice 
and you grab my gun
right before you point it at you
attempted suicide
baby swear im tired too

finally think that ive fucked
if you run i cant catch up

@Bloodl3ak:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

I feel like a waste of life 
Things things that I can’t describe 
Just running through my mind
I’m never safe at night 
So come and save me 
When you’re around it’s never feeling rainy
Think about you all the time 
I think I’m crazy

Uh, hiding in the shadows 
I’m always feeling hallow 
Can I get your hand?, reach out
Uh, siempre te espero
No se lo que quiero
Solo quiero tu calor

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

Catch up w/ neito (sochi x han2k15)

Love song pulled out of the vault <3 
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. Lino x ripwarheart x gateway

Lyrics: 

And I can’t fight the feelings that I have 4u
Nvr thought that u’d be a dream come tru 
Yea, I fight my feelings maybe 1or2
I just wish that u could say u want me2

Trapped in my emotions 
When u come around the wrld’s in motion
Baby I been feelin so hopeless
Maybe u can put me in focus

Yea I walk around town wit my bros
I be spending all my money on my clothes
I be looking so fly on my own
Baby I just want u
Don’t want no hoes

Anything u want I would give it in a heartbeat 
Just say u <3 me
Say u’ll nvr harm me

Focus (lino x ripwarheart x gateway)

Mixed by @yungkrypto
Master by @bloodl3ak
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @pw4prez

@bloodl3ak
Running out of time, I can’t tell if you’re waiting
Are you waiting?
And everyday just feels the same, and

@yungkrypto
Breathe me back to life
When I die right by your side
Hold me close and hold me tight
Baby bring me back to life 
What’s the use of this, there’s no point in lying
I’m so tired of this, why we keep on fighting?
Don’t you know I’m trying?
Don’t you know I’m trying?

@bloodl3ak: 
And I don’t wanna wait 
Space out, I blank
And I’m stuck in your maze
Leave me by myself, I’m defeated 
Am I your hero or the villain?
Don’t you know it’s hard, don’t you see it?
Looking for your help, I need heath when I’m bleeding 
Locked out, I’m screaming 
Can’t find a reason 
You’re the one I needed

We’re going on and on
I write another song
What I feel is wrong
You changed me I can’t move on
But I can’t help it 
I’m really selfish 
Stuck with a cold heart
You’re the one to melt it

It’s so hard to stay in focus 
Backdown, hopeless
Really thought that I was chosen 
Block out emotions

Breathe me back w/ yung krypto (sochi)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/4b3s5R8cPSiR1BaprNGwae?si=a3ff966fb7f24491
prod. revdidit

tengo tantos nervios, pido perdón 4 all my sins
u could never do it like me, pondré todo, un all in
wait a minute, im at the limit, with that gaze im freeze
pido perdón x los errores pero no me llores, sabias que seria así

tenlo x seguro nunca podré cambiar
ellos se creían duros no llegan ni a la mitad
cut my wings, encontraré otra forma
so many years, haré como que no importa

tengo tantos nervios, pido perdón 4 all my sins
u could never do it like me, pondré todo, un all in
wait a minute, im at the limit, with that gaze im freeze
pido perdón x los errores pero no me llores, sabias que seria así

@74three
she keeps up with my sins
im just trynna pay the bill
20 hunnid on a fit
she rockin channel
she breaking the seals
i feel like nothing can stop me
as soon as a i do it they copy
i cant fit them bandz in my pocket

yo me la juego u kno im a fein
u know voy all in
ride or die i'd die for my bitch
my heart is made of steel
yeh yeh en serio q ni me rozan
im too high on my designer shit
cuz aint got nobody
besides from my-boy
im up on tha hill
just follow my lead

tengo tantos nervios, pido perdón 4 all my sins
u could never do it like me, pondré todo, un all in
wait a minute, im at the limit, with that gaze im freeze
pido perdón x los errores pero no me llores, sabias que seria así

all in (feat. loje)

LYRICS:
I saw you
you are not the same
I'm sorry I left you alone again
but I don't control my fucking brain
I feel ashamed
you are my grave 

i’m a monster now 
can u heal this fucking scar?
when I talk about you, I’ve blood in my mouth

i never feel enough

my heart
it seems stopped
ur name
is locked
in my head
ur clothes
on my bed
you stole my soul

I lost interest
for you and others

I will touch the stars, 
I am building a tower

You saw me but can you see clearly 
Im calling baby can you hear me
I wont live without your near me 
Im dying inside my heart is tearing 
I know that Im lost and its apparent
I keep everyone around me staring 
Cant stand the paranoia 
Baby hold my hand, your head on my shoulder

Focus (lino x ripwarheart x gateway)

bloodl3ak

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