Made this while I was drunk :p
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

Lyrics:

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Running around town, moving slow
And when you come back around,
It’s so hard to let go
Every hour, every minute 
I was right there when you needed 

Rot me down to my core
I can’t wait anymore 
There’s nothing left in store 
You make me feel so ignored

And if you’re turning away, turning away, just go
You know I feel the delay, you’re fading away, 
It show
But I gotta reap what I sow 
and keep my feelings down below 

I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Lie to myself, when I say I don’t miss you
Cut up my fingers, there’s always an issue 
I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave

Imperfections (melik)

prod @kuriyai443

lyrics:
i wouldve done anything to stop it
kinda glad i broke down and i lost it
tryna fix my own heart its not mending
think i need you right now to stop the bleeding

but you caress my cheek girl im under your spell
break me to pieces but im wishing you well

i dont wanna break us
tell me what to do to fix us?

shit i knew it wouldnt last from the start
i cant take no damage to my heart
its so fragile from the years i was shielded
was it love or a weapon that you wielded?
soft kiss on my lips and you healed it
took advantage of my trust and you broke it
i cant love no more yeah you tore it
shed a tear for my soul ill keep breaking

wish u well (kuriyai)

@anti-light
@blazedini
@prodjayysoul
@1kizuu

@anti-light
we don’t got anything in common on the surface, i know
we don’t communicate at all but with you i feel at home
you’re so elusive in your dress, fading away in the snow
through the stars and the seas, i hope it’s all in my reach
wish you were mine, pierce through the sky
i’ll do it all just to be standing at your side
if you don’t mind, give me a sign
if we ain’t meant to be, see you in the next life
i’ll be waiting for you there

@blazedini
Seeing you in the next life 
我絕不會離開
有多少的幸福等着我們，我離不開
你也離不開
傷痕纍累的我等着你轉頭過來
I’m standing at your side
Wondering what we will have in our next life
或者我跟你不配我們不一樣
就讓時間慢慢沖淡
See you in the next life

@anti-light
though, this experience, know there's an end to it
eternity began, forever felt like endless bliss
wish it was real enough but i know that i'll fall again
even heaven's impermanent, this realm of pain

@anti-light
we don’t got anything in common on the surface, i know
we don’t communicate at all but with you i feel at home
you’re so elusive, in your dress, fading away in the snow
through the stars and the seas, i hope it’s all in my reach

@anti-light + @blazedini
wish you were mine, pierce through the sky
i’ll do it all just to be standing at your side
if you don’t mind, give me a sign
if we ain’t meant to be, see you in the next life
i’ll be waiting for you there 

@anti-light
girl you could shatter the illusion apart
come take my hand i got a special place for you in my heart
don’t let this moment fade away, don’t leave me stuck in the past
in my chest i feel a weight, don’t let it break into halves
i know you’ve thought about it, still i can’t figure you out
you make their heads turn, but i’m different
let me show you, i’ll clear your doubt
i just need one moment with you, that’s all i ask
i could show you everything in life if you’d just give me a chance

Spotify

see u in the next life w/ blazedini (jayysoul x kizuu)

repeat w/ riv [p. junglegud]

narkotyk hook: 

i just wanna b some1 else (i just wanna be some1 else)
if i change wld u look at me the same way?
U don’t care about my health 
u just repeat ur words
u say the same thing
take a picture
it’ll make it last longer
it’ll be the only thing left
yeah, to make you feel stronger
i can’t fix her 
yeah i won’t even bother
yeah there’s nothing to be said
yeah i don’t think i’ll call her 

attic verse:

//uhateurselfsomuch
u can go low but im lower
gona put my pokerface on im playing poker 
and im not even actin like a stoner
but u a loner
u bipolar
ion even kno if u love mee
i cant fuckin read u theres no guarantee
without u i feel so damn free (get it quixi reference)
but now its a problem if i chug sum kerosene\

swotl verse:

yeah yeah yeah
i gotta go x2
yeah yeah yeah
why should i know
you just gotta go
pull up sticks
pull up blicks
u just a hoe 
u just a bitch 
on that block button i'm ready to click
hop of my dick
feeling i be feeling, needed 
wit my gang i'm smoking , breathing
who just ran your block up, we did
at the top this shit is easy
woah whatchu know
dont hit my phone
leave me alone
i don't wanna see u anymore

hook again

outro narkotyk :

yeah yeah ^_^ x134985583646467

take a picture ft attic + swotl (sienna + isai)

@xxomm
@heyvilse
p. @brknglss


@xxomm
bitch i ride around w blickys keep em tucked
tht boy talkin best shut up
u cn nvr step 2 us
bitch we totin foreign toolies and u gna get wet up
yea u bttr give it up
it seems like u outta luck
bitch i back it out the lot n i ride w my chop
i got bitches on my line n they beggin me 2 drop
stuntin out in france now i got diamonds all on me
u cannot get in bitch yea u gtta pay the fee
arcteryx all on me bitch yea u wish u had all this
if u talkin down on gang we send u 2 make a wish

me:
yea i keep a cple fuckin hunnid in my bag
i cnt even fwu cuz all u talk is cap
get out my dms if u not rdy w cash 
im gna get me tht bag yuh
i know u aint got wht it takes
this shit it jus made me sad yuh
thts why i got memories erased
i keep on going got a plan yuh
i kno i aint gna fail
keep it on track like a rail
keep it on track like a rail

@heyvilse
we gon turn ur block to a buffet
ian showing up unless u wnna pay
heard he talking shit we leave his head out 4 display
they call me fiendish cuz i dnt care wht i take
uh i might jus fuck on a bitch thn leave her alone like she got a bastard
i hd 2 get me a coupe C-ZL1 im whippin a fast car
he say tht he gettin cash but im gettin more n i get it faster
they need 2 give an award to tht bitch cuz she way too good of an actor
fuckin tht bitch til her back hurt
lately i do wht i want cuz time aint an issue i feel like McTaggart
boy u been doin it backwards
he talkin shit leave him fractured
ghh, when we finished he need more thn jus a pastor

me:
yea i keep a cple fuckin hunnid in my bag
i cnt even fwu cuz all u talk is cap
get out my dms if u not rdy w cash 
im gna get me tht bag yuh
i know u aint got wht it takes
this shit it jus made me sad yuh
thts why i got memories erased
i keep on going got a plan yuh
i kno i aint gna fail
keep it on track like a rail
keep it on track like a rail

on track + xxomm, vilse (brknglss)

i refused to be ##silenced > . < 

@ilymay
@pw4prez

pic by me 

##and it hurts to be alivee
##and i try hard all the timee

will we be just fine?
will u be just mine?
shoutout @lukebike thats my wife
did it all by design
things are making more sense 
things are getting more intense
hiding in plain sight, like i am a mirage
and i stay in the crowd, it looks like a collage
nothing i do is real, yh its all a facade
now were getting stronger, we strengthened the bond

dont u make it so it hurts me enough? (strengthen)
cant make it feel alr
come to realize that ill never be enough (wasted)
all the wasted time
and i never get to be with u enough (its pointless)
ill never make it
as long as im with him then it is enough (disappointed)
ill never fake it

come back to u
yea ur like a bad habit
stole my hear like a bandit
thought i couldve not passed it
tell me what u need, and i got it
tell me is your love true?
somedays youre just like glue
youre the one i run to :<

before my eyes

insta

before my eyes +may [sochi]

this ones been in the vault for a minute ;pp
featuring @rewind214 + @1kise + @heroz2299 + @valberrie <3
@valberrie also does the @souls0ciety tag :3
produced by @prodjayysoul + @7sabrr7 ^_^
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move
[verse]
you said that you hate me did you really mean it
you say you was selfish you hurt me, you didn't see it?
locked me in a cage threw the key away i need freeing
i need a wizard to help me with this needed healing
you'll never get me back
you'll never get a text
i'll no longer be sad
while you're still perplexed
[chorus again]
[rewind]
i know that you hold me back
left you in the past
know we'll never last
no point digging up whats passed
i was wrong though, ill admit that
you were wrong too, shouldnt have did that
but im still getting to that big bag
i was hitting opens now i hit saks
i wish i could forget
just want you out my head
thoughts of you in my bed
but done wishing that im dead
say that i hate you but i hate me the most
i dont want you to go
so ill hold you close
[kise]
just tell me what you want, make this easier on me
i know i lie a lot, it makes it hard for you to see
i’m in love with you, but you’re not with me
now i’m, i’m turning blue, like i forgot to breath
yeah
i swear i need everything
she fell in love with me
and i don’t want nobody else
i swear you’re all i need
said i don’t want nobody else cuz you’re all i need
[heroz]
percys fucking up my guts i dont care tho
i fill that boy up with lead just like rambo
like why u let me go
two more years my heart broke
pills in my system overwhelming all my sorrow
[valberrie]
guess u can’t move on cuz why u act like u so hated
keep on going back and forth i swear that ur just wasted
it’s complicated, and u act like u hate it said you’d give me all ur love i swear that ur faking
but i got attached
all your words are in my mind and now i can’t forget
all these pills i drown my sorrow fuck a relapse (i do not take pills please i was lyricless)
u did me wrong but i still don’t wanna ever see u sad
my heart’s in pieces and i hate whatever that we had
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move

let me show you

on spotify >.<

let me show you + rewind, kise, heroz, valberrie (jayysoul x sabrr)

@rxvg
I talk a little aggressive 😫🤗

dulled (ravage)

she dont want to talk to me
ill just have to be alone tonight
with the tears running down my face
its a cold heart bloody case
oh girl would you take a picture of me
with the knife at the back of my neck
bloody palms and my face is dripping with sweat
so just tell me that you hate me again
and maybe thatll finally be the end of me
i know you really want it
and i want it too
cus my brains all scrambled up and out of tune
and i know you really hate my attitude
so just let me go, let me go
i dont really care anymore
not at all
she dont want to talk to me
ill just have to be alone tonight
with the tears running down my face
its a cold heart bloody case
oh girl would you take a picture of me
with the knife at the back of my neck
bloody palms and my face is dripping with sweat
so just tell me that you hate me again
and maybe thatll finally be the end

cold heart; bloody case (toyema + neather)

@counterxo
@akayaiog
@8clockwork
@1stendy

@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage
@akayaiog
it took awhile to get to where we are
(@valberrie "save your soul")
since may you always been in my heart
and i know that you wouldn't betray me
if you got up and left my body would start decaying
i always need your resurrance
your love to my life is my insurance
they ask me who do i love the most
it goes all to you
@counterxo
gave my all to you
can you tell the truth?
yeah I’m sorry for the mess that I put you through
you were hurting too
didn’t have a clue
yeah I still wish you the best when we cut this loose
im so sorry that i threw it away
and it scarred me, haunts me everyday
now I can’t sleep,iI just think of your face
you’re guarding your heart in a cage

Imperfections (melik)

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