made in january

featuring shyburial (@yuki-pons) and loriee (@zmb1egurl)
production by me and shyburial (@yuki-pons)
additional production by loriee (@lorieelol)
mixing by shy (@yuki-pons)
additional mixing by me
master by me

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(@elliemillss)
(still thinking 'bout last week)
(feel like a porcelain doll)
(im in the backseat)
(feel like im losing it all)
(so call a taxi)
(and just give me a call)
(im overreacting)
(cuz they want me to fall)
-
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
-
wasting all the time we have (oh-huh)
but thats just how we are (yeah)
do you need the time we spent?
cuz i cant give it all back
and i tried to make it right
tried to fix your problems
and thats not my place
do you even see from my side
cuz its getting hard to see
i thought i was all u need
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@yuki-pons)
tell me is it something new
why am i sticking around for you 
dont care about your thoughts we're really breaking up
im taking shots in the dark i hate my luck
tell me is it something new
how everybody wants to just be with you
dont care about your thoughts im really shaken up
i really thought that one day we would make up
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
-
@elliemillss)
(i know i try to hard to impress all my friends)
(i just want admiration, nothing to defend)
(i know i wasted all the time we spent)
(i try to end my days perspective with new lens)
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@loriee)
you know you're killing me
stripped down all my clothes,
you know you're feeling me
i've been so alone,
thats what i plan to be
hurt down to my bone
you know you're tearing me
i cant see the road
so i dont plan to leave
walked the longest bridge
but burned down all the trees
ive been on my own
but you'll still comfort me
crumpled up my rose
and left it as the leaf
could you just act for me?
-
(@elliemillss)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall



scrapped song

porcelain ft. shyburial + girlsynth

WISH RN ❄️🧊❄️❄️🧊🗺️

2024 is turning into the year of self-sabotage...
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

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`し´
🌷🌸🌷🌷🌷🌸🌷🌷

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

im scared of people
i just don't know what to say now
i hate my face
i hate the mirrors in my room..
my family doesn't think this shit is gonna work now
and at the moment i don't think i'll make it too :/

finally found somebody
im so scared i'll mess it up now
i know it's embarrassing 
i know you know it too
hope you know i care
that's probably why i'm over top now
i'm not tryna lose someone i barely got to know

i love all my fans 
i know my people got my back now
i get so embarrassed 
when you see me out the loop
if i held it in
i know i'd prolly fucking fall out
if i told somebody just know 
that it would be you </3

i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

all plats <3

losing focus... #dynasty

@zzoos
@ouniiixd

i can see through all your lies
they're surrounding you like flies
looking back at my demise 
tryna read between the lines
fool me once, wont fool me twice
if you play your cards, you know i'll roll the dice
huh diamonds on my wrist got hella ice
and im saying what i want fuck being nice
fool me once wont fool me twice
fool me once wont fool me-

twice, i cant do this shit
get high so im clueless
my mind, i might lose it
you broke my heart, you're so ruthless
fall apart, im still losing
do i stay or go im choosin
i just feel so foolish
what we had is fucking ruined
x2

i thought it wld be us till the end 
but u let it go
what we had is fuckin dead
I cnt fix my heart up
i still think bout what u said
i could never tell a lie i cld never play pretend
like what do u want 2 be
like what do u want from me
what do u wnna see 
i promise ill take u there
inna whip pushin the speed
feel like quixi ur my seed
i was so blind before im still learnin 2 see
i js need somethin new
take my mind off it
get me away from u
cus im so tired of it all
im so tired of it all
got my back against the wall
wld u blame me if i fall
i got nothin 2 lose
im walkin out the store
spent a thousand on some shoes
cus im so tired of it all
im so tired of it all
got my back against the wall

Wont fool me Twice w/ zoos p. ouni

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/qx92XMnzu9

lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

the price i pay… #dynasty

look at how it all played out...
WE SO BACK #DYNASTY
prod @hiseph
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lyrics:
i got problems
but u never know what its about
now dont u fkin lie to me i know u havin doubts
my mind's so fuckin blurry n my head so fuckin loud
so upsetting
look at how it all played out

look at how it all played out
tellin me its alright, tellin u that im not ok
i cant even think my head's a cloud
u dont wanna talk to me n its js fuckin wit my brain
fuckin wit my brain
yea im not ok i go thru this shit everyday
always act the same i know its hard for u to change
she gon show me love but ik that its all fake

i could never switch
but u know that i cant stay
cause u keep on talking, talking
im so fucking tired of it
i just wanna go up im tryna hit some higher summits
walk into saks i spend it all bitch i dont got a budget

i never really opened up i wanna try it out
theres so much pain inside my heart i wanna cry it out
so many tears up on my face i had to dry it out
just hit the blunt a couple times feel like im flyin now

whats the rush baby i just wanna take my time
gimme one more chance gimme one more try
whats the point of it all if one day im gon die?
come and take it away just come and take my life

look at how it all played out
tellin me its alright, tellin u that im not ok
i cant even think my head's a cloud
u dont wanna talk to me n its js fuckin wit my brain
fuckin wit my brain
yea im not ok i go thru this shit everyday
always act the same i know its hard for u to change
she gon show me love but ik that its all fake

all played out (seph) #dynasty

is this really reality? 

@heyscirpy
@hiseph

lyrics:
you're fucking crazy don't you know?
that everyone is always watching when i say they don't
you tell me that im nothing but i tell you that i'm not
i'll wait for the bad omen to come circle back around
it's waiting just come look inside

i just wanna be something
eyes on me when i walk into the function
one call and the whole team rushin
no i'm not bluffin

i watch the blood drip off the fucking counter
when i'm screaming say it louder
i just wanna see you go

my mind is open but you'll never change
i'm so sick and tired of playing these games
i would play along but i know that you'll tattle
don't hurt me i'm fragile
what you said doesn't matter

my mind is open but you'll never change
i'm so sick and tired of playing these games
i would play along but i know that you'll tattle
don't hurt me i'm fragile
is this really reality?

@hiseph:
my broken heart recycled
i don't feel anything
i've been through everything
they talk like it don't matter
picking up what you shattered
my hands all filled with blood
but you don't give a fuck
it's like you never noticed

feelings crawl through my skin
and i know that it's wrong
but i'm just tryna dance in the moment
throw my heart in the bin
you won't see it again
try my best
and you make it so hopeless
oh bby, nooo

(ᵔᴥᵔ)

fragile w/ seph (scirpy)

prod. me
#3six0

https://open.spotify.com/track/5U9LHEQa8r43LgtSIZQfGj?si=XX517ZkFTxSFzmv5BOPsUA

go ahead pick it up
if i had a life yah i would give it up (dont give it up)
she made me different
if i had a life it would be tricky yah (so tricky)

came up so dumb i had like no expression
if he try to test me imma show a lesson
its been way too long oh god i miss my wrestling
we was only kids but we got to handle weapons

i know i can get obsessive
just read my message
yeah i know that im sick inside
i spend too much time stressing
do you like your own reflection

cast #3six0

produced by me

lyrics:
i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

i've missed you since you've gone
oh if its not with you, where do i belong?
i close my eyes and i try pretending that i'm strong
you said that i was brave, i don't want to prove you wrong

but i'm afraid of everything
and you're my everything, so i'm scared of you
(x3)

i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything

brave/afraid

Don't need you anyway... 
( •_•)>⌐■-■   (⌐■_■)
@hiseph @hiseph @hiseph

check out the last track with near and seph
https://soundcloud.com/bloodlxst1/edge



don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt
don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt

tell me 
where should i begin?
don't tell me you won't do it
you gon do it all again
im nothing like your friend bby
don't be making plans
and don't hit up my phone
girl i just can't be your man
creep me out with how you watch me

i don't like to talk 
i only do if i have to
and if im being honest girl
i thought i was past you
another chance is rly just some shit i won't ask you
get out my fucking sight
i blocked that bitch
i was bound 2 yeaaa

don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt
don't need you anyway
you wait for me to fall down
you're too stuck up in your ways
cause i can't take it when you're 
all
so
loud
you tell me things
and it just
creeps
me 
outtt

Seph - Creeping *Blood Exclusive*

join the #dynasty discord server: discord.gg/8gSdhtNFra
produced by @loveismisery
featuring @hiseph @fvckriv

lyrics
@hiseph
let a bitch say that i'm wrong
my bad, i thought you had my back
bankroll outta this nt1
tell me why you tryna touch my stack
sports mode up in this whip
if i lose that bitch she gon come right back
my team stay on my back
my waistband holding my strap now

we talking money
you don't need to get involved
ask her what she like bout you
there's nothing to recall now
got tabs in every color
tell me what you want
just know, i'm not here to talk
bout my business when i walk in

@fvckriv
i've been missing you i cant go back
tied up on my heart i got a heart attack
in my feelings and you don't know that

i swear my feelings on go
and my chop gon kill up a foe
i've been up held by a rope
shoot my chop and that shit finna blow
like half of y'all picking and choosing a bitch
come down and get you a 4
boy i've been up smoking that load
bitch oh my god i've been losing control

bitch oh my god 
told on that bitch gotta stop
up in my home
swear you get blocked
i can not fuck wit a thot
you needa go
i've been up steady i'm grinding that shit to the top
we in our zones
i can not fuck wit a bitch on the net tweaking out
you needa go

@hiseph
let a bitch say that i'm wrong
my bad, i thought you had my back
bankroll outta this nt1
tell me why you tryna touch my stack
sports mode up in this whip
if i lose that bitch she gon come right back
my team stay on my back
my waistband holding my strap now

we talking money
you don't need to get involved
ask her what she like bout you
there's nothing to recall now
got tabs in every color
tell me what you want
just know, i'm not here to talk
bout my business when i walk in

seph & riv - business casual (kyoa)

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