prod me

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

whats the deal with this shit
see u with another guy and ill cease to exist
suicide slit my wrists
no surprise this is it
no more tricks up my sleeve
except my scars in this bitch
im seein stars in this whip

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

trick

im gonna start uploading again sorry for not being active


me
i wanna die suicide call upon my name and
all i do is cry about my life and how hard it is and 
i dont wanna live my life if im in pain
and i have nobody by my side and im suffering
my bodys filled with despair
fuck my mental i dont care
falling tripping down the stairs
why is life just so unfair


lovecupid
i wake everyday to know that im alone 
i  feel so drain i wanna die
i slit my wirst a suicide 
do you like me i wonder why
im so ugly i wonder why
i hate my  skin  i hate my body
i think i just wanna die
i wish i was someone knew
would u still love me to
i have your memories all on the wall
i feel so sick i wanna die
hold my hand look me in the eyes
do you want to commit  suicide
so our soul are intertwine

i wanna die ft lovecupid

1 billionth wujek cover enjoy! (wasnt my idea i swear.)
n yes i got sum lyrics wrong Ooops

prod me ftttttt @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
huhh
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for another guy
but ill be cool yea ill be fine

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

i spent the nights crying over u
i guess u go around fuckin other dudes
its fine dont trust me bae its cool
i rlly dont kno what to do

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

@bloodsekai:
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for somebody else
but i'll be cool, and say i'm well

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking over my clothes
i wish it worked i really hoped
now i got nothing left oh no
x2

@yukisasayaki:
i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no
x2

i watched that elevator close w/ bloodsekai (cover)

produced+mixed by @bloodsekai
https://open.spotify.com/album/7FwG0qlX90gXE9PXVjjk4R?si=ZYw0mlMDTG-KVdLK5qyE5w

lyrics

shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy

ima loser i only got 3 friendz 
your voice repeats in my head
ik that im stuck in the pastt 
for you i wont relapseee

 shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

my phone dont get no calls
hate myself and your the causeee
looking like a fag with my clawsss
your the 1 ill 4ever wanttt
if i die your the 1 id haunttt x2
all you do is taunt x2

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy 
shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

haunt (p. bloodsekai)

@weejk

wen u walk thru the door
every1 hits the floor
did u jus want the cash girl?
i wanted to know
wanna be more than friends
rest my head on ur legs
but u dont care about me
u couldnt care less

wujek - you couldnt care less

emotional autarky cover with desmi instrumental

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

prod. zakuro
dont waste ur time to look for me
theres so much that we'll never see
and i just hope u know im sorry
im sorry
ive never known who i can trust
this world wasn't made for those like us
just jump and try not to fuck it up
i wanna be strangers again
redo our lives we'll change the end
let's hope for the best to come
when we're reborn but now let's jump
(what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i)
we're on the tv, the screen says two dead bodies
that fell too far down
what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i

cyanide ft bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @imsorryhori

denpa girl 2

--- lyrics: ---

I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

ohh just like you
just like you <3
ohhhh just like you
just like you <3

wear your clothes
let's share our minds
when you're close
let's intertwine
I can't go another night
without you by my side
your shoulders, I sit on and cry
red devil, there's no angel white
it makes sense why you're never right
I'm not scared to fall in love, even if you always lie
had a bloody nose and I had to clean it up
you're my favorite song, you're in my head and always stuck

if i jumped off right now
nobody would care
when i'm walking in the hallways
everybody stares
i wish i could live my life without a care
why do they do this to me
its so unfair

i wish i could be like you
think of the things i could do
i think a screw is unloose 
i just wanna be with you

you're fucking with my head
baby i need some rest
you left me alone and upset
god i wish that i was dead!

girl you ruined my mind
i think im out of time
im tired of your lies
and im so upset
girl you ruined my mind
i think im out of time
im tired of your lies
and im so upset

I think we're meant to be
cuz without you, I can't even sleep
I think that I'm malfunctioning
"uh-uh-uh" that's me stuttering

I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

ohh just like you
just like you
ohhhh just like you
just like you

be just like you!! (ft. hori)

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

Das alte Haus - Part 8

Charlotte's "piece de resistance" at the "School of Rock graduation" at the Annandale pub - 2008.

be just like you!! (ft. hori)

bloodsekai

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