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prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

@bloodsekai

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

You were shirtless in his bed...

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

prod me

oh i guess
things are all over now
and i guess we'll go back
to the way things
used to be before

when i was counting on u
u just left me to the side
got me crying over u
i swear this happens
all the time
and when ur cutting
all alone again
like all the other times
i hope u think of me
and u fkn realize in time
that u miss me
so our memories
werent a waste of time
and when u kissed me
for hours
did u feel a thing or
its all just a lie?

its so over

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

prod me idk how to play guitar sorry ://
​​​scrolling twitter every day
​its slowly making me insane
​ur fucking with my brain
​through my phone
​in the back of the class
​i feel like shit every day
​i rly just cant wait to go home
​im refreshing threads
​n my brain is dead
​i asked if u were fine
​and then u left me on read
​ive never known how
​to stop from breaking down
​a random face in the crowd
​do u see me now
​​SHES THE VALEDICTIORIAN
​​AND I JUST WANNA BE BORN AGAIN
​​IM STUCK IN CLASS LEARNING CRT
​​U MOVED ON WAY TOO FAST FOR ME

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

bloodsekai

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