xpe mode

beat @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

i hate u i hate u i hate u

pwnd - i hate u i hate u i hate u

dear president and the rulers of the internet 
when will i have my own girl to give me kisses
tryna figure out how to get out of my room but
im so stressed
im so stressed!!!!
i dont think that im ready for the world
cause im stuck inside and my minds in a curl
maybe if i had someone to stick by
then i wouldnt always be so shy
wish i had emergency contact
wish i had someone to help me stay on track
if only you could see (xo willow reference)
i really wanted you here with meeeeeeeeee

im so stressed!!!

passthetime ft ghost

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Nnwe5weuh5fyte28mcrJR?si=ea812a2a3b0c4e23

old (wujek) styleeeee !!!!! beat by me 

w/ @humanendeavour

[endeavour:]
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never

[sekai:]
migraine my head aches
ur phone contains my messages
u haven't read im dead
im being ignored again
yesterday i had the worst time
and today if i said im good
then thas a lie
can't get better
im stuck inside
this shitty weather
i wanna die
i said my head hurts
a thousand times
but when ur near me
i feel fine

[endeavour:]
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never

[sekai:]
can't get better
im stuck inside
this shitty weather
i wanna die
but when ur near me
i feel fine

[endeavour:]
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never
together oh forever
your so clever yea whenever
things get better it gets better
oh however it will never
ill my blood feel it up i wanna fill it all with blood
i feel your guts i cut it up
im sorry if that is too much

together forever w/ endeavour

https://open.spotify.com/track/45J0xu0eoccOpxwc7rNXGT?si=55c325944cb44434

madoka song w/ @pupsies yayyy !!!!

lyrics:
can't wrap my head
around this shit
u promised me
u'd grant my wish
it's been a week
and i'm so pissed
i'm standing here
with broken limbs

i'm standing here
with broken limbs
these girls i met
their skulls caved in
and yeah i'm laughing
it's not funny
that's what hysteria has
done to me
to me  
to me
i'm fucking losing it
i'm losing it, i'm losing it

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

i’d do it over and over and over and over
i made a real big promise and its weighing on my shoulders
to be “honest” i think that my empathy has disappeared
i could watch all my friends die
it’s like looking in a mirror
and they’re on e-ver-y side
i still dont really get why…
how did i even arrive here?
can i manage to survive?

losing my magical mind

i don’t care about the big wide world 
i just want to be happy
rather live inside a fantasy
than be a magic girl

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse
it just gets worse
it just gets worse

losing my magical mind (ft. pupsies)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1OwwF9rbnBlMFf91nMT6DO?si=fcd767a348b1410e

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

all i'm asking for's a meaningful life
I've thought before about suicide
i never learned when to laugh or cry
but i have to try, i have to try
u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
u'll inherit my legacy

now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far
now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
i swear i didn't mean to cause a scene

say darling

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

prod. zakuro
dont waste ur time to look for me
theres so much that we'll never see
and i just hope u know im sorry
im sorry
ive never known who i can trust
this world wasn't made for those like us
just jump and try not to fuck it up
i wanna be strangers again
redo our lives we'll change the end
let's hope for the best to come
when we're reborn but now let's jump
(what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i)
we're on the tv, the screen says two dead bodies
that fell too far down
what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i

cyanide ft bloodsekai

PRODUCED BY MACKSZY
MIX & MASTERED BY MACKSZY

SATIVA?

prod. lovecupid

im not doing more scenecore

take ur chance ft. lovecupid & vivisection

aftertheparty is a archived project for halloween of 2025 collection of scrapped projects from 2020-2025 

PRODUCERS <3

(prod. @fiftyzeros) 
(Prod. lilportal & NEXTIME) 
(prod. grayskies) 
(prod.joeso)
(prod. GRIEFDIGITAL) 




together forever w/ endeavour

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