Hyper pop, draft song that I made to improve my production skills.

fish in my bowl

You know what you want to do
I take all this shit from you 
I don't take any of the blues
Waiting for another call out

I did this to myself
Put my emotions on my shelf now
Didn't really mean to speak out
I guess I got to go now

You made me want to leave this place now
I'm stuck here like another drop out
You took everything and made it green now
Like how am I supposed to speak out now

Now you take me apart and let me go
Throw me down till I let go
I wonder where I'll end up now
All the days were meant to glow

SO Take me back where I belong
In the trash you never loved
All these flashes of memories
Your the one who doubted me

DOUBT

When I
Wake up from this shit
Take another hit
Knock me out a bit
Kill me till you feel the
Feelings for me

I don't
Want to really know how
we loved every moment
We were young to really know
How to feel or how to cope

You caught me on my break
Can you
Let me run away
From you
I don't really play
For you
Let me let you know
Could you

Could You

Im taking back
everything we done
All the things we said
On the Count of 4
Just let me know how you really felt for the shore
24 hour 7 calls you don't know how to answer the phone
Let me talk to your boy that you talk alone

Well maybe
you love him more than you want to 
Your so so boring to talk to
Just let me know how you really feel about me

Well maybe
I hate you for my feelings
Im so so trying to love you
Just let me know how you really feel about me

FEELINGS INTERLUDE

I guess this is the end
Everything we did
I took 9 days again
I guess its time to end

Why don't you take everything that I did for you
Built it tripped it wercked it all
I don't care if you say you care for me know

Everyday was hell in my mind
fake lies in your eyes
you'' try to be nice
and Im lost in all the
letter you sent

You were talking about
everything that we did
Would you tell them about our death bed thooooo

Throw my phone away now
Trying to stay awake now
Feel like things are at stake now
Don't you live for (him)

Our Death Bed

Oh baby tell me how you feel about this
running round in circles to exist
you don't have to be all talkative
Just please stay with me and laugh a bit

Why do you doubt this might be just a dream
when Im clearly here just to be seen
am I just another take or two
While you would take another piece

And i be trying to be somebody 
tells me im not feeling to great
this isn't my own dream that I want to see
Decaying thats all I see

And now I don't want to face anybody
comne for problems they won't tell me
everyhbody wants you more
I won't talk to you anymore

Decay

Cause Im fucking Dreaming when your not around.

Heartless

Original https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/wait-on-me-prod-killedmyself

Cover of my favorite and important artist, 9 tails.

9tails - Wait on me (Cover)

Feel Something is Wrong

Smiles and Files

Do You Hear Me Breathing

Eyesore

Petrified

We just stood together. Summer stole the best of us away into its paradise. 
Bloom4U - soundcloud.com/bloom4u

This will be posted from the second account.

Bloom4U - Forever

We were far in the fields until we found that Sunflower. 

Thank you furi for letting me use his work as the album cover. Album artwork from Furi - Twitter - https://twitter.com/furi0831

Sunflower

Inspiration from the times living in Japan and America. 
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