beam freestyle prod me

lyrics:

Me:
there isn’t much that i can just do for you
i’m only a heartbeat beating
there isn’t much i can really do
i’m only a heartbeat just beating
slow as molasses speeding from me faster
my heart can’t take this I really have patience
but it’s all over I don’t want you anymore

@eastthekid:
I don’t want you anymore(anymore)
(lalala, lalala, lalala)
We went from peace to disaster
Made my heart a beating disaster
I cant find a better distraction
(Lalala)
All of my blades are getting dull
Cause i think i use them too much

I haven’t seen you its been like a month
Im too fucked up but i cant let you know
I tried my best and it turned out a mess
I think ima die all alone

not much

say its the wrong thing
need your heart on my body
love she dont know about it
im just tryn get up out of here
girl i need your love what does it take to get near
i would do anything try everything for you
its a thing i cannot breathe without you
and im fucked up just to tell you the truth
believe you
girl i really really wanna meet you
hold you in my arms and keep you safe
i cant deal with the same old thing
fuck 
cant remember what i did last week and that fucked me up
you the prettiest thing ive seen like im in love
wrote a song about her
i want to cry
yea i cut with her knife
no dont apologize for me
i dont really care about your bpd
you should get some help dont concern me
i just smoke my weed
toss and turn in my fucking sleep
dreaming bout her and me
girl this shit getting old
why am i colder than before
you dont hate me girl your just fucking bored
wanted me bad girl i wanted you more

colder than before

Colder Than Before

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

one take ill step on the gas
im going way too fast
hoping that i dont crash
hoping that my life lasts
im feeling way to horrible
my mind is feeling really dull
ive been out of it lately
i think everyone hates me
feels like its constant raining
and that theres no escaping
ive been getting thoughts in my head 
text her phone dont leave me on read
i dont even know what you said
i look like such a fucking mess
spin out of control and idk what to do
if i was to rot today i would still think about you

ive been out of it lately :(

monster

prod me
Don’t you get sick?
Of that cigarette taste in your mouth
I told you im tired babe
Im still tryna figure it all out
Don’t know what it was
It’s taking ahold of me
Don’t know how to feel right now
But i wanna see you all again
If the world comes to an end
And you get sick of being my friend
Then we don’t have to talk about us again

Sick

PROD @adewww

hold my hand unitl i die do you like the  sound of  suicide
do you like the idea of dying inside
i dont feel alive
crave your name in my chest tell me im the only one
would you like the idea of falling in love 
cause your the only one
you fall in love with someone else
just tell me im i better than anyone else

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you want me for you
or do you just want use me
abuse me and hurt meee
you know what you good at...

i rember being in love
i was in love with her
i stilll look at her
i still just want her 3x

WANT HERRRR I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
JUST KILL ME WITH YOUR WORDS AND SAY  THAT YOU HATE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED  ME I MIGHT GO TEST THE TIME
I WOULD ANYTHING FOR YOU I WOULD COMIT SUICDIE 
I WOULD WANT YOU I WOULD MISS YOU YOUR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME
I KILL FOR YOU MURDER FOR YOU IF IT ANYTHIN THAT YOU NEED

dont pick and choose

y r u so dum
so pretty but stupid
my hearts in a knot
im js tryna lose it
now i cannot sleep
im stuck in my head again
im stuck in this dream
ur pictures haunting me
i cant find myself
idk where ill b

stupid

bloo

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