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[Counter]
now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

a song i made at the end of 2020. i didn't very much like it as i was struggling with enjoying music at the time with a lot of personal stuff going on at the time. looking back now i enjoy what i tried to do and it was very much the basis of the ideas i have currently. will be back in full force next year!

[LYRICS]:+
I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,

Flowers of evil,
Everyone is silhouettes,
I sell dope to a dopefiend or a bitch who pregnant,
used to feel so fake and hollow holly pocket,
plastic,
Pack me,
Pull me till i fucking snap,
Poke and prod and pass,
I don’t got no god damn time to act like im all right,
Liquor in my liver,
My room glow red late at night,
My life like A24 films in the end where we all die,
Holes inside my brain i hear the little worms cry,
You can’t do it like me, ay,
Drip from my head to my feet, ay,
That right there my liver, huh,
In offwhite like “LIVER”, yuh,
I vacay in hostels, wait,
Sell my parts,
My gospel, ay,
Iced out wrist,
Whole iced out hand like Hoss Delgado, yuh,
Ay,
I been so hesitant,
Constantly panicking,
Druggie for leverage,
Beam me up scotty,
Equipped with the shotty,
My friends more like shadows that haunt me,
If you gonna talk shit,
Talk shit,
Follow your gut,
Might’ve lost it,
So much drink,
Im toxic,
Talk to myself olly oxen,

I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me.

GEHRMAN - SKIN IM IN「PROD. DEMXNTIA」

55 depths <3

prod. saint mike www.youtube.com/channel/UCtVW96i3Bus5Nz-4IIUWqsw
mix n master. Zonex www.youtube.com/channel/UCVJdNVkPZmHUEQSoJ6zcIUg

idk [prod. saint mike]

swag alert.
prod. st46y
https://soundcloud.com/st46y
mix n master. Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

grey bunker halls [prod. st46y]

@55depths

shoutout to softbite for sampling my song<3
dthxrgt logo: @silentcxbin

tell me
what's the point of even trying anymore
when your hearts on the floor
and really
i don't really give a fuck anymore
left my heart on the floor
tell me why you're crying?
cause i caught you lying
you know i hate the silence
it only brings us violence

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

no trying now
i'm calling out
we're falling down 
and fading out

i don't wanna keep this up with you
it's getting old
and lately i've been feeling hurt again
you broke my soul

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

trying (softbite + deathright)

Valley [prod. Madsan]

video game go brrr


prod. Zonex https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

Final Match [prod. Zonex]

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
I sell the Mix/Template I made this song with, hit me up if you're interested
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-


[Intro] 

It's okay to be alone


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[Verse]

And I have nobody to talk to
I'm not okay
But I guess I will be fine
Eventually... Eventually... Eventually... Eventually...

You, said
That I mean nothing to you
I don't wanna be alone
But you said baby I will go
I don't even care no more
I told you so many times that it's okay


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[outro]

It's okay to be alone

Final Match [prod. Zonex]

Blospar