you’re flow, and sound makes me want to cuddle up in my bed under a warm blanket.

websitezero october '24

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

prod skellington - https://www.youtube.com/@skellingtonforever/featured

wish you were here when i'm down
only got memories now
stuck with the past cus the past didn't last
now i just cry all year round
missing you through the seasons
summertime with the warm, bright evenings
do what i can to erase all the pain
but end up just feeling the same
it’s been a while since we called, i miss your voice
i pick the paint off of the wall cus what’s the point
i hate the concept of time 
wishing for void
swallow me whole please i’m so sick of this noise

hoping to delete my mind
too many thoughts from when you were mine
our timelines no longer cross each others
these cold nights i just play your covers

everydays a nightmare
scary faces, scary thoughts
used to hold me very tightly
used to calm my racing pulse 
but now you've become a stranger when you used to be my home
i lost my home that night, now you're the parasite that stole my sight

you stole my sight [skellington]

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

prod. heyzbee

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

LOVE ME BACK ALREADY
I THINK I’M MORE THAN READY
NOW STAY WITH FOR CENTURIES
I’M TIRED OF PLAYING IT SAFELY
I’M TIRED OF MOVING STEADY
I JUST WANT IN ALREADY
THE FEELING HITTING HEAVY
BUT I’M WILLING TO CARRY
PUT YOU ON THE TABLE RIGHT NOW
I’M GONNA EAT YOU OUT
MAKE YOU SCREAM AND SHOUT
DONE WITHOUT A DOUBT
PUT YO HANDS UP ON MY FACE
HOLD ME DOWN SO I CAN TASTE
TIRED OF THIS STUPID CHASE
PROMISE WE’LL GO AT YOUR PACE

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

LOVEMEBACKALREADY

Straight banger feat. the mans cxrter. hope yall enjoy!

GOONS! feat. cxrter (prod. mays music)

<3

22 coming soon
i swear i’m surrounded by this attitude
i swear it get deeper with this gratitude
swear these pieces i get tattood
open up my skin and let you in ‘coz we gon’ match too

falls together every night
i guess that’s what happens when you’re acting nice
i set goals, i’m right at home
i don’t know
im on the right road
took a drive, long

hit me up to party but i’m cooked
don’t love me outta no god damn book
where’d you wanna go 
i’ll get that booked
running through the store
guess it’s more like storage

she wanna hit the porch
covered thing in gold and black
baby of course
this is not a typo
this just facts in voice
‘coz i don’t wanna right
you don’t think i’m right
i might just have to smoke another to open up this chorus

baby it’s just me inside this wraith yeah i’m ok 
i use herbs & spices to neutralise this pain
high tone, high tone ‘coz i don’t wanna lie
i been touch and go for 7 years
now i’m 21 with tight chrome

in the night, full of flames in the night
i wanna enrapture you, can i do something right?
move, sike
girl i know
you just pull my body out, right through

you just haven’t seen it when i’m coming out to bite
you just wanna hear the story when they’re coming after me at night
canceling my flight, mr. international
got no brakes, thats just how i roll

trust me i will roll up to the drank 
it gets messy in the paint
i chop it in, i chop it up, can’t tell you what’s at stake
money on my mind i put that money on my grave
money turn the minds at peace to saints with red paint

change, been through this before with this theres not much more to say
i just got the wire tapped, you should be praying that you prayed
my body needs to lay
but you just brought it up
i hit that 360 then i lay up

play up, you don’t wanna stay up
i’m doing my thing
i’m the real deal, you like mayo
table turning green, you’d think i paid somebody bale
this shifting view is not for sale

herbs & spices

herbs_& spices (ivn)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

i’m wide awake still
yeah i’m here still
in a past thrill
threw it all away out the door
why do i care anymore
my dreams all lined up on the floor
feelin like a ghost
might just comatose
know i do the most and still
i’ve been in my room
coping making tunes
been this way since june
it’s all that i…
why am i told that it’s true
when i can’t come back to you

broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

gone now (cxrter x threemvsk)

prod. @whos-that-clown & @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind

starting to feel like do you even know me
Weve been tossing all of our habits, i still love you wholly
Well holy ghost, i love her the most, shes my shining diamond i wont ever let her go
Ive been diving thru the rough, looking up but not enough
And when push comes to shove, i guess we’ll test our love
Tryna find the confidence to get up and see the light of day
Summer turns to october that sun is gone away

Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind


love is blind [prod. the sound clown x yunny goldz]

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

love is blind [prod. the sound clown x yunny goldz]

Blospar

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