ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

she said steady why you carry a knife?
i said bby cause you know that i'm down to die rn
three years and still no call back
i'm on the floor so frozen
don't let me go I'm drowning
too sad to feel I'm scowling 
loose ends of all these fights again
im sorry for everything i did
a chemical of emptiness, callousness, and tenderness 
i'm tired of the obvious 
so break it down and let me give in 
bby ya let me give in to the solitude 
you know I wanna stay here on top of you
but i stormed out thru the back door
with those silhouettes on back porch

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

f*cked up life (prod. CRCL)

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

@splashgvng
@curtainss

im a disaster 
im goin thru it
move faster
push thru it

but im plastered to my bed
cant escape that silent dread
im awake but i feel dead
guess im lost inside my head

serotonin’s synonymous
with the worst parts in all of us

i dont care if every letter in this makes me wrong
i wear my pain like a sweater
i been better
wont be for too long

and if it looks like forever 
dont forget that
nothings everlong

baby u got me tethered
im anxious, whatever
pop it into a song

take me for the moment
let me stay tonight
fuck me or whatever
love me, it feels so right

you cant shake me
been ballin lately
my old friends hate me
im goin crazy

look into my eyes
tell me if its real
cpt sad on the mic
thas a real big deal

time will tell
if all these lies went well
keep it inside my cells
left underneath my nails

imma mess and thats never gunna change
without the pills, needin somethin to arrange
the world is fallin around
i think that death is callin
i see ur smile
and drown
but im just gettin started

Follow me <3

SEROTONIN'S SYNONYMOUS (prod. splashgvng x curtains)

J-NETTI ~ lotus
produced by @nettibeats
Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/6o1SvTDpdKuGNsus6Yx6IR
Apple Music ~ https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lotus-single/1448980412

lyrics ~

(verse 1)
focus like a battle
loaded in the mag the
lotus on the grass I
rose up for the task it's
12 o' clock past noon
racing on the backroads
speedin' in my honda in the backroads
ya ya
where did all the time go alas
ya ya ya
thinking bout' the past where it went what it left
drift in the now making tracks
ya ya

(chorus)
I shoot all my shots but they miss
I hope I
live when I go if I'll drift
I know I'll
bag all the cash from the stats
I lag
this life is a game with poor connection
I'll just question ya real intention
was it all fake was it real affection
it was all vague but I'm here in my skin
speed in the honda I'll vibe again

(verse 2)
sippin' on h2o when its grind time
arizona mixed with the svedka at the right time
picture you in a silhouette sippin' white wine
better than the ex girl
it was shitty wifi
she fucked it up but I know you care
tryed to fuck me up but it flipped like a mirror
boss up
aye
cloud ice in the rear
jumping on clouds these wings flying high

(chorus)
I shoot all my shots but they miss
I hope I
live when I go if I'll drift
I know I'll
bag all the cash from the stats
I lag
this life is a game with poor connection
I'll just question ya real intention
was it all fake was it real affection
it was all vague but I'm here in my skin
speed in the honda I'll vibe again

frozen petals

lotus

listen on spotify :)

lotus🕊

Lyrics

[lullabyboy]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

[Spaceman Zack]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
I've been livin life full of sin
I got hundreds still rollin in
Pockets not big enough they don't fit

Well I still think about the time you told me I was nothin girl
Bleed me out but that wasn't good enough
Now I get high every night to fight the cold
I don't need anybody else it's fuck the world

[lullabyboy]

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

Blood Drip

SPOTIFY

Blood Drip w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. nevrfall) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PalkXKSr-Dw
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lyrics;
Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t ,
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke ,
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show ,

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day ,

Why everybody always acting like they know me,
Girl you broke my heart and left me fuckin lonely ,
I be chillin in my room I got the lights out,
Sun shinin, so I gotta close my blinds now,

Why did you do this?
Why did you leave me alone?
Chill by myself and I smoke all my dope,
So bad for me, hold it in till I choke,
Stuck in your ways and can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
And tell me you changed,
But it’s still just the same 
and I still feel the pain ,


Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t 
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show 

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day

I give what I got ,
 But you  don’t give a fuck  ,
I’m so done with this shit ,
In my mind I just run,
And the things that you did it just turned me so numb,
I don’t feel a thing and I think that I’m done,
All the times you would tell me that I should just quit,
I would just keep it going it is what it is,
want to write music but there’s just a block,
I Feel so alone , I know you don’t give a fuck ,

You don’t give a fuck,
Please don’t say you do,
I chill by myself I might cry in the booth,
I Think of the times it was just me and you ,x2

So I guess this the end, yeah 
You were my only friend,
I don’t know how to cope,
I think I need to be alone,
Cuz you don’t think of me,
But I always think of you,
You tell me that you love me but I know it isnt true ,
Baby ima go,
Think that this is done,
Cancel every plan and I’ll just avoid the sun,
This ain’t meant to be,
Baby that is just the truth ,
You don’t feel a thing please don’t tell me that you do,

feed me to the wolves

i put a ton of work into this ep and hope you enjoy and get a little glimpse of whats to come. <3

✨ polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ business inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ featured producers ✨
💎 @taurusmoon 💎
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
💎 @4evrgone 💎

the best is yet to come </3

lyrics:
coming down she got me coming down tonight
you're enough she gotta come around tonight 
ill find another fucking girl tonight

she's coming down she gotta come down tonight
we'll fuck around were gonna fuck around tonight
she'll find a man she'll find another man tonight
and ill be fine 

waste your time for me I need some fucking therapy
and hold me tightly its piece of mind when you come and find me

coming down she got me coming down tonight
you're enough she gotta come around tonight 
ill find another fucking girl tonight

I loved you I gave you
my heart and you broke it
I loved you I gave you
my heart and you broke it

she's coming down she gotta come down tonight
we'll fuck around were gonna fuck around tonight
she'll find a man she'll find another man tonight
and ill be fine 

waste your time for me I need some fucking therapy
and hold me tightly its piece of mind when you come and find me

coming down she got me coming down tonight
you're enough she gotta come around tonight 
ill find another fucking girl tonight

she's coming down she gotta come down tonight
we'll fuck around were gonna fuck around tonight
she'll find a man she'll find another man tonight
and ill be fine 

I loved you I gave you
my heart and you broke it
I loved you I gave you
my heart and you broke it

call me crazy (prod. curtains)

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