A drug enduced, sleep deprived moment of clarity and courage that I was actually allowed to exist far enough outside myself to where I could sit and try something new. Letting go of the worry that if someone had an issue with this being recorded at 6am then it could only be within their power to do something about it.

Basically an entire improvised album from start to finish in one sitting. In between songs I usually had a minute or so or on a couple occasions deleted entire recordings because it was even worse than what you hear here. Enjoy, I had fun making it.

drinking closet

denial

there is a house

who you wish you were

don't make sense to me

wanna hold her by my side

I've found my love

Discord voice chat was getting tense and coked up so I put myself on mute, turned off Doom on the Switch and put my mind to something more productive. 

First song I had some-ish lyrics to go by and a generic melody I often play, kind of a safety melody. Second and third I realized I would get more "therapy" out of just going with the flow.

Could’ve Gone Another Way

All I Had To Say

Rattled Brain

lessthanblue