You know you were always right, I never tried to fight
and now are these memories, don't mean a goddamn thing
So here's to compromise, that sad lost look in your eye
What else can I do, when I'm a part of you.

Cause I'll never, meet another, quite like you

and I will follow you to the edge

Cause I'll never meet another quite like you

Paragon

Original from 2016, but reworked in 2020-2022. Seems I could never get the levels right, re-recorded some guitars and took another shot at it. Has a Tom Petty/Tears for Fears feel which I dig. Enjoy a last memento from me, hopefully won't be the last. Enjoy

Jackal

When I'm on the hunt, I go where I want
From dusk till dawn, I am nothing to no-one
And you'll never catch me, you'll never catch me no
Because I am free
And you'll never find me, you'll never find me no
Cause you never see
And I'm running, I'm running free 6x
Cause you never see me
I know where you are, and what I'm to do
However far, I will find you
And I'm gonna catch you, I'm gonna catch you oh
When you fall
It means nothing to me, means nothing to me oh
Nothing at all
And I'm running, I'm running free 7x
Cause you never see

Jackal ft: Janelle Saucedo (Car Test)

Just a moment in time, still working on it.

Bag Of Bones Scratch Track 1a

Interlude #7

Another track never to be released, let it find a home here then.

Evelyn Mchale

A cover with https://soundcloud.com/le-vrai-janelle, check her out. 

I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life, you go in shadows
You'll come apart and you'll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what's not there

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew

A stranger's light comes on slowly
A stranger's heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then its smiles cover your heart

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew
Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew
I think it's strange you never knew

Seven times seven ft. Janelle Saucedo

January 2018
For your listening pleasure, @le-vrai-janelle and I cover Glory box.

I'm so tired, of playing
Playing with this bow and arrow
Gonna give my heart away
Leave it to the other girls to play
For I've been a temptress too long
Just 

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be, a woman
I just want to be a woman

From this time, unchained
We're all looking at a different picture
Through this new frame of mind
A thousand flowers could bloom
Move over, and give us some room

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be, a woman
I just want to be a woman

So don't you stop, being a man
Just take a little look from our side when you can
Sow a little tenderness
No matter if you cry

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be, a woman
It's all I want to be is all woman

For this is the beginning of forever and ever
It's time to move over

Portishead ~ Glory Box Cover ft. Janelle Saucedo

February 2018
For your listening pleasure, @le-vrai-janelle and I cover Canción del eco by Christina Rosenvinge. Enjoy!

Cancion Del Eco (Español)

Condenada por los dioses,
sin su linda voz
Eco se esconde en la cueva con su dolor
El corazón mudo sólo puede repetir
las últimas sílabas que acaba de oír
Narciso es soberbio,
¡Por Dios que guapo es!
Las ninfas se ofrecen
ante su desinterés
 
Pasea en el bosque su melancolia
Nada es suficiente su alma esta vacía
Eco de lejos le espía y suspira: ¡Amor!
Como confesarlo sin tener su voz
Un claro del bosque se abre para los dos
La pálida ninfa se muestra toda candor
 
ESTRIBILLO
¿Quién eres tu niña loca?
Muero antes que darte un beso
Quiero estar solo en el río
¿no pensaras que te quiero?
(Te quiero… Te quiero…)
 
Narciso recibe castigo por ser tan cruel
El agua nunca fue tan clara,
ni tanta la sed
Al ver su reflejo por fin descubrió el amor
Ahogado en si mismo se convierte en flor
Eco de pena y locura, se consumió
Solo quedo resonando sin fin
Su linda voz
 
ESTRIBILLO
 
Ahora tu dime:
¿Que demonios hago yo aquí?
¿Soy solo tu espejo o me ves a mi?
¿Se me consiente algo mas que repetir
cada palabra que tu deseas oír?
Tocas el agua se te hunde la nariz
La imagen es vana, el llanto no tiene fin.
 
¿Quién eres tu niña loca?
Contigo haré lo que quiera
¿no ves qué triste es mi vida?
Tú cargarás con mi pena
 
ESTRIBILLO

The Echo Song (English Translation)

Condemned by the gods
without her beautiful voice
Echo hides herself in the cave with her pain
Her mute heart can only repeat
The last syllables it has just heard
Narcissus is magnificent
My god, he’s so handsome!
The nymphs offer themselves
Though he shows no interest
 
Her melancholy walks through the forest
Nothing is enough, her soul is empty
Eco spies on him from afar and sighs ‘Love!’
How to confess it without her voice
A clearing in the forest opens up for them
The pale nymph reveals herself candidly
 
CHORUS
Who are you crazy girl?
I’ll die before I kiss you
I want to be alone in the river
You don’t think I love you?
(I love you… I love you)
 
Narcissus was punished for being so cruel
The water had never been clearer,
nor his thirst so strong
Seeing his reflexion he finally discovered love
Drowning in himself he turns into a flower
Echo, in her pain and madness, destroyed herself
All I have left, resonating without end
Her beautiful voice
 
CHORUS
 
Now you tell me:
What the hell am I doing here?
Am I just your mirror or do you see me?
Am I allowed to do more than repeat
Every word that you want to hear?
You touch the water, you dip in your nose
The image is futile, the weeping never ends
 
Who are you crazy girl?
I’ll do what I want with you
Don’t you see how sad my life is?
You will bear my pain

Christina Rosenvinge ~ Canción del eco Cover ft. Janelle Saucedo

Finally for April 2018, Janelle Saucedo @le-vrai-janelle and I cover Why Don't You Do Right? with our own spice added. Special guest The Maestro on Piano (WOOT). Enjoy the hell out of this one, it twas a doozy!

You had plenty money 1922
You let other women make a fool of you
Why don't you do right, like some other men do?
Get out of here and get me some money too?

You're sitting there wondering what it's all about
You ain't got no money, they will put you out
Why don't you do right, like some other men do?
Get out of here and get me some money too?

If you had prepared 20 years ago
You wouldn't be a-wanderin' out from door to door
Why don't you do right, like some other men do?
Get out of here and get me some money too

I fell for your jivin' and I took you in
Now all you got to offer me's a drink of gin
Why don't you do right, like some other men do?
Get out of here and get me some money too

Why don't you do right, like some other men do?
Like some other men do

Why Don't You Do Right? Original Cover ft. Janelle Saucedo

So finally, with much ado is the cover for June 2018, Moldy Peaches ~ Anyone else but you. Be sure to check back regularly for more covers, and be sure to check out Janelle's other projects https://soundcloud.com/le-vrai-janelle. Enjoy


You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

I will find my niche in your car
With my MP3, DVD, rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

Do, Do do Do, Do do Do, Do do Do, Do 3x
But you
 
Up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam, I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you

Do, Do do Do, Do do Do, Do do Do, Do  3x
But you

Moldy Peaches ~ Anyone Else But You Cover ft. Janelle Saucedo

The cover song for August for 2018, Flunk ~ Six, Seven Times. Be sure to check back regularly for more covers, and be sure to check out Janelle's other projects @le-vrai-janelle. Enjoy

You've got it all
Six seven times
You've got it all
Makes me feel so fine
And it's all there is

It's typical of you
Standing out in the pouring rain
It's typical of you
Looking like you do

And the day I'll catch your eye
Could another chance come by
I should really know by now
Would I ask you anyhow?

It's typical of you
Looking like you do
It's typical of you
Love me like you do

You've got it all
Six seven times
You've got it all
Makes me feel so fine

You've got it all
Six seven times
You've got it all
Makes me feel so fine
And it's all there is

It's typical of you
Standing out in the pouring rain
It's typical of you
Looking so, so good

There's moonlight and it's warm outside
Just a little breeze come by
I'm afraid to trip and fall
Do you really exist at all?

It's typical of you
Looking like you do
So typical of you
Love me like you do

You've got it all
Six seven times
You've got it all
Makes me feel so fine

You've got it all
Six seven times
You've got it all
Makes me feel so fine
And it's all there is
It's all there is
And it's all there is
It's all there is
So...
All there is
So...
All there is

Flunk ~ Six, Seven Times Cover ft: Janelle Saucedo

Enjoy this new cover with some new blood featuring Dandelyin, be sure to check out her music: https://soundcloud.com/dandelyinmusic. Much Love

I watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You're on fire
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
And you feel so alive
I have watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I have watched you change
It's like you never had wings
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
I look at the cross
And I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I have watched you change
And you feel alive
You feel alive
You feel alive
I have watched you change
It's like you never had wings
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
Anh, ahah
You change
You change
You change

Deftones ~ Change (House of Flies) Cover ft: Dandelyin

Finally done mixing, enjoy ;)

Don't forget to check out Janelle's other projects  @le-vrai-janelle @Juniperoband.

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine
I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you
See your face ever place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me
Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I could never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I would steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you

Garbage ~ #1 Crush Cover ft: Janelle Saucedo

Finally finished this three year old demo, very happy with it. Enjoy

When the past is finally gone
and all that's left is the creature you've become
Take a look at what you've done
there will come a day, where you can't love someone

Think of all the words you never say
Think of all your plans as they fade away
Think of all the people, living out their dreams
Think of you, you only ever think about you

Cause I'm a Monster
you've only read about 
in stories told to children that can't sleep at night
Yeah I'm a Monster
creeping under your bed
and in your head I herald the dying of the light

For the world, and it's ways
for the hate, and the shame
and for time, oh time
what have you done to me

Cause I'm a Monster
you've only read about 
in stories told to children that can't sleep at night
Yeah I'm a Monster
creeping under your bed
and in your head I herald the dying of the light

Yeah I'm a Monster 4x

Monster

Song for March 2020
This mix is sitting pretty pretty, finally wrangled in those synths. Enjoy ;)

Don't forget to check out Janelle's other projects @le-vrai-janelle @Juniperoband.

You and me with our long hair on the gold wall
After midnight we could feel it all
I go anywhere you want to

You should see there's a place I want to take you
When the train comes I will hold you
Cause you blow my mind

On the bridge levitating cause we want to
When the unknown will surround you
There is no right time
There is no right time

The branches of the trees
They will hang lower now
You will grow too quick
Then you will get through it

The branches of the trees
They will hang lower now

There's a place I want to take you
When the unknown will surround you

Beach House ~ Levitation Cover ft: Janelle Saucedo

Song written and recorded by Darren Sullivan https://soundcloud.com/darren-sullivan
Additional mixing and recording by me. Enjoy ;) 

712
You’ll be remembered someday
Forever trapped in the play
Like a cold December Day
You’ll be home-schooled away
. . . Home-schooled away
You'll be home-schooled away
 
And when you find true love
The bastards will have their say
Chasing their tails and setting their sails
Like a castaway 3x

Date with protest, you gave a shout
Mixing your feelings and laughing about
Torn by the way you held your own barking dog
And pressured friends to Network jobs

I’m was feeling kind of jaded
Self-effaced and hated
Selfish and frustrated
and never created
 
Ran through the back door and held the key
Wind screamed through the dusty screen
Scores of crows were circling the sky
The omens were bad and the adults always lied
 
I’m was feeling kind of jaded
Self-effaced and hated
Selfish and frustrated
and never created

You’ll be remembered someday
Forever trapped in the play
Like a cold December Day
You’ll be home-schooled away
. . . Home-schooled away
. . . Home-schooled away
 
And when you find true love
The bastards will have their say
Chasing their tails and setting their sails
Like a castaway 10x

Darren Sullivan / Bluedusksun Collab ~ Seven Twelve

Song by Seth Lumsden ~ @sethlumsden1
Harmonica by Lauder ~ @lauder_music
Drums/bass/production by Richard Beltran ~ @bluedusksun-1

I once knew a girl who moonlight followed her everywhere she went
lovers gathered round her feet until she spends time with them

Once new man whose anger lost him everything he loved 
so sad to see him breaking everything he touched over and over again

If you go down to the river
while the moon is smiling bright
You'll catch them standing
one of them on either  side
attempting to hold back the tide

He worships her like the sun,
but he cant clear this haunting idea from his head
She loves him like a gun
cause shes pointing directly to the place where she bled

If she said if he goes through life forgetting everything hes taught
there's no point really in learning anything at all
she thought maybe he's just waiting round for spring

But he's the kinda fool who'll walk into the same brick wall
four times thinking somebodies bricked him in

He worships her like the sun
but he cant clear this haunting idea from his head
She loves him like a gun
cause shes pointing directly to the place where she bled

He worships her like the sun
but he cant clear this haunting idea from his head
She loves him like a gun
cause shes pointing directly to the place where she bled

Seth Lumsden / Bluedusksun / Lauder Collab ~ Gun

Lyrics by Harriet Törnqvist @harrieeet

Daddy:

Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh 

You were the love of my life
but it was just for a week
now you write songs about girls, but 
they're not me

Oh well your just like the rest
I'll find another one of you
you sing about being in love, but
I know that isn't true

You're walking down the street
with that big dick energy
and you look like you could be
my Daddy

They're others girls like me
and they'll see what I see
someone who could be 
their Daddy 

Daddy 3x

Oh oh oh oh oh 
Oh 

Last summer in your room
you waited for me since June
you talk to me when my boyfriends mean
maybe love felt too soon

I keep you in my sound-cloud
while you don't care what I say
You like the world where I don't exist so
you stay away

Oh 

Walking down the street
with that big dick energy
and you look like you could be
my Daddy

They're others girls like me
and they'll see what I see
someone who could be 
their Daddy 

Walking down the street
with that big dick energy
and you look like you could be
my Daddy

They're others girls like me
and they'll see what I see
someone who could be 
their Daddy 

Daddy 3x

Daddy (LOOKING FOR FEMALE SINGER COLLABORATION)

The Cover for May 2020, Incubus The Warmth ft: Dandelyin. 
Check her out here @dandelyinmusic. 



I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high-rise today
It's not a breeze cause it blows hard
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know
Watch the warmth blow away

So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench in spokes by
Leaving the air behind me clear?

So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

Before you grow old
Where did it go?
Where did it go?
Where did it go?
Where did it go?

Bluedusksun

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