SMITHEREENS

Die For You

i keep my mind set on the future
keep my heart set on the past
footsteps set in single file
and cops set somewhere off my ass
i keep my mind set on the future
keep my heart set on the past
footsteps set in single file
or somewhere off the beaten path

watching through an open doorway
i approached and said hello
forgot about the social norms
and winged it to see how it'd go
luckily your light heart melted
smiled and you laughed at my
attempt at being nonchalant
and held me til i said goodbye
and i knew from that very moment
yelled it to the lords above
the precise time that counted down
until i'd say i fell in love
since the very moment in our
gym class in a panicked fear
when you reached for my hand
to gesture "it's all right, calm down my dear"

i kept my mind set on the present
kept my heart set on your eyes
footsteps set in single file
but order's such a dumb disguise
i kept my mind set on the present
kept my heart safe in your hands
footsteps set in single file
loving you 'long as i can

as long i can

GROWING STUPID CRUSH

sorry for how bad this is, it was first take and i only just learned it by ear but hey i think it turned out pretty well

walter mitty and his makeshift orchestra - auntie earth cover

i think i love you
i think that i want you
i wanna be with you
i dont see a issue
yeah i miss your face i miss you
i miss you
i fall down to my knees
seeing visions all up in my head of you and me
this what we could be
i just need a chance
i just need some bands
substance in my fanta
paint him red like santa
endless void i can't stop falling
life a gamble all in
i need you more than my meds
wake up and i'm feeling dead
blacked out seeing red
and its all cus of you
tell me what do i do
all cus of you im fucked in my brain
go through this pain and you don't feel the same
i wanna change but you know i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(i'm tired) wanna change but i'm locked in this place
can you look me in my face and tell me imma be the one
girl you're not the one for me i know the shit you done
bae i think we done
why you acting dumb
playing with your thumbs
they bite my swag like it's gum
i think you should bite a gun
yeah felt this way for months
eat a bullet it's like lunch
when i look down i just wanna jump
feel it in my lungs
i just wanna jump
i just wanna (jump, jump)
i just wanna jump

insane (exo)

PROD @MENTAL

I DONT WANNA DIE CAN YOU HEAR ME CRY
THOUGHTS OF YOU AND HIM KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT
AND I THINK ITS MY FAULT I CANT DO IT RIGHT
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME I WANNA HEAR IT TWICE
CLOSE MY EYES ALL I SEE IS YOU
IF THIS LOVE IS TRUE IT MUST BE A FLUKE
MAKE ME INDIGO BABY TURN ME BLUE
PURPLE ON MY JEANS YOU WONT SEE THE TRUTH
FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL
I MIGHT FALL DOWN
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
I SEE YOU AROUND
AND ITS ALL THATS ON MY MIND
HELP ME FEEL ALRIGHT

IF I STAY AND IF I WAIT WILL YOU LOVE ME 
IF I PRAY AND RECIPROCATE WHEN YOU TOUCH ME
IF I CHANGE IN ANY WAY THAT YOU WANTED
IF I CAVE CAN I BE SOMBODY YOURE FOND OF
IF YOU HURT ME ILL FORGIVE AND FORGET IT
IF YOU CURSE ME ILL REGRET MY ACCEPTANCE
TRIED TO TURN ME TO DOLL CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS
EASY SWAYING ME IM SURE ILL REGRET IT
YEAH YEAH
I KEEP THROWING UP
YEAH ITS NEVER ENOUGH YEAH
IS IT HATE OR LOVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
I CANT FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

twice ft. mental

charlie kirk diss prod maple

this is an album about the fears and tremors that come with love, and the crisis of not knowing your own identity as yours.

enjoy.

fog & obscure

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i'm sorry for everything

Anthology

Worst Party Ever - Sub Bean Every Day

heyyyy i forgot about uploading my new album 
it came out august 23rd and it's been on spotify and bandcamp but i forgot soundcloud was a thing that i upload to sorry


enjoy 
- jordan

GROWING STUPID CRUSH

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