(Verse)
Love lies
You're love drunk off my eyes
All the pain goes away when I'm up high
I feel ashamed everyday that I'm up high
Repeat again numb my brain coz fuck life 
Ain't the same since the day that we cut ties
Look away from my face yet we locked eyes
Feeling pain once again I'm fucking hopeless
I'm 
Feeling these walls collide in my soul 
Ripping outta me every night
And It tries to take what I can't give  
But it will replace these feelings within
Let it replace it
Even if it is dangerous
Coz I just can't take it
So let me get wasted 
I said let me get wasted 
Coz I just can't take it
Even if it is dangerous
Even if it is dangerous

(Chorus)
Take me out my body (body)
Let me drift through space
Seduced by Molly (Molly)
She makes me feel this way
And I ain't met nobody (body)
That understands my brain
So Imma walk by my lonesome
Coz it's all the same 

(Verse)
Drift away let me fell the pace
We can bust it if we wanna, we can win the race
I can feel your pain, I can feel your shame
I can see you popping right now through your veins
Let me see you pop it right now in my face
Everybody looking at you anyway
Is it MDMA, is it cocaine
Doesn't matter coz we're getting faded either way
Like you're riding a wave your jaw sways
Stumbling straight to centre stage
The night awaits, light on my face
Sliding my hands down your waist
My arms they feel like outer space
My mind cant deal with all this space
Don't want the chase, just want the taste
Never gonna let a drip go to waste

(Chorus)
Take me out my body (body)
Let me drift through space
Seduced by Molly (Molly)
She makes me feel this way
And I ain't met nobody (body)
That understands my brain
So Imma walk by my lonesome
Coz it's all the same 

(Bridge)
Headaches whilst the room shakes
Come with me on your worst days 
Walk with me it ain't a mistake
Talk to me while your mind breaks
Faded off the pills, cold night chills, and the cheap thrills once again
I can't pretend, my mind is dead, it died in last December

(Chorus x2)
Take me out my body (body)
Let me drift through space
Seduced by Molly (Molly)
She makes me feel this way
And I ain't met nobody (body)
That understands my brain
So Imma walk by my lonesome
Coz it's all the same

Molly

(Chorus)
Get out my way, jump out my space
Speeding the race, don't give a fuck bout you lames
I'm switching lanes, I'm taking names 
Beating them, I'm coming up through the game 
Been faded for days, can't remember the days
You and me, since that baby I have changed
We are not one nor the same
We are not one nor the same
Get out my way, jump out my space
Speeding the race, don't give a fuck bout you lames
I'm switching lanes, I'm taking names 
Beating them, I'm coming up through the game 
Been faded for days, can't remember the days
You and me, since that baby I have changed
We are not one nor the same
We are not one nor the same

(Verse)
Ever since that day, I, been thinking only in grey
My mind can't take a lover
Cant take that pain, I'll turn away, I'll
Mould myself to another, find myself once again 
Can't let you block my senses, I must come to my own
I might have let you end this but this time is my own 
Now look into my soul, and tell if I'm alone 
I'm not, but you are, still, as cold as ever
Nobodies heather, just a standard heathen wearing sweaters. 
Wanna blend in, I know 
Wanna pop this? Fo sure
You never thought about it, just putting on a show 
When you laid there, and, took off your clothes, 
And told him you were all alone
Did it feel better
Do you feel better
Hope you remember me in the grey weather

(Chorus)
Get out my way, jump out my space
Speeding the race, don't give a fuck bout you lames
I'm switching lanes, I'm taking names 
Beating them, I'm coming up through the game 
Been faded for days, can't remember the days
You and me, since that baby I have changed
We are not one nor the same
We are not one nor the same
Get out my way, jump out my space
Speeding the race, don't give a fuck bout you lames
I'm switching lanes, I'm taking names 
Beating them, I'm coming up through the game 
Been faded for days, can't remember the days
You and me, since that baby I have changed
We are not one nor the same
We are not one nor the same

(Verse)
All love has a price to pay
Take away my time
And I'll take away your name
From my brain
Cause I can't stop playing
These scenes in my head
Rewind them again
It went around in circles
I'd never knew if I'd hurt you
So I'd hold my breath 
Till I'd fucking turn purple
Nicotine dreams, off the x 
Upset baby, hit the sesh
Ain't the one for me, you broke my head
And all parts of me, got me dead 
The Hidden messages throughout the sin city
I've been taking medicine just coz she never listened 
I'm imprisoned in my emotions 
Roll them up and dispose them
Never show them, that your broken
Hide it away, you're not coping 
Baby, lately, I've been thinking about suicide 
Doors on my ride, windows down head out screaming I'm alive 

(Outro)
I'm alive
I'm still alive
All this pain I
Hold inside my mind
Hold inside my mind 
Ain't enough to take me away
Release my pain to show you we're not the same

The Same

(Intro)
Ring around the rosey
Baby you got me lonely
Stuck in my head like always
I don't know where I'm going
So I try to recover my steps
Broken memories and all my regrets
Put that aside think with your chest 
Tell me even if it's under your breath

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

(Verse)
You don't know the real me, he's surpressed up in my dreams
I've been hurt too many times, and my mind has been deceived 
So now I overthink on life, and where I could have been
But you just take that off my mind, and give me seconds just to breathe
So inhale, exhale, I've been fucking up head girl
Getting off the substances thats fucking up my head girl 
Changing my perspective, and changing my direction
Whilst I'm stopping all my stressing, and I'm counting up my blessings ayy ayy
So do you feel the same
Are you stuck in your brain
Take a leap of faith
And we can see what will remain

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

(Verse)
You said you loved me
That I was enough 
So tell me why I'm here coughing blood all out of my lungs
I hear my name on the tip of your tongue
I lose my shame every sip from this drum
I can't feel no more I swear
Everything inhaled is less than air
Yet thicker than your braindead stare
You walk around like I'm not there
But here I am so hear my now
Don't run around hear my sound 
All over town, now turn around 
Thats the one you left for dead 
Name slandered in red
Never thought ahead
Mannequin playing dead

(Chorus)
Do you love me, or love me not
Coz lately baby I've been thinking that I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up
Yeah do you love me, or love me not 
Coz lately baby I've been thinking I'm not enough
Yeah I've been changing, getting back what I had lost
Yeah you don't know the real me, inside that I've had locked up

Love Me

(Chorus)
Lump in my throat, choked up
Roll up and smoke, numbing over
Anxiety riddled, when I'm sober
And I can't heal you're too close now
Too close to handle, too close to deal with
I'm giving advise to the person you're seeing
I'm my own worst demon
Can't stop this bleeding
Internal hatred
I made this

(Verse)
Song to remind me, of where I have been
It don't mean nothing, if I cant remember me
You push me and pull me
I wont ever see where Im supposed to be, and where you fit in with me
Bleeding out, I'm not breathing
Hold me down, I can't feel it
You walked away, you didnt mean it
And I dont care if you hear this
You fucked me round, you couldn't leave this town
You turned around, but baby I'm better now
I improved myself, while you slept around
Now go back to our room, and close the curtains now
Keep them closed, I don't wanna see
The shit you've been doing when you're without me
Is it true you keep smoking, until you are blue
Is it true you broke his heart, split up in two

(Chorus)
Lump in my throat, choked up
Roll up and smoke, numbing over
Anxiety riddled, when I'm sober
And I can't heal you're too close now
Too close to handle, too close to deal with
I'm giving advise to the person you're seeing
I'm my own worst demon
Can't stop this bleeding
Internal hatred
I made this

Too Close

(Chorus)
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
They will not make it

(Verse)
Vision fades to black, as I'm driving round the cauldersack
Barely feel my face, no idea where I'm placed
How did I get to this place, is it mistake or is it my fate
How long must I wait till I awake from my outer space
I snap back, pulled to the ground
Heart fast, need to slow down
Need to depress, need to let go of my stress, feeling too real for me now
Feeling the weight of me now
Pushing me down, chaining my chest
Try to arrest but you won't get the best
Waste my time, but I'm not chasing
My chaser however is filling forever, can't give up the feeling, needa feel my heart beating
Pumping hard and repeating. Forever my demons they keep me repeating.
These cycles can't be broken, my liver bleeds from the pains, the pains that I have chosen

(Chorus)
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
They will not make it

(Verse)
I see my life change around me
I feel like nothing will ground me 
Just let me take in my surroundings
I wanna let them astound me
And let my time sink in
Before I blink and it just goes missing
As I'm fading through time
Let me get ahold of my life
Before, I'll never, see it again
Feeling lost in this universe
Been disturbed, and though the fucking worst
Take my heart out my chest, and I'll watch you play with it
I'll take my brain out my head, so I can deal with it

(Bridge)
Coz my addictions got a hold on me
Baby I'm lost in these synthetic dreams 
And my soul keeps hurting
Everything keeps turning because

(Chorus)
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
My world is stuck in wrong rotations
These sedatives don't stop the aching
Love, sex, and dreams is what I'm craving
I feel relations start to fade yeah
They start to fade
They will not make it

Wrong Rotations

(Intro)
We've been here, we've waited
We've wanted more than before
We stand here, defeated
Is this our coup de grâce
We've fallen, we've lost it
Cant find our will to fight it
No longer we're surviving 
Is this our coup de grâce

(Chrous)
The voices, they're getting loud again
In my head, I've been smoking on them pounds again
And these feelings I've been drowning in
Am I out or in
Coz lately I've been doubting things 

(Verse)
Do you remember the last words you said to me
I dont, it's a blur just like a fucked up dream
Coz you left and I turned back to medicine
Lost in emotions and this hurt that's inside of me
Coz everything you did to me is now just setting me on fire
And I'm hating what's inside
And I'm hating all these lines
And I'm hating all the time in my mind where I rewind 
Think about the past 
And thinking how I've crashed into a wall
And it's all
Just built up
Coz now I'm taking 6 fuck
How can I keep this up
Struggling in my head feeling dead because I miss love
Baby I just miss us 
Or I just miss what
It felt like
Coz now I'm in a tunnel walking round with no light 
Smoking cones all night 
Waiting for the sunrise
Alright 
Coz life is so bland
Got me sitting in the sand
Thinking bout all the shit I used to motherfucking have

(Chrous)
The voices, they're getting loud again
In my head, I've been smoking on them pounds again
And these feelings I've been drowning in
Am I out or in
Coz lately I've been doubting things 

(Verse)
It took 9 months, 9 months of my life
To lose my mind, laying on my side
She said its my right, to tell my side
I said it's my time, to set it right
She left me waiting with anticipation
Sitting in holden waiting
Wrote it down she couldn't say it
Left me with my own frustrations
Think you're making revelations
You're just faking, always were
Nothing learnt, nothing ever meant more to her

(Verse - Freya Lani)
You miss love, you're gonna be okay 
Don't have to miss her, even when the sky turns grey 
You'll miss the feeling forever
Won't miss the person coz you're doing better 
Says she's Mrs independent 
Cept she's missing independence yeah
She keeps saying she's never felt better
But she's crying over your old sweater 
In secret, coz everything's a secret
Every kiss is you misleading him
In pictures you're in wonderland 
But I know him, you're in a wasteland 
In your stories he's all glory
But he's just a little boy in a man's body

Coup De Grace (feat. Freya Lani)

(Intro)
Welcome to Synthetic Dreams

(Verse)
Rolling and 
A-a-a-and smoking
You left me broken, with your motives
Hope your choking on your lies
Your eyes they hide your disguise
You were a drug and I, I cut all my supplies
Don't need no more highs, 
Especially when they're fake
You could not, even wait, to make the move away
My mind was a race between mistake or fate
Should have never stopped in your lonely town
I learnt the way that my heart pounds
The way it feels when you're not around
The breaths I take, the moves that I make
All to remove you from my page
I paved my way to a happier place
I paid my way, I made my play 
Your still lame but im okay
Never let myself, be burnt again

(Bridge)
Blue Milano

(Verse)
Mindset's changed
I been through pain
Still I stand strong
And wear, my scars across my face
My heart's been misplaced
Onto something I couldn't control
When feeling low I take it all
Numb everything that I am
And now I'm lost up inside my dreams
Synthetic love from these drugs making me believe
In the other me
The demon that's inside of me
Made from heartbreak, so when I rage 
I can't control a thing
Flipped my mind like a coin I've shown my other side
But inside I'm destroyed from my actions of another time
Like Dr Jekyll and my Mr Hyde
I cannot hide, my lack of pride through another high
But I've been changing, and rearranging
Take my statements that I'm reading off these pages
And frame them, like a timeline
To show the journey of the hurt behind my eyes

Behind My Eyes

Blue Milano 
A collaboration platform that's made up of two artists, where heartbreak and psychedelic music meet. Lost in Synthetic Dreams, but we will find a way out

YBR - https://soundcloud.com/yungboyred
Nosii - https://soundcloud.com/lilnosii

Blue Milano

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