Spell Slots/Spell Sluts

constantly feeling low, feeling out of place, no one even knows, want to hide my face
always in constant pain, i just want to die , reliving all my shame, wasting all my time
i am an endless bummer, i did this to my self, i am an endless bummer, ive made my own hell

Endless Bummer

Cover art by me. 
Wouldn't be where I am without Cowboy, he and his server introduced me to some incredible people. He even helped me pick the cover art for my first album, and listened to my demos when I was a nobody. I didn't know him for long, but I never had a bad experience with the guy.

Made this 2+ years and wrote the statement above then. I guess it never felt like the right time to release it.

Marcus Aurelius (13th Century Cowboy Cover, 2022)

Sleep In (FBF cover)

Death Wish (Instrumental)

Stagnation yet time treks forward
And im traveling through the water
And for gasps of air i feel
It latching onto my lungs
And soaking right into my blood
White out paint in the pondscum
Dead fish in the ocean
Motion it closer to freak you out


Sitting in the back of your parents car
Wishing to feel something else
Coming up slow and strong 
Listening to pink floyd and stuff
Staring out at the people
Walking by its so evil
Why are they all normal
And im a freak its so unequal

Everything is
Bouncing in my head

EVERYTHINGISBOUNCINGINMYHEAD

LYRICS: 

here she comes
that little town flirt
you're falling for her
and you're gonna get hurt
yeah I know it's so hard to resist
the temptation of her tender red lips
but you can get hurt, hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get hu-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt

here she comes
with that look in her eye
she plays around
with every guy that goes by
yeah I know she's gonna treat you wrong
so your heart just better be strong
cuz you can get hurt, hu-hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get HU-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt

i know how you feel
you think her love is real
you think this time she'll be sincere
but you think you've got a paper heart
when she starts to tear it apart
that's when she'll let you gooo

here she comes
just look at that style
she's looking at you
giving you that smile
yeah I know she's gonna treat you wrong
so your heart just better be strong
cuz you can get hurt hu-hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get hu-hu-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt
you better run and hide now boy
you better pass her by, now, yeah, boy
you better run and hide now, yeah, boy
YOU BETTER PASS HER BY.

Death Wish (Instrumental)

Blue Mire Choir

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