these are songs from my archive, circa: 2018 and 2020.

i got bored and was highly fixated on re-recording the tracks. 

yes, the feminine rage is palpable.

last train

i am walking away now
whats more selfless than all of my self doubt
third degree burns along my back
what i carry to make up for what i lack

i can bloom in solitude
might come easy inside this tiny room
bind me to the old beaten path
fear of losing what i don't even have

a new moon

Zebra

Del Paxton - "Ontario"

Lyrics :

Adolescent Assemblage

Adrift in life I can’t seem to find you
Anywhere
A drifting life a Distant title Sequence
Ends

But a new beginning finds it way to shorelines
Break the walls that separate
The spaces in-between the buildings
Taking chances on the alleyways dancing
Right under our noses
Will you be my Moses

What are you doing here again
You left your shoes by the door
I don’t know what you’re here for
But it can’t be good 
I don’t know whats aching
I can feel it shaking
This can’t be good
I’m an insomniac
Too high on expectations
I am always awake
but I blind myself from the situation

Mom says work harder
I’m trying my best
To not burst into tears
You can always talk to me she said
But I can’t 

I hope its not too late
To work things out
I hope I find the strength
To work things out
I hope we find the strength
To work things out

Adrift in life I can’t seem to find you
Anywhere
A drifting life a Distant title Sequence
Ends

Art by @Ca.soy

Adolescent Assemblage Demo

The Clouds

The sea is nothing but a dream
The water seems real deep
And I can’t swim

I don’t find anything fun
I just do shit for the hell of it
I wanna go on a fishing trip with you
I do I do, But sadly
We are confined to our city homes
I can’t even bike around the block
Without catching the attention of
The clouds

The days don’t seem to pass me
The years race to the finish line
Routine mundane a few words to describe
Our exhausting way of life
I fight the war that speaks of inner peace
But I gun down all the chances to 
fly around at ease, in the clouds

Art by @ca.soy

The Clouds

bitteraug2019
lyrics
sweetheart—
can’t say you’re bitter
thinking critically—rationally
to this irrational fear

when was it
that you’ve decided
to let this thing pass?
oh, alone again

honeybee—
can’t say it hurt
thinking metaphorically
to this poetry

when was it
that you’ve decided
our fun has ended?
oh, not again

*amAZING guiTAR soLO lol*

when was it
that you've decided
to let this thing pass?
oh, not again

when was it
that you've decided
to leave me alone?
again?
alone again
alone

03 Lemon Bitters

To contact us, enter the elevator.

Press the 4th floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
Press the 2nd floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
Press the 6th floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
Back to the 2nd floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
Press the 10th floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
Press the 5th floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.
If a woman enters the elevator at the fifth floor, DO NOT LOOK AT HER, DO NOT SPEAK AND DON'T TALK TO HER. That woman is not a human, if you do, she will decided to keep you for her own.
Press the 1st floor, Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning. The Elevator will either ascend or descend, if the elevator reaches the 1st floor, LEAVE AND DO NOT LOOK BACK.
If the elevator reaches the 10 floor, leave and do not respond to the woman if she asks "Where are you going?" or "What's wrong?". Her voice will be high when she asks that.
Do not proceed if someone enters the elevator or one of the players leave the elevator. If someone does that, start from the beginning.

happy together, but it's courtney loveless

Deep blue sea
took some time 
to complete
such design

Carefully
slow and light
placed beneath
auburn sky


Why would you even care if I would even do it
Why should I even care if you'd consider it
Why would you even care if things get complicated
Why should I even care if I won't tell you that

At their feet
standing tall
Tow'ring trees
cent'ries old

Gentle breeze
mighty storms
Roots grew deep
staying strong

I drew a map that leads to where I want us both to go
To a picture perfect paradise that our  hearts could only ever hope
We could gaze at all the stars at night if you let me I would hold 
I would hold you close
So close

Buffalo

Here's a conversation and a preview of a new song. Happy holidays

Love,

Senja

2000

Layag (Demo)

☽

hi, these are tracks from the present and past (when i was 15).

i'm no longer active, but feel free to listen.

x

last train

bluemoongirl

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