Holidays - raph

I’m still in love with you. 

We haven’t exchanged thoughts in…a while. Feels like days have escalated into years it seems. Even though you probably won’t see or hear this…how are you? Are you well? Have you met someone who’s soul matches yours?

I just woke up from one of those “real” dreams just now. Y’know the ones that almost feel like they happened in real life? The ones so vivid, your brain confuses it as a memory of some sort. Yeah, one of those dreams. It was one of those dreams you wake up from and think “Damn…but it felt so real!” …I hate those dreams. But I can’t help but love them too. 

Also, I… don’t think I’ve ever seen myself that happy before….it was actually quite the awkward experience. Then again, maybe it was just weird seeing us together.  Waking up, my heart has never felt so fragile and strong at the same time… it was interesting to dwell upon so I made this song to remember the feeling.

I remember reading that you can only know how much you truly love someone until they’re gone. It makes more and more sense now that I think about it. 

To me, falling in love is a lot like falling into a crack in the earth. As soon as you fall, you freak out but… at the same time you accept it. Before you know it, you’ve reached the bottom. It felt like you were gonna die but, surprisingly you survived. 

When you look up, theres a fine line of light representing who you used to be. Do you choose to stay? Or attempt at climbing back up?

Choosing the latter never felt so bittersweet. 
I hope your doing well, in my dreams we may meet. 
…maybe please. 

Goodnight.


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I’m still in love with you

Morceaux d'origine :
01. dfx - Capsule
02. DJG2G - Shape Of My Heart
03. TDJ - Raved 2 Death
04. Evil Grimace - J'attends la pluie
05. Mürder - La Révolte
06. Evil Grimace - A Demain

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INUTILE DE FUIR is the 1st compilation from the french hybrid-gabber label and collective CASUAL GABBERZ.

DOWNLOAD HERE: http://casualgabberzrecords.bandcamp.com/album/inutile-de-fuir

51 TRACKS / 42 ARTISTS 
Release date : February, 17 2017
Available on 2 CD+DVD / Collector-Pack / Digital

Mastered at La Villa www.villamastering.com

INUTILE DE FUIR

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EVIL GRIMACE - Pour Mes Gens

Meet her at the love parade

3 - HARDSHIP
produced by Le MELODiST
track from " LIGHTS " EP
https://soundcloud.com/lemelodist/sets/lights-ep-2019
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L'acceptation de ce qui est, de ce qu'on ne peut pas changer, un fait est juste un fait, et c'est l'ancrage le plus puissant de l'être dans le présent. Quand l'ego cesse, qu'humilité et acceptation commencent, alors amour, compassion et contemplation suivent leurs pas. Il faut parfois toute une vie pour y accéder. Certains vivent cela seulement au crépuscule de leur vie. D'autres y parviennent de leur vivant, dans leur quotidien. Plus ou moins souvent. Plus ou moins longtemps. Avec plus ou moins d'intensité. Ce n'est pas qu'une quête, mais bien un cheminement. Long et fastidieux, tant les sources de distractions et les épreuves sont nombreuses mais tout est là, déjà là, il suffit de tendre la main... FORCE.
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extraits audio de Arnaud Desjardins
https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arnaud_Desjardins

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FENRICK - Demon Whisper

Mes Larmes, first album of the frapcore legend Evil Grimace is available in digital and double LP vinyl.
https://casualgabberzrecords.bandcamp.com/album/mes-larmes

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