losing my mind

i still think i shouldn't say a thing to you 
because i still feel like its my fault 
i shouldnt have said a thing 

i still miss your smile 
and the way you would say my name 
i know that ill never get that back 

maybe i should just let you go

lol i wish i never said a thing

down so bad…

i still dream of you
even though i said i didn’t care  
about everything that ever happened
it still haunts me 
i feel so stupid 
im sorry i wasn’t enough 
i know i was a mess
but you said it was fine
i thought we would work something out
but you left me in the dark 
couldn’t find my way out
i don’t know how i thought i was fine
i never was
i never was fine
i never was fine 
ill never get over it
the stuff that you said 
im still upset 
ill never get over it
ill never get over it
ill never get over it 
i thought it was over 
i tried to stay sober just for you 
ill never get over 
ill never get over it
i tried to stay sober 
i tried to get over it 
but that never works out for me 
im not fine

i cant get over it, pt2 (demo)

why cant i go back to sleep? 
i cant take this im so tired 
of having the same dream

woke up scared 
woke up in fear that i might lose you 
and maybe one day i will 
woke up scared 
that one day i might lose you
and i might 
i might 

i think it’s time to say goodbye 
to say goodbye
i don’t know how to talk to you 
how do i talk to you about this?

i keep having the same dream over and over again (improv)

falling asleep 
with the thought that you’re gone

and I can’t believe 
i can’t sleep 

it’s ruining me 
i don’t know how 
i’ll ever be fine 

i don’t wanna live like this (i don’t wanna live) 

i don’t wanna live like this (i don’t wanna live) 

i don’t wanna live like this but i don’t know how 
not to 
how do i? 
how do i?

idkidc

i need you to stay 
with me 
stay with me
all night long
stay 
stay 
stay

stay (demo)

this time (demo)

i don't matter

i live by everything i say 
i’ll never know why i don’t feel that way 
i’ll never know why 
you changed the way that you hate yourself 
and the way that i- 
I want to be better, wanna be better 
I wanna change for you 
but ill never know why i don’t feel the same

change for you

why havent you called? 
ive been waiting for you say something back
do you even care? 
where have you been all this time? 
where have you been? 
cause ive been waiting for you
i havent heard anything from you...

will you just call me back?

do u even care

will i ever see

im so sick 
i dont think i could go any longer 
what do i do when i feel like this? 

i wanna sleep all day 
and never wake up 
never wake up
please will you help me? 
these thoughts wont leave my mind 
how do i deal with this? 
how do i? 

i just wanna die
i know its not right

bluevcat

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