Desire to scream about my bleeding through a whisper.
All eyes on me but I don't want them to be evil.
Turn on the beacon but made to cover it up.
Sound the alarm get told to turn it down.
I'd ask to hold me but I don't want to hear a sigh.
I'd ask you to be there but I'll obey and quietly die.

I have so much to say so much to bleed out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.
To frequent to say same things to get out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.

Close your mouth turn off qwerty sit down and nod courtly.
You say "Your mind is broke don't disturb me, compared to mine you're fine".
Give me a smile bat one out flog me hard go down south.
Burn it up drink it down breathe it in strike it out.

I have so much to say so much to bleed out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.
To frequent to say same things to get out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.
I have oceans of tears to release.
I'm tryin g to hold I'm trying to stand.
The same forecast I always warn about.
I want to shed light I want to be loud

Even if I could I certainly woulde never know if I should.
The mouth gets stuck of the brain locks up.
It's still there and I need to scream there is nothing it may seem.
It's still there grab my throat it's no kink just a locked load.

I have so much to say so much to bleed out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.
To frequent to say same things to get out.
Got to stay dark got to stay quiet.
I have oceans of tears to release.
I'm tryin g to hold I'm trying to stand.
The same forecast I always warn about.
I want to shed light I want to be loud

Tri Hard

Quietly

2nd song on 2023's demo/album "Tri Hard"

Lyrics :

I remember when I saw you I couldn't breathe
Unnatural yet so right
Never felt so warm inside and so full of life
Is there a spell on me

All my thoughts they corrupt and disguise
the perfection in front of me
I let go of the hand that held me
Unplugging my own life support

I thought I saw greener grass on the other side
I forgot I'm colour blind
I don't feel much anymore, but I hate to breathe
I miss when you made it I couldn't

Breathe

3rd song of 2023's demo/album "Tri Hard"

Lyrics: 
Lyrics : 

I know what I need but I'd rather what I want.
Choke my own throat while I run to what I crave
It moves through my veins infecting my brain
Lose it all to gain something I know it's insane

Holding my hand, embracing me
Assimilate with you, is it heresy?
Is it heresy?

Underneath the light you're a curse
I've had better and there will always be worse
I, I can't stand I just kneel and breathe
Absorb you all to chase a final glee

You've taken my life but I'll give you more
I'll always be back that's for sure
It hurts so much but I want you forever
Decaying while reaching for my poisioned pleasure

I never needed it but you're oh so tender
I never wanted it but then why did I surrender?
It hurts so much but no pain i remember
Dying while reaching for my poisioned pleasure

Poisoned Pleasure

Lyrics:

Connecting with a surreal entity
As far as I know, like the gods, it's empty
Flick the switch too much, the light burns out
Tried to brighten my safe place, it burnt down
All the emotions and memories weren't worth the costs
I'd rather to have never loved than loved and lost

Tri-Hard

Aromantic

Emotionally confused grungish musical didling

Blur Jacket