beat & vocals done by me

mixed by @menthol100s aka the new dj bonecrusher

i wanna slit his throat
and laugh my way home
i wanted you to know this
wanted you to notice
that i drew a heart with mine and his blood
can u tell the difference in the two
mine is filled with more love

laughing my way home

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

vocals & beat made by myself

i could probably think of better things to do
instead im gonna waste away inside my room
tell me to hold your hand and walk right through
instead i held ur hand and fell right through the floor

season after season

waste away in my room

beat & vocals done by me

i got instagram now & https://discord.gg/BQC7FJGP a discord server

lyrics:

i needa press rewind
i cant keep track of time (x2)

i cant go back in time

beat & vocals done by myself

jumping from the top of the roof
im looking back at you
back at you

jumping from the top of the roof

https://open.spotify.com/track/6tZ7eMBNm5oGo5JdL2G7ro?si=78e26d305be147a2

beat & vocals done by myself

i just want your lips
i just need ur pretty face
i just want your kiss
even thought itll taste like poison

i just want your kiss

beat & vocals done by me



lyrics:

you're so pretty
you're always inside my head
wish u were in my city
so i could cradle u in my arms 

instead

ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you instead

i'll be watching you

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

let me know your intentions

prod me

hes not a pedophile tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wishes you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

you're not the loser you say you are
ur not a fat jobless incel thats a bluff
and ur label fucking sucks
theyll use you for their stats and then run off

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friends gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck 

ur whole collectives fucking sucks
2 with talent and the rest are fucking buns
you might get what you wish for tho
you might get what you wish for tho

i can see your falling off
and it looks like ur not having any fun
ur best friend is gonna od on those drugs
and you dont give a single fuck

oh look stuyah snitched again
do you even have any real friends?
everyone wished you died to that truck
you arent lying yeah i know ur life fucking sucks

and you're not even the problem

you're so pathetic

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

prod me

why is she blocking the hallway?
guess i will never know
thought we could both go our own way
but it seems that you just
keep showing interest
stalking my pinterest
like all my photos after you said we were finished
whats wrong?
baby whats wrong?

why is she blocking the hallway

prod me

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)


i really tried to actually make you fucking happy
but this shitty feeling always tends make me trashy
and i realize everyone and you are just the same
so ill waterboard ur ass into a hydroplane

so

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)

surfs up

prod me

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

kill yourself stupid

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

god you fucking suck

prod me

the bus ride home
has never ever
felt so alone
i wanna go home
not where i am
just wherever you go
i dug me a hole
and now i cant get out
and its so cold
i feel so alone
and now the bus ride back
dont take me home

THERES THIS PRETTY GIRL
THATS RIDES THE BUS
ON MY WAY HOME
I GAVE HER THE WORLD
AND ALL SHE DID WAS BREAK MY BONES
IM TRIPPING
IM TRIPPING OVER YOU
I SAID IM TRIPPING
AND FALLING OVER YOU
IM FALLING OVER YOU

bus rides

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

https://open.spotify.com/track/4y4zrMZM2yVAXJp6IocFtC?si=4e7542e6ce464a5b

prod me

and i dont even really care
what you have to say
you ghost me everday
and everytime i talk to you
my face just turns blue
cause i forget the oxegyn

i dont care

prod me

tell my friends
how i miss them
my friends
how i miss them
again
how i miss them

tell my friends
how i miss her
again
how i miss her
again
how i miss her

puking w/ skeleton

prod me

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it
you gave me
your heart
to love
and once again ive fucked around
and ive broken it

stupid so stupid so stupid
so stupid im so dumb

stupid so stupid so stupid
how could i even love?

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

waste ur time

w/ the goats @odihu & @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later <3

prod me

lyrics:

me:

i wanna talk to you
but i dont have the guts
everytime i think of you
i just end up throwing up

oooo but its okay
because im cool
oooo but its okay
because im cool (x2)

odihu:

you got me crying
im crying on the floor
you said that you werent leaving first
oh how the tables turned
im so exhuasted from the way you treated me
and now ill pick my coffin so that i can rest in peace
thought i met my match but its just another whore
i cant get you off my mind so ill light up by the shore

jacko:

put on my shoes
and think what to do
cause for last 2 weeks
i only thought of you
i tried to walk right up
but i begin to say:

it seems you got it pieced together
and your life just looks better
and ive liked you for forever
its whatever
whatever
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
thats the life for me i guess

me & odihu:

you had me crying
im crying on the floor (its okay because im cool)
you said that you wont leave me first
oh how the tables turn (its okay because im cool)
thought i met my match
but its just another whore (its okay because im cool)
i cant get you off my mind
so ill light up by the shore (its okay because im cool)

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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