I’m truly sorry for your loss, Bob sounds like such a beautiful soul. This tribute to your guild leader and dear friend feels deeply meaningful and genuine. The music carries a sense of legacy and warmth, like a celebration of the countless moments he shared with all of you. Bob sounds like someone who made people feel truly seen, and that’s a rare kind of magic. The quiet observer (The mirror) reflected, “I see him smiling through this”, and it really stayed with me. Sending warmth to everyone who knew him, may we all strive to carry that same gentleness forward. Rest in peace, King Dragon 🐉💜

June 2025 - Part 7

afraid

SAVE YOURSELF

Composed & Produced by Val Akey.
Thank you for listening!

Release date: 29 April 2024

On The Path Of Adventures

"This seduction of sadness is a whisper dressed in velvet - it doesn't beg you to listen, it lures you in.

The "candy man" is not cute - he is danger wrapped in comfort
Even pain wears a scent - when it wants you back..
You were warned, but you opened the door anyway"

***
the candy seller is already here..
but..
he's just a part of your hell..

you know..-
he always comes back..
even if - it's not worth it..

when you meet him -

don't say hello..
don't say my - hello!..

yes.

all feelings have become a lie..

- tell me yourself, what to do? ..

you tried to be good
and got tired... - of living...

you left...
left nothing....

we are not braver together
here we are - nobody...
nobody...

result:

sounds like an echo - this emptiness..

be afraid I'm with you..
be afraid I'm with you..

you don't seek salvation -
you drag yourself along...

you hide... -
what's left in your dream...

and you lose everything..

changing places and names...
not experiencing pain -
you get stuck in it yourself..

and - you buy sweets!..

saying -
that all this is not about you!..

but...
the sweets seller is already nearby
and he is only a part of your hell..

he always comes back..
even when you don't need it..

and
how will you greet him

don't say hello!..

hello

***
продавец конфет - уже здесь..
но..
он лишь часть твоего ада..

знаешь..-
он всегда возвращается..
даже если -  не надо..


как встретишь его -

привет не передавай ..

мой -
 привет -
не передавай ..


да.

 все чувства стали ложью..

 - сам скажи как быть ..

ты пытался стать хорошим 
и устал... -

жить...


нам 
ты ...
 не оставил... ничего....

мы -  не смелее вместе 
вот мы и - никто...
никто...
итог..

и звучит эхо - этой пустотой..

бойся я с тобой..
бойся я с тобой..

ты спасения... не ищешь -
тянешь за собой...
за собой...
скрываешь... -
что  осталось в твоём сне...
и всё теряешь..
всё теряешь..

 места и имена меняешь ...
 не пройдя  через боль
 сам в ней застреваешь..
и - покупаешь ..  

говоря -  
что это всё не про тебя..

но...
продавец конфет уже рядом
и он лишь часть твоего ада..

он всегда возвращается..
даже когда не надо ..

и
как  встретишь  его 
 привет не передавай ..

мой - 
привет не передавай ..

хай хх-хай
хаи-хай

I see red shifting,
black and blue.
Long past broken,
point of view.
Back blast tears open,
fatal wounds.
Ground floor shaking,
fix resumed.

Yeahhh,
Come undone.

I see me shaking,
frail and crude.
One voice laughing,
rest are groomed.
Act fast no wasting,
time or food.
Fall back thinking,
pain removed.

Yeahhh,
Come undone.

Ohh,
One more run.

Close your eyes now.
Pearl your mother's view.

Close your eyes now.
Crush your father's hope for you.

La la la

Absent Light

THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND

Blood & Dust delivers five relentless tracks forged in red clay and raised on pain. Driven by swamp-blues riffing, deep-pocket grooves, and a fusion of jazz-rock chaos with Southern defiance, this EP is the raw nerve of The Blackwood Chronicles. Welding grit, grief, and grit again, it’s the sound of standing alone — knife in the stump, blood on the strings, and dust in your lungs. No mercy. No polish. Just truth.



I'm the Price that Pain has Paid

Available on all platforms

https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/album/29OCS0FGtOB05wkXc3PPUS
https://www.deezer.com/fr/album/794089511
https://music.apple.com/fr/album/virus/1828980785
https://music.amazon.fr/albums/B0FK5RR21H
https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mcXAfBZ8E46DGfUvyBSpvTs9eCMxIzODo
https://arthelion.bandcamp.com/album/virus-2

Lyrics :
My life, this unfortunate life
Waiting for freedom
I hope it will come soon

My heart, this unbreakable heart
Remains locked alone
How long, there’s no clue

Will I live eternal life ? 
Is it worth to stay that long ? 
If I stay here all alone
I might not get through

They injected me that stuff
Some new chemical
They said it would make me tough
Invincible

Solution to cure the world
Of that deadly virus

It’s in my blood
I cannot die
Since antibodies grew
I’m facing the eternal life
Fearing this nightmare comes true

Since then i don’t sleep at night
My blood is boiling
Keeping on fighting something
Invisible

 
Now there is no turning back
Condemned to live forever

It’s in my blood
I cannot die
Since antibodies grew
I’m facing the eternal life
Fearing this nightmare

If I stay waiting freedom forever (forever, forever…)
I will soon turn into devil's daughter

It’s in my blood
I cannot die
Since antibodies grew
I’m facing the eternal life
Fearing this nightmare

It’s in my blood
I cannot die (cannot die)
Since antibodies grew
I’m facing the eternal life (cannot die)
Fearing this nightmare comes true

The Ultimate Cure (2025 version)

Egos on fire
Despots for hire
The temptation to look and listen
The arrogance that glistens
The illusional friction
A society in competition
Shadowing the majority’s position
Abolition
Of the compassion
Presenting a false superstition

DESPOTS FOR HIRE


Update: Video has been completed. https://www.facebook.com/share/v/19fPHdntPD/ or https://youtu.be/1MpVg37fUeI?si=ssOrXLJzUsrRlslE.

Another loss has shaken our family, this time claiming a man we cherished as a dear friend: our guild leader, King Dragon, also known as Bob Seward. He was the heart and soul of our online gaming community, leading us through countless adventures over the years. Bob had a kind spirit and brightened our mornings with his cheerful “good morning” messages, often delivered with an animation of Donald Duck.

Many of us followed him through multiple games, drawn not just by his leadership but by his exceptional ability to listen. Unlike so many well-meaning individuals, Bob never offered thoughtless or hurtful words during our times of grief. He was one of the most nonjudgmental people we’ve ever known, always ready to lend an ear despite his own struggles.

His passing has left a significant void, especially as we navigate through so many other losses. Bob profoundly influenced our entire guild, particularly those fortunate enough to share their thoughts with him. In an era where “push-it-down-your-throat” leadership seems prevalent, he stood out as a leader who embodied patience, understanding, and kindness.

Here’s to Bob, our King Dragon. May we all strive to emulate his spirit. Rest in peace.

King Dragon Legacy

Tracklist:

1. I Had This Thing (Sebastien Remix) - Röyksöpp feat. Jaimie Irrepressible
2. Satellite Girl - Lee Burridge
3. Here She Comes Again (DJ Antonio Remix) - Röyksöpp feat. Jaimie Irrepressible
4. Look Out (Juliet Fox Remix) - Moonbootica & Ante Perry
5. Because You Move Me - Tinlicker & Helsloot
6. Metris (Solee Remix) - Oliver Schories
7. Fingerprint - Lane 8
8. Cola (Franky Ricardo Remix) - Camelphat & Elderbrook
9. The Space Between Us- Dominik Eulberg & Gabriel Ananda
10. Sky Shines - Ramiro Drisdale
11. The End - Budakid
12. Everything You've Done Before (Dixon Remix) - Mano Le Tough
13. Cape of Good Hope - Dirty Doering 
14. Homecoming - Guy Mantzur
15. LGD - Tiga
16. Aroma - Roy Rosenfeld, Guy J
17. Secrets - Sascha Braemer feat. MLND
18. Sixth Sense - Sascha Braemer
19. Humans - Moonbootica feat. Jack Beauregard


Witch Eyes

New remix of Chris Isaak's classic Wicked Game by Venturam.

Feel free to chuck a like, comment or repost, possibly a follow. 

Enjoy!

Chris Isaak - Wicked Game (Venturam Remix)

This song sings of love and dreams while listening to the voice of the heart in order to release pain and sadness.

This song is a mix of dark parts about trying to get out of the darkness and positive parts about wanting to convey one's inner voice.

This is an original track.
I recorded the guitar, bass, piano and drums myself.Some elements like certain string parts, ambient sounds, and subtle adjustments were programmed using MIDI — although some of the string sounds were also played and recorded using an electric piano.
This track features vocals by Koharu Rikka (小春六花) using Synthesizer V.

Voice of Heart

About Me
Hi, I’m Krissie 💜 I have high functioning autism, which I proudly call a gift, though sometimes it drags me into beautifully bonkers territory. I played saxophone for over ten years (seriously, I could wail).. until I got ill and my arms went on strike. But music? It stuck around. So now I do what I can, I write, engineer, and produce my own songs, shaping them with whatever magic I’ve got left, plus a few emotional plot twists. I mostly post them here on SoundCloud because, let’s be real, this place is easier to manage than the rest of the digital circus.

Since joining, I’ve met some incredible, like minded humans, some aliens too I'm pretty sure. If you want to be friends, yay! Come say hi, I don’t bite unless provoked 🐍 Just please don’t offer to promote me or “grow my following.” This isn’t a career move, it’s not business, this is soul work, glitter therapy, a creative outlet with mood swings. I’m here for the music, the honesty, the connections that don’t feel like marketing.

PSA: I’m a little insane. Hahaha. But in a “lost my sock under the bridge of my own song” kind of way. 🎶🧦💫

To the SoundCloud community, thank you 💜

All my life, I’ve had to hide who and what I am. I’ve never been what the world calls “normal.” As I say in 'I Don’t Write Songs "I Survive"', my brain just isn’t wired the way it should be. I’ve been called weird, not right in the head, bonkers, even crazy. So I learned to mask, to shrink, to pretend. But here.. here, I get to breathe. To be.

And it’s not just the music. It’s the comments, the replies, the strange and sparkling conversations where I finally feel like I don’t have to filter myself. I can be full volume, full chaos, full heart, and somehow, that’s not just accepted, it’s welcomed.

You beautiful humans (and possibly aliens) have given me something I never thought I’d find, a place to be fully myself. To speak how I feel, to show what I see, and to turn it all into sound and words without shame. The way you’ve welcomed me, supported me, seen me, there are no words. (Yes, I know. Me. The Queen of Words. Speechless. Don’t get used to it.)

My heart is so full of love and gratitude, I’m honestly surprised it hasn’t burst into glitter. Thank you. All of you. From the very bottom of my shoelaces 🖤🎶🧦

PS: I think I may have reached my final form. Please advise the fridge accordingly. 🧃🌀👽

I am a music creator whose life experiences resonate deeply through my music. Follow my story on Facebook. Album coming in 2025.

King Dragon Legacy

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