let's interlock our fingers,
before we both lose interest.

i know i say i hate you, but this
feeling always lingers.

linger

reason

i'm 20 now. i think i'm grown.
i need to run away from home.
i wasted time hurting so many people
that i needed in my life. 

cause i write a verse, hoping it heals me.
maybe i'm cursed, cause you know the real me:
i'm never happy with outcome of my tracks.
and i wish i could fix that.

but idk how to fix anything, otherwise you'd
call me back. i want you back. i hate the fact
that we don't talk no more.

i'm 20 now. i think i'm grown.
i need to run away from home.
i wasted time hurting so many people
that i needed in my life.

(i need another way to grow).

( i need to find out how to heal).

i had to go. had to runaway. had to heal.
couldn't show anybody how i feel

i had to go. everyone was in my way.
they were foes. didn't wanna stay.

i finally found a way to fix everything that was broken.
i really wanted love, i really wanted it to soak in.
i know i shouldn't drown myself because i'll end up floating.
i know i shouldn't say it but i think i'm finally coping.

(really miss my friends. runaway, why would
 i runaway from them? hope i see them soon).

2410

i bought a bag last month,
packed my stuff,
ran away and found myself.
found someone.

i don't wanna clown myself.
mental health's fallen
and i can't be helped.

will somebody pick me up?

i bought a bag

innocence

guts

oh dear

missyou

it's so hot, i've been meltin' out here.
i'm made out of plastic out here.
you touch down in the base of my fears.
houston--can you hear?

and we both had to harness our pain.
close it and hope it decays.

oh inhale, i'm up and away
(i'm up and away).

miss my friends

fboy

keepurheadup

water

world eater

downtown

if i fall asleep,
will somebody please wake me up?

running from shadows,
afraid of the dark.

playing the victim
while i fall apart.

asleep

turn away.
only see you during certain days
and you turn away.

be content.
i've got everything i need within,
but i'm still seeking.

be content

repair, by lil peep (blvi remix)

2020

all i need

black tee, black pants, and a pair of 1s.
can't leave my room until my hair is done.
misplaced my phone. don't know where it's gone.
no one to call. guess i'm better off (without it).

i don't need it. everybody thinks that i'm conceited.
i don't believe it. i feel so cheated.
don't send a message cuz i won't receive it.

will i get the money in my bank account?
cuz i don't wanna keep going without.
i don't wanna scream or shout, but i was promised last week.
what was that about?

gotta stay back, gotta face facts, gotta make racks.
gotta make back everything i lost and more.

gotta make tracks, gotta playback, gotta phase this, gotta change that.

i don't wanna talk no more.

blvi

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