produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

produced by mino & xora

[blxty]
whatcha know bout’ me
you don’t know a thing
sorry i missed your call
i did not hear the ring
think i fell in love
imma buy her a ring
and if she tell me no
i know it’s gonna sting

you know that i’m cruisin’
i know that you’re losing
and you try to smile, there’s no one you’re fooling
imma put my two in, imma cave the roof in.
oh oh oh oh
i’m like baby how the hell you move like that
and she think i’m gonna cheat i don’t move like that
imma be right back, imma go get a snack
imma go get a rack and then spend it at saks
or neiman’s it depends
walk into the place buy a belt with my twin
i do not offer i go for the bin
hop in the wraith yes i’m speeding again

[mental]
hop in that wraith
stare when i walk in the place
she keep on running up all of my plays
can’t get attached they love walking away
but i want you to stay
want you to wait
think about memories that we could make
they wanna copy, i can’t be replaced
they talk a lot ‘til they all get erased
they talk a lot i’m like stop it, want it i cop it
everyone looking at me
but i’m only looking at you i’m astounded girl
i think that we’re meant to be
want you to tell me the truth about all of your feelings
and that’s all i need to believe
it’s you and me, together forever
i promise that we could be something unique
i swear to god…

[blxty]
you don’t know bout’ me
you don’t know a thing
imma buy her a ring
i just know it’s gonna sting
and i hope you see
what i see in you
and i hope you see
see us as a thing

my reason +mental

produced by april21, silver & methboiswag

[blxty]
whatchu you want baby girl what’s the deal
you want a lavish life well i can make it real
saw my life flash in a second like a reel
there’s always something that she gotta steal

like she stole my heart
like she stole my sweater
thought i could feel better
maybe not it’s just the weather
and y’all just want good music
i don’t work well under pressure
when i talk to my family and friends
i feel just like a pester

maybe i’m a bug they can’t get rid of
maybe i just need to go and figure out my mental
gonna cut everyone except for her and mental
so much anger balling up i need to pick up the pencil
they just copy they stencil
my girl knows that i’m gentle
i could never lay a finger on her even consensual
she knows that i’m gentle
she knows that i’m gentle
she knows that i’m gentle
she knows that i’m gentle

[mental]
just like usb i think that we’re connected
i was trying but there’s no way i can exit
you don’t mean it so i don’t know why you said it
all this pain inside it’s so hard to express it
but i’ll try to open up just like a present
i hate everybody you’re the one exception
every day is bad so i expect it
open up my phone i’m sending you a message

[blxty]
whatchu you want baby girl what’s the deal
you want a lavish life well i can make it real
saw my life flash in a second like a reel
there’s always something that she gotta steal

like she stole my heart
like she stole my sweater
thought i could feel better
maybe not it’s just the weather
and y’all just want good music
i don’t work well under pressure
when i talk to my family and friends
i feel just like a pester

gentle +mental

produced by odel & jolst

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

i can’t even see right now messed up
something in my heads telling me to shut up
tired of this pressure imma do what i want
go where i want
get what i want

ugh want ugh
i just want you
want- one two
watchu want
wanna do
i just want something new
something cool
something rational
i’m the bad guy
say that shit so casual

[mental]
bad guy i’m a terrible person
try to help me i don’t feel like it’s working
make a new song ‘cause it’s hurting
passed out i still feel like a burden
talk out loud no one heard it
look at old wounds they still feel like they’re current
what’s it like thinking you’re perfect?
i’d never relate all i’ve felt like is worthless
felt like is garbage, it’s been the hardest
they don’t relate to my words but they heart it
faking a smile but my heart’s staying guarded
like i’m joeyy i think that i’m ‘bout to go
put on a shirt sing a song ‘til i feel okay
i wish that i’d never feel that way
love songs heart breaks that’s just fate
something’s wrong i’m out of place

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

awful 2 +mental

produced by yugen

[mental]
i spend a band make it back
but she still broke my heart in half
and i’d never do you like that
i was in love but i feel like i’m trapped
got some ideas they’re bad (yeah they’re bad)
and this whip go too fast
push on the gas and i might crash
i’ll crash again
yeah i trusted them stab my back again
they just act like friends
i feel bad for it, but i envy them

[blxty]
and i think about you so much
got a hole that’s in my heart
i can’t take it oh my god
this whole year was a step back
one text and i might crash
don’t take shit i fight back
so much weight all on my back

and the pressure is all on my shoulder
when i thought you were cold you got colder
imma turn that boy to a folder
i’m fresh as the fuck i look hard as a boulder
i’m fancy as fuck like i’m wearing a bowler
i gotta keep my composure
hop in the srt or the rover
get the the green yeah i get to the clovers

[mental]
i spend a band make it back
but she still broke my heart in half
and i’d never do you like that
i was in love but i feel like i’m trapped
got some ideas they’re bad (yeah they’re bad)
and this whip go too fast
push on the gas and i might crash
i’ll crash again
yeah i trusted them stab my back again
they just act like friends
i feel bad for it, but i envy them

crash +mental

produced by lilac

[mental]
you should follow your heart
i should follow my dreams
take a shot in the dark
now you’re following me
it’s not easy to try
but i’ll always believe
‘til the day that i die
hope you’re proud of me

i lay awake in the sun
at least i know that i helped you grow
together it was just us
things changed in ways i could never know
i miss the way that we loved
i miss the person i was before
i miss the warmth of your touch
i hope you know that i love you more

[blxty]
i’m maybe selfish
i can’t help it
rip my heart to pieces
you try to help me
but i’m helpless
sorry girl i’m speechless
said you don’t want me no more
girl you make me so sore
you got me passed on the floor
crying asking for more

warmth +mental

produced by powerdoll

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

[mental]
i hate all these memories
don’t wanna relive what i felt
and if you’re my remedy
then baby why can’t i tell?
tell
baby why can’t i tell?
tell
notice your fragrance, i can’t complain
it’s nothing too bad but it hurts when you say it
love me or not, i don’t know what i’m taking
if i forgot, would you care to explain it?
don’t be mad when i fall
take me wherever you want
give my trust, hold your arms
i can’t bear to be a(lone)
sacrifice
in the end we’ll all be by the fire
won’t you stay and just wait for a while
promise that i’ll give you my smile
is it not enough?
is it not that special?
thought i had your trust
do you not remember

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

sacrifice +mental

produced by mental

[mental]
tell me i’m fine
cause i don’t know if i’m still alive
told myself that i would follow my dreams
‘cause i don’t think that they would care if i died
i told them it’s getting harder to try
there’s no point i feel like this all the time
i can’t see through all the tears that i cry
but i don’t care, i’ll just pretend it’s a smile

so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

[blxty]
and i don’t think i could ever hurt you
love or not baby this is not a virtue
and back to my normal life that i revert to
i revert to, to someone that can hurt you

every second i’m a bother
i think i should just go cut you off
why do i even bother
i know you don’t even care at all
situations kinda crazy
bang my head straight through the wall
so i should probably just let it go

[mental]
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

letting go +blxty

produced by taylor morgan & jolst

[mental]
i think that i messed up bad this time
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind
even if i tried it won’t go right
i told her i hate the thought of silence
afraid of life
but i’m forced to embrace that side
yeah it hurts like you break my spine
watch it fade into black i’m fine

can you pick me up?
tell me lies again
i think i’m giving up
i’ll be there in a bit
i’m good with what i’ve got
i know it’ll never stop
you put the pain inside my brain so i just let it rot
but that’s okay it’s just some feelings that i get a lot
you make me have the worst thoughts that i’ve ever thought
and you knew the whole time that it’s never gone
it don’t mean i’m better off

[blxty]
i got scars
i can’t hide anymore
i messed up
calling you mi amor
and i’m done all your comments make me so sick
how much more can i cry until you notice me, me
why can't you see, see
you’re all i need, ne- ugh
so come to me so i can feel complete

ur fault +blxty

produced by mental
featuring @summerbabe2007

[uchu nekoko]
その涙の意味と理由さえ解らずに / 君の姿を時計の針は見つめ続けた

[mental]
i can feel my heart race when we talk
want your heart, but you’re keeping it on lock
love it when we’re close, hate when we’re apart
cause i fell in love, fell in love too hard
but it’s fine if we take it slow
love your warmth but i hate the cold
broken heart but you made it whole
broken heart but you made it whole

[blxty]
i just wanna love you but it feels wrong
gotta keep it in my heart gotta stay strong
gotta stay up even when i’m feeling down
don’t wanna see you with a frown
live my life like a dlc
everywhere i walk they wanna be like me
put it on my life girl you’re so mean
…you’re so…

[uchu nekoko]:
always with you, always with you
picture of you

my reason +mental

blxty

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