performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

@y4ndere its so hard to act like im over this.. .

leave treesha alone 
cracked iphones 
skeleton keys in my pockets keep me cold
bitch u fuckin w thA best 
lil nat u shldvekn2wnn 
i ain never going back
i ain never coming home

had2 do this on my own
whatever 
on 10 rocking rick wit the leather 
do it better 
claiming tht u loved me back
bitch did u ever? 

left alone 
focused on the bag 
u were focused on a hoe
running for that treesh 
i put my girl on a leash
he gun have to hit a lick 
if he trna cop a feat

ur whole team dirt
bitch yall all dust 
ineed syrup wit  the sprite 
lil shawty thts a must 
let me put up every wall 
kno theres no one i can trust 
think about you every fall 
silver armor starts to rust yaaaaAhh

u  take me 
to my worst nightmares 
u brought out every worst attribute
u love him and it’s just not fair
every voice in my head 
says to strangle u

i needed time to find myself 
but each step i took led me back to u
she hates me 
n im not feeling well
u never cared 
r u scared

music video

she hate me lol @y4ndere

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

cuts ⸝⸝⸝> ★ Prod Yandere

red panda red panda
imma need all the apples like red panda
sit down when i stand up just like red panda
put my hands in the air like a red panda
yeah i swear im sensing something
spend this all on nothing
imma need my apples
or i'm feeling grumpy
wrap him up like a dumpling
feel my heart it's thumping
my beats they be bumping
i'm up like i'm jumping
i'm up like i'm jumping for real
if i did you how you did me
how would you feel like for real
then don't do me wrong
i been with my bros like a red panda
what da hell you on
i got new margiela on
i don't think we'll be here long
red panda red panda
i was in la with delta sipping on some fanta
chillin with sandy and rana trip down to atlanta
they want handouts like im santa
i can't hangout with a random
tell mental lets go lets go
hit up eli hit up keith i hit up all my bros
we're all red pandas throw our hands up
jumping at the show
i'm like a seed if i drink water then i'm gonna grow
like is this thing on
he can't be like me
he can't be what i'm on
he be hating over twitter but he sing my songs
i'm seeing rojo like red panda might do something wrong

red panda (blxty exo rochambeau)

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

for a kiss

gravity

art by oddy

tell me what u wanna know
write in my notes
cant use my words i just choke
they wanna see me go
i wanna see you glow
taking your pic like vogue
you know i love you the most
i love you the most
i love you the most
i love you the most
i love you the most
that's just what i do
can i take you out for food
the bills on me
we can go to the mall
have a shopping spree
you can have my heart
you can have the key
im on the roof
i got a cake,
split it in two
i buy prada buy you jimmy choo
i cant talk to you without going coo
i cant talk to you without going crazy
i buy you roses i get you daisies
lets just stay home im feeling lazy
i just feel happy to call you my baby
im thinking about you
when i wake up think about you
go to store think about you
think of cats think of you
i wanna be with you
made a song thinking of you
tell me what do i do
get a notif i hope its you
feel bad when im not with you
i gave you my heart
can you just take care of it
dont know where to start
do you see how unfair this is
ive done this before
ive done it all and you know
im feeling butterflies in my core
and i can tell you all of my lore
i wish you took my word
i do not care if i hurt (i love you)
i sing to you like a bird (i love you)
girl i give you my all
i give you my all
i give you my
i give you my all
i give you my

think abt u (ero n9ck)

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

uh oh! [DEMO] (pitched up)

# heureux d'être moi-même

так тяжело почувствовать себя живым
так тяжело почувствовать себя живым

начал всё сначала — мои деньги стали выше
братья всегда рядом, но у каждого свой vision
должен делать больше, но зачем мне эти числа
всегда хотел выше, но не знал, куда стремиться
парень, мы в европе — отключаю свою симку
я нашёл бассейн, исцелился в нём на крыше
вспомнил про себя и открылся снова миру
покажи лицо и забытые инстинкты
если мы в команде — значит, брат, то мы едины
готов сделать деньги — это over season mission
мы влетали в клубы, но никто это не слышал
покажи себя — я забыл хай драги пилсы
покажи себя — мне плевать на твои мысли
покажи себя — мне плевать на твои пилсы
покажи себя — докажи свои инстинкты
докажу себя — я забыл как править миром

think abt u (ero n9ck)

blxty

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