in my head i made it right
in my head im stayin high
way too gone i 4get all my lines
4get everything im goin blind
makin up for wastin all the time
i been runnin outta mine
i been countin down the time
in the mirror read my mind
think im on the other side

i keep pushing like a mime
nothing working out inside
how im high as hell but stuck in a rut
change my feelings change it up for a month
always healing myself now i know why
how im supposed to be?
emotionally im cold
aint how it supposed to be
got it all myself
aint no one close to me
get me out this hell
like who im supposed to be
dunno who else
im in the middle of this hell
i been dancin on a shelf
in a mini carousel
lose those feelings just as well
stuck in silence stuck in hell

fuck stayin sober
only thing that give me peace
i been high as hell i been makin heat
i been listenin to yeat
need margielas on my feet
need start listenin to me
lose my self and my esteem
yeah it never helps if it dont sting
can u find the out if u cant see
cuz i been findin out im me

hiiiiie [prod. Kia Tui]

stuck inside my head im omw out
i dont wanna talk i wanna fade out
dunno what u said i try to make out
i dont wanna talk im omw dwn
omw dwn now my head is fussin
i dont wanna talk unless my lips r buzzin
i been high as hell stuck up on a mountain
omw dwn think i need more oxygen
need more oxygen
hate the way my head is
everything i said is
stupid i regret it
everyone around me im indebted
drowin in da deep end
hate the way i depennnnd on
on u x4
ive been
no use no use
i lose i lose my friends

no one else to blame but myself tho
i been fallin apart just like domino
i been high as shit where my body go
i dont know myself bitch i wanna knoooow
why im toxic
keep my head inside a box i keep it locked its
better off cuz there aint no better option
when i fall apart im comin dwn like comet

stuck inside my head im omw out
i dont wanna talk i wanna fade out
dunno what u said i try to make out
i dont wanna talk im omw dwn
omw dwn now my head is fussin
i dont wanna talk unless my lips r buzzin
i been high as hell stuck up on a mountain
omw dwn think i need more oxygen
need more oxygen
hate the way my head is
everything i said is
stupid i regret it
everyone around me im indebted
drowin in da deep end
hate the way i depennnnd on
on u x4
ive been
no use no use
i lose my head

omwdwn [prod. internet joe]

all this talkin made my mind hurt
smokin way too long gone
mind is feelin raw
where we last left off from? (its not helpin me)
i cant sober up
addictive racing thoughts run 
getting harder to brush off
notice ive been off
beaten up by all these racing thoughts
im not one to change ill still feel it if i want it
too much in my brain how come i still feel forgotten?
i got so much shit to say
i dont think theyll listen
i just gotta hurt sometimes
i sit back i doze off
drink too much can i sober up?
stuck inside a loop its like a relapse
all the things i want will never work out in the end
even getting sober thats a mother fucking dead end
ive been lookin forward to this high
all day ive been lookin for the answer
she gon promenade i call her my favorite dancer
sippin lemonade i feel great whats the answer
why im always lyin to myself im a failure
never figured out
whats my mind up all about
im not speakin for the clout
tryna get my mind from drownin again

Racingthoughts //vent [prod. jxssx]

why my heart keep beatin?
why this feelin always fleetin?
ask me if im dead i just wanna be alone now
in my head i keep feedin
i cant believe i ended up like this

trapped in a loop
please cut me off
i been turned up
cant turn me off 
fall into the bottle one time let it off
one time baby let it fall away
i keep hidin in the deep end
hard to breathe
when u never had a reason
feelin way too up every night has been the weekend
ion wan talk about us i know evil keep deceivin me

honesty is not the reason we
never worked out in the long run
i been on the wrong ones
feelin dumber cuz i cannot think
and i wonder what my nightmares think
and they ask me if it matters
assumin that it matters
wonderin how i feel a thing
i keep prayin that i feel that thing
cuz at night i know im feelin way too 
far away
i keep hidin in the deep end
callin me
i just need another reason
wanna talk to god know im closer to the demons
i been feelin stuck but its harder when im feelin me
mental broke not consistently
i been feelin rly bad i dont wanna be a let down
at the top i know the ceilin caved
know its harder when u feel that way
when u feel that pain
hope my eyes are gray
i been feelin shame every type of way
i just wanna feel my pain not from distance
sick of being vague hit a vein now its instant

loopin prod. shinju

IGnorin [prod. coda + tgwog]

im done with this hell come n fix it
tryd to get up out my body now theres too much distance
broken heart it fuel my hobby
i need guidance callin navi
passiveness a bitch then are u actin gifted?

punch in like a piston
my ink dont ever blot
i feel double like my vision
too much drank im feelin sloshed
im so clumsy with decisions
i cant ever tie a knot
baby u just like my best friend
bet no one gon take her spot
how im sposed to feel me?
numb until my head give up
my shoulder kinda chilly
confessin bout my problems
it might come n kill me
u call that a problem
its a ending to this feelin
lay that shit to rest
after that ill get my best sleep
play that shit like chess
i been thinkin way ahead of me
they keep fishin they too deadly
bobbin off the stress
cant let it get the best of me

im done with this hell come n fix it
tryd to get up out my body now theres too much distance
broken heart it fuel my hobby
i need guidance callin navi
passiveness a bitch then are u actin gifted?

im still actin pissed since 
i been on the brink
lose ya soul u lose yo mission
guide me to the plank
think we deeper keep on wishin
i feed em to the fishes
these bitches lower rank
they all got stank
and im indifferent
message to the fakes
cant u say it to me is there smth on my face?
test it just like rudy theres a movie in my brain
gotta keep it movin all my energy at stake

Wanted [prod. Basinthehat]

all my life
swear that i was waitin for it
never wanna fight
if u right then we would work it out
give u all my time
swear that its alright
things u say are on my mind
keep on thinkin how to figure out
theres been things that have been takin me
way too long to face in me
wish i had the time to figure out that i had
all my life
swear that its alright
things u say are on my mind
keep on thinkin how to figure out

drownin out these feelings
i wish i didnt have to feel them
but the numbness is a villian
to the things that i want
im alive
wish i wasnt waitin for it
spendin all my time
diggin deep i know its dormant
things u said were so important
now im lying
never notice things until their gone
where all the time went?
stuck inside a body i dont want
im so tired
try reconnect with all my thoughts
there was a time when
things were easier
now im lost im in the dirt
wish i could rewire all the hurt but it burns

all my life
swear that i was waitin for it
never wanna fight
if u right then we would work it out

Allmylife ! [prod. lil biscuit]

lately out in space zoom
on my planet can't escape
when it came to
always panic bout the feelings that i gave you
hard to manage im not asking what had changed
you feel the same too
is yo feelings okay?
hope they don't ask the same
keep my distance from these bitches
keep extending my pain
circle what i want like christmas but im stuck in the drain
is yo feelings okay?
is yo feelings okay?
i wake up i keep on racin
prayin for sum change
but i cant when complacent
think about the days we could face everything back then
nowadays i stay in stuck up in my head
promised to never change you
never panic i got payments that had came thru
said to manage but theres some things that i cant do
im abandonin ship im drownin out the same mood
can we fix it yet
forest fire in my basement
living in a haze
try to keep my distance
brodie see my pain
now they wanna listen
when we feel estranged
maybe i could tell u but theres nothin else to say
lately out in space zoom
on my planet can't escape 
when it came to
always panic bout the feelings that i gave you
hard to manage im not asking what had changed
you feel the same too
always feel like i keep wastin
all my time away
nothin gettin better
it still in my sweater
broke my limits ill forgive it again
kill my liver smth sinister is stuck in my head
lately out in space zoom
runnin outta space move
never wanna chase u
i keep hopin u the same too
all my time away
i dont wanna waste my time
sick of feeling sad
i cant muster up a goodbye
i dont care if she reply

distance [prod. lil biscuit]

i wanna talk
im gettin sick of the melodies
i cant describe what ur tellin me
ill spill it all if it come to me
down and im fallin im jumpin out 
geronimo n im callin
i saw a picture of us in a pile
now only love is this thing in my wallet
u pass it around 
get what u wanted
u got the freedom to solve it
anxious im talkin
hands in my pockets
grateful for days that im lost in
pause cant stop it runnin outta nonsense
peace u crave well i think u got it
those days i didnt feel this cautious
jeez this place is startin feelin crowded
would u let me cry i still mention u when high
i been grievin whats in sight every night im goin blind
say whats on ur mind but u dont ever check in
lest we could forget all my past attempts
i remember every one
swear i forgave everyone
told me today's never done
ive been waitin for the sun baby
warmth come from my buzz
nothings ever fun lately
wish i could be drugged

passion is must
pour all that liquor n drugs in my stomach
u gave me reasons to stop
reachin new heights n i wait for the plummet
im remember back when i was on bus
i was all alone i was raised like hush
i did some damage to the brain from the bud
how is it a bad thing to say u stuck
i lessen the dose but i still need sum
u wanna ghost but u still need a addict
i hate the process the way that the past went
hittin it quick in a daze im a bash
spittin the same shit when im feelin sad
ripped off the rearview but im still attached
hate how they steer u n ask for a bag
i shoulda seen u when my life flashed

melodi [prod. jupiter]

LoveGoneCold [prod. FLAWLESS]

lost cant guide him tell me whats the problem
tossed im tired but im still in my process
u still in my mind sinking down i need a lochness
ditch my pride
shit is toxic
once tongue tied tried to figure out my nonsense
on time to remind them
takin what is mine i still know it when im blinded
thats that blind kid dumb as fuck to slight him
comfy wit my stick i might need sum better guidance
we still flyin higher than where kites been
askin where to find it
wonder where my time went
everything went silent
i still know when blinded
callin out to
hands to my god
hoping some things didnt go
how they're supposed to
lost cant guide him tell me whats the problem
tossed im tired but im still in my process
u still in my mind sinking down i need a lochness
think im fried
let it process
once tongue tied tried to figure out my nonsense
on time to remind them
takin what is mine i still know it when im blinded
energy u had that shit sad that shit taxing
she let me break her back what we had it wouldnt last
said you'd blow up why u flat
i been sick of feeling sad
puttin up my healing heart
they think my shit is up for grabs
took my money then u dart
now im red like mr krabs
said we wouldnt split apart
now im runnin hella laps
watch my toast get up
poppin up with bread in sachs
keepin this shit to my own
imma process what i have
let me go let me go
lost cant guide him tell me whats the problem
tossed im tired but im still in my process
u still in my mind sinking down i need a lochness
ditch my pride
shit is toxic
once tongue tied tried to figure out my nonsense
on time to remind them
takin what is mine i still know it when im blinded

Process [prod. taylor morgan]

i keep callin
wish that u were here
hope my mind dont stop them
i cant stop this
head inside the dark sometimes
she my lightswitch
wonder why im starvin
gotta full plate she my breakfast
im not fittin in took a L like tetris
nother lesson learned why my heart still hurt
burnin pain it never lessens

i keep stressin from disturbances
u the last person to deserve this
left em feel deserted
thats my assertion
this body bag a purse
hard to be the bigger person a bad curse
explainin my pain it feel recursive
like god was this on purpose for me?
need to learn to take a rest from
i still panic in the restroom
drag me out the restaurant lets leave
empty stomach she gon get stuffed

ive been stuck in the same loop
tell me we're the same
dna we from the test tube
i wanna instigate
if u my baby u know how to press thru
we wound up switchin pace
fuck my time that was yo issue
u promise everything was gonna change
im fallin fast like theres holes in my parachute
imma quit tryin u beg me to stay
shit get dark might not pull thru
my heart is up n down flatline
will i ever be fine
i dont wanna need time
guess thats love do

lightswitch 💡 [prod. taylor morgan]

heavensent (prod. @luvsolstice x @vvsmalibu)

Feel@All [prod. Sleepy!]

dont wait on me
whats ur limits on love
we been wobblin at high speeds
feelin dumber than i might be
ur my only could u stand right by me?
heavy with my questions (//had it with?)
can u take this lightly?
fuckin up my plans
theres bigger things besides me
how things could go
so bad
its all linin up good timing
i still wonder why they try me
so turnt up how i think i need a tightening
love drunk
put this shit together hope it works out nicely

call my bluff
i dont wanna pick up
is this just a mix up
like bad lines
could tell im bout to topple
actin like an asshole
hate it when u give it back ammo
i dont wanna get blown back blammo
gave u all my love now im drunk cant stand hoes
vomit up my lunch is it hard to have some manners
i dont give a fuck if u ever understand her
is it time to sign off/whys this talk so long?
admit that im wrong
i could never do it so i take off
always overdo it i been wobblin i cant fall
say it like i cant
like my head has never been wrong

tell u that ur finished
wont ever admit it
i been in the dark thats why my hearts always tinted
try to give u hints but its hard just to get it
i dont wanna spend my life living

blind

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