STREAM ON YOUTUBE:
https://youtu.be/kk1JyNsQBl4  

BEAT: https://youtu.be/s1LYdGQUXcI ( @Lim Beat  truly a masterpiece - props) 

LYRICS:
Sun’s rising already
slowly, but so steady
baby why’d you left me
suicidal, like melly
Light is slowly fading
end of tunnel, baiting
sea’s rough, need good sailing
where are the fish waiting

No one’s waiting for me, im staying alone
for hours in bed scrolling through my phone
texting a girl with a heart made of stone
Im fishing not catching – Im starving for love
and no one is there when I need them the most
a message, im failing – need help from above
abandoning me like a house party host

I told you a secret
and I bet u keep it
you will never see me 
is the simple reason
When I told you it all
it felt so natural
Im sippin ethanol
my high ends with a fall
sometimes I wonder what makes sympathetic
all except me, damn I sound pathetic 
all people care ‘bout is money, a patek
status symbols, but I can’t feel the magic

No one’s waiting for me, im staying alone
for hours in bed scrolling through my phone
texting a girl with a heart made of stone
Im fishing not catching – Im starving for love
and no one is there when I need them the most
a message, im failing – need help from above
abandoning me like a house party host

got some trust issues but for you I opened up
but for a lil bit so healing’s easier
but recovering will take time and some patience 
release the pressure, but not by detonating
imma go off, just like a bomb shell
napalm shower, and I like the smell 
Everybody, will go down with me
Sorry I’m sick, I might need a tea

No one’s waiting for me, im staying alone
for hours in bed scrolling through my phone
texting a girl with a heart made of stone
Im fishing not catching – Im starving for love
and no one is there when I need them the most
a message, im failing – need help from above
abandoning me like a house party host

light (prod. lim beat) "outro"

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/dBkDgUavkNY 

BEAT: www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwJtIaj9DUY (@kuva)

LYRICS:
toxic when texting uh (8x)

toxic when texting can't get it in my head
I like you but you don’t like me back
is that even the case or is it just the texts
we both take 2 long to get back

My friends say it’s ghosting but I don’t call it that
I just copy what you're doing, it’s your bad
your messages are always shorter than mine
but what youre saying keeps my hopes up high

toxic when texting, ur toxic and im mad
toxic when texting, im sad, left on read
texting when toxic, destroy room to improve
eyes closed, standing on the edge of the roof

Lungs burn but - I take another hit
in my room but - I don’t give a shit
this is a vape but I don’t fuck with nic
I also don’t fuck with responding quick

toxic when texting can't get it in my head
I like you but you don’t like me back
is that even the case or is it just the texts
we both take 2 long to get back

My friends say it’s ghosting but I don’t call it that
I just copy what youre doing, it’s your bad
your messages are always shorter than mine
but what you're saying keeps my hopes up high

toxic when texting can't get it in my head
I like you but you don’t like me back
is that even the case or is it just the texts
we both take 2 long to get back

My friends say it’s ghosting but I don’t call it that
I just copy what youre doing, it’s your bad
your messages are always shorter than mine
but what you're saying keeps my hopes up high

toxic when texting! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/-ypO7iaOkgE

BEAT: https://youtu.be/Mt7UDmRwIdU (@kuva)

LYRICS:
love is setting like the sun
as I’m slowly turning numb
sunsets are so beautiful
the heartbreak comes it seemed so cool

The sky is pink and I’m alone
unconditional love, nah it’s a loan
the debt is high and so’s the interest
now I’m high and so so distressed

You broke up and our sun set
now it’s dark and I read our chat
up all night, live like a cat
always afraid, vision vignette

Believe me, let’s say what we’re feeling
Believe me, it would help with the healing
all black fit, that’s what I’m seen in
when I sleep, can’t stand the dreaming

Believe me, let’s say what we’re feeling
Believe me, it would help with the healing
all black fit, that’s what I’m seen in
when I sleep, can’t stand the dreaming

Why can’t we, say what’s on
our mind when, we see each other
I live my life, in uncertainty
I need you, so urgently

love is setting like the sun
as I’m slowly turning numb
sunsets are so beautiful
the heartbreak comes it seemed so cool

The sky is pink and I’m alone
unconditional love, nah it’s a loan
the debt is high and so’s the interest
now I’m high and so so distressed

this sunset is way too beautiful to look at it alone! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUTBE: https://youtu.be/LzkXUy6jtsw 

BEAT: https://youtu.be/779leLEQrvM?list=PL2FSH9L5HvnSophGhGX3YKWCmvVRn_pLa 

LYRICS: 
All my thoughts are speeding I can’t see through this mess
it’s not the alcohol, but life got me stressed
I think through the mouth is how I’ll digest
but no feelings coming out, I keep them suppressed
Why are you so mean, that was her request
but I couldn’t answer “it’s the rage in my chest”
or should I say “its ‘cause I am depressed”
but honestly that is way too much to confess
Ok that’s real, she really asked me that
but how should I tell her “I have problems to express”
If she knew the real me she’d think I’m possessed
and I think that too, then I listen to midwxst
I turn him so loud that my ears start to hurt
need the stimulation, so my thoughts are getting blurred
don’t wanna feel a thing, but I wanna be heard
Don’t wanna feel a thing, but I wanna be heard!
All my thoughts are speeding I can’t see through this mess
it’s not the alcohol, but life got me stressed
I think through the mouth is how I’ll digest
but no feelings coming out, I keep them suppressed
Why are you so mean, that was her request
but I couldn’t answer “it’s the rage in my chest”
or should I say “its ‘cause I am depressed”
but honestly that is way too much to confess
All my thoughts are speeding I can’t see through this mess
you ain’t the prettiest, but to me you’re the best
you ain’t the coolest, but I don’t fuck with the rest
I ain’t a simp, but I’m so obsessed
All my thoughts are speeding I can’t see through this mess
it’s not the alcohol, but life got me stressed
I think through the mouth is how I’ll digest
but no feelings coming out, I keep them

speeding ticket for my thoughts! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/bfH63ZaL3bc

BEAT: youtu.be/hI9vGAWxUi4 (@kuva)

LYRICS:
I talk much but what you hear is selected
I tell you the things that, that seem expected
they're always just half lies, I stand uncorrected
emotionally numb last time I checked it

For example, I haven’t cried in years
it hurts inside, but where are the tears
I can’t open up, not even to my peers
only way doing that is a pack of beers

Cuz every time I do im getting judged
and every time they do, inside it leaves a smudge

Too good at saying everything is fine
cause they don’t believe that I am hurt big time
they just see a dude with a very big smile
that prolly never had a thought that was vile

I talk much but what you hear is selected
I tell you the things that, that seem expected
they're always just half lies, I stand uncorrected
emotionally numb last time I checked it

For example, I haven’t cried in years
it hurts inside, but where are the tears
I can’t open up, not even to my peers
only way doing that is a pack of beers

selective hearing! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/F0DQ3BwRzRc 

BEAT: youtu.be/0kmkedBDvZY?list=PL0…lKL-lMGVbjLzvM_RKE4Q (@kuva)

LYRICS:
I'm all scared and I'm all lies
And if you cared, you'd write back in time
My heart feels like it's torn apart
yeah, I am broken i need a restart!
I am drinking, hanging out with my bros
they wanna know if I got any hoes
I say no cause that's not what you are
baby you're more, damn you are a star
I dropped a comment and now I made it obvious
but I got trust issues so I gotta get unconscious
before I tell them half of the truth
I drink the rest of the bottle - oh shoot!
One of my bros, he's going through the feelings
If only he knew that's my everyday feeling
cause I can't communicate my thoughts to no one
I just wanna take a rip from the bong
I'm all scared and I'm all lies
And if you cared, you'd write back in time
My heart feels like it's torn apart
yeah, I am broken i need a restart!
I’m too afraid to make the first step
only seeing you, my heart bumps in my chest
what makes it worse is my blood on your dress
I would get an F if this was a test
Cause you mess me up, up in my head
and I hope you don’t and its just all my bad
cause im overthinking, at night in my bed
staying up all night like I was a cat
Up at night, got my pillow and my blanket
I shiver and twitch don’t take your sleep for granted
I wanna pass out and I kinda wanna end it
cause I got you, stole my heart like a bandit
I'm all scared and I'm all lies
And if you cared, you'd write back in time
My heart feels like it's torn apart
yeah, I am broken i need a restart!

i need a restart! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/BSycN_bF3ZA

BEAT: https://youtu.be/779leLEQrvM?list=PL2FSH9L5HvnSophGhGX3YKWCmvVRn_pLa 

LYRICS: 
Can’t even keep my eyes completely open
but I’m feeling good not a good way of coping
A better one is me just writing this song
if you are broken just sing along
Already in love that was a mistake
don’t get too attached or you’re gonna break
Don’t think of her when she’s not there
don’t look at her when she is there
Just don’t think and don’t start to care
don’t start to care so just don’t think
I look in the mirror and spit in the sink 
that’s the aftermath of the drinks
The word don’t is drawn on my skin
with the ballpen but it’s still ink
Love goggles on it all looks pink
but my eyes are red I need to blink
I look way too deep in her eyes
but I don’t feel shit I just see her eyes
Even though I’m really falling for her
expressing misunderstanding that girl

Then I look back at my wrist
where I read don’t and get the gist
Don’t think of her when she’s not there
don’t look at her when she is there
Just don’t think and don’t start to care
don’t start to care so just don’t think
I look in the mirror and spit in the sink 
that’s the aftermath of the drinks
The word don’t is drawn on my skin
with the ballpen but it’s still ink
Love goggles on it all looks pink
but my eyes are red I need to blink

don't! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/RB16wgSNZ-U 

BEAT: https://youtu.be/-0vbrZdUl0E?list=PL0eQHyB_nEiSQlKL-lMGVbjLzvM_RKE4Q (@kuva)

LYRICS:
cuz u can, you fucking break me 
cuz I can’t my view gets hazy
Don’t wanna care, so I’m texting lazy
running away cuz my demons chase me

cuz u can, you fucking break me 
cuz I can’t my view gets hazy
Don’t wanna care, so I’m texting lazy
running away cuz my demons chase me

always getting numb - thinking of you
what goes through my mind - it gets kinda rude
it should be quiet but there is a feud
glitchcore but im - stuck in this blues

I’m living fast at least compared to you
I can’t stop my thoughts, mental health is low
I hope that didn’t push you away
cause I don’t wanna change the way I live okay?!

*there’s something I have to tell you – what’s wrong?
it isn’t working out for me anymore – what do you say?
I completely fucked up. I thought I was in love with you
Why are you doing this? – but it was just a lie
I wanted it to work but unfortunately I feel nothing
No, you don’t mean that… 
You were nothing, you don’t even know me
You mean nothing to me! – is that what you came to tell me?
You completely fucked up!
I don’t know how to make this any clearer to you…
You don’t even compare to her
get out!*

cuz u can, you fucking break me 
cuz I can’t my view gets hazy
Don’t wanna care, so I’m texting lazy
running away cuz my demons chase me

cuz u can, you fucking break me 
cuz I can’t my view gets hazy
Don’t wanna care, so I’m texting lazy
running away cuz my demons chase me

you fucking break me
my view gets hazy
I'm texting lazy
my demons chase me

*Just leave*

cuz u can! (prod. kuva)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE:  https://youtu.be/qbuEADBh5hs

BEAT: https://youtu.be/HGIkOr4_Awk  (@kuva, tezza)

LYRICS:
Uh, You came in the room
I looked away, away from doom
Uh, think of you at school
checking my snap, don't care for the rules

Uh, You came in the room
I looked away, away from doom
Uh, think of you at school
checking my snap, don't care for the rules

uh-huh
at a party can't flirt with no girl
cause I think of you and I feel the burn
a beer got me started it took a dark turn
too many shots and the cigarette burns

Alone with my thoughts, I'm lost in my mind
you block all exits and I'm losing time
make fun 'bout me with your friends that's fine
but you were the one starting this - alright?

Uh, I'm checking my snap
for you I run the extra lap
Uh, don't care for the rules
corny, but walk a mile in my shoes
Uh, before you judge,
judging me don't you test your luck 
Uh, and school is doomed
baby, that's why I think of you

Uh, I'm feeling like shit,
thinking of you, damn, I need to quit
the withdrawal hits
fuck, I'm addicted

Uh, You came in the room
I looked away, away from doom
Uh, think of you at school
checking my snap, don't care for the rules

Uh, You came in the room
I looked away, away from doom
Uh, think of you at school
checking my snap, don't care for the rules

You came in the room
I looked away, away from doom
Away from doom...

away from doom (prod. kuva, tezza)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/cEey1SJIpq0 

BEAT:  https://youtu.be/8SaPeKI0RLE (@youcancallmejimmy.)

LYRICS:
2022, uh 2023
fuck what they’re saying, cuz I don’t act like this year
coming in the classroom I don’t hear no one cheer
if they knew whats coming that would change drastically

but im from the future fucking 2030
I get them weird looks rocking an all-signed tee 
I don’t do lean I sip that kratom tea
they don’t think im cool cuz im born too early 

If u got an opinion how I should live my life
could you please shut it, cuz u aint my wife
I don’t even have one, what a delight
oh hey ladies, im still single hit my line

I know I’m toxic but I try to spread love
drawing a big heart with chalk in the yard
love is a fire  - try to be the spark
I don’t have much but an open heart

improving every day I don’t need new years eve
not a cheater but got an ace up my sleeve
cuz I have a god in who I believe
and that brings me strength in my times of grieve 

2022, uh 2023
fuck what they’re saying, cuz I don’t act like this year
coming in the classroom I don’t hear no one cheer
if they knew whats coming that would change drastically

but im from the future fucking 2030
I get them weird looks rocking an all-signed tee 
I don’t do lean I sip that kratom tea
they don’t think im cool cuz im born too early

all in life is art if you treat it that way
don’t care for the system, the fun is your pay
go out create and live into the day
cuz everything’s gonna be a-okay

2022/2023

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/5vgA2dG_BRc 
BEAT: https://youtu.be/I-s8mK6k8S0 (@CountMode)
LYRICS: 
Bro, you got a talent, you might not know it today
but you one day will find out, if you live life your way
follow your path and enjoy your stay
‘cause leaving earth that surely can wait

Even if you fall, life gave you a scar
you get up again, that’s that fire in your heart
you do it for yourself – don’t need an award
helping out others, we all do our part  

We all got phases where that isn’t case
anxiety, society they stomp on your face
everything so fast, and you’re feeling chased
even at home – you’re out of place

Thinking alone, that nothing really matters
I do not matter, I do not matter
fuck all the gossip, I hate all the chatter
smoking all night, eyes getting redder

Recollect – I know
I don’t do what I’m ‘posed to
yeah I’m a loose screw
but you gotta be hopeful
don’t get stuck in your own moods
there’s someone that loves u

Never let your doubts become what you are
you’re not a fuck up you’re just deeply scarred
Not a lost cause – got a place in my heart
You got the strength for a fresh start

Bro, you got a talent, you might not know it today
but you one day will find out, if you live life your way
follow your path and enjoy your stay
‘cause leaving earth that surely can wait

Even if you fall, life gave you a scar
you get up again, that’s that fire in your heart
you do it for yourself – don’t need an award
helping out others, we all do our part  

Helping out others – don’t forget yourself
don’t forget your health, that is the true wealth
life is magic – got an elf on my shelf
you wouldn’t believe it - a celt on my belt  

So many colors and I’m not even trippin’
keep your eyes open, see what nature has given 
us on this planet within space and time
unlike the sun we always shine

Shining from within, can’t hold back the love
bubbling over, its off every chart
I feel it tingle in all body parts
I feel the warmth, like wearing a scarf
Feeling the warmth of feeling accepted, 
feeling respected
compliments hit different when they’re unexpected
the bestest

Bro, you got a talent, you might not know it today
but you one day will find out, if you live life your way
follow your path and enjoy your stay
‘cause leaving earth that surely can wait

Even if you fall, life gave you a scar
you get up again, that’s that fire in your heart
you do it for yourself – don’t need an award
helping out others, we all do our part

talent (prod. Count Mode)

STREAM ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/07mwSsaYBOY
BEAT: https://youtu.be/WhTW9xERSyU (@vilesky)
LYRICS:
So many friends
but only a handful
of them are true
what can I do

Like other times
enjoy the vibe
live in the moment
that’s what I like

The joy in my head is slowly spreading
everything’s soft, damn it feels like heaven
I fly
like an angel in the sky
ascend thru space and time

oh im sleepy
watch some TV
have them munchies
going out for lunchies
Oh and I eat some cheese
can I, excuse me, get some more please

Just like a cheese, life doesn’t last forever
but baby with me, imma make your life better
imma come over – no matter the weather
together we fly, just like a feather

We had some chances
but didn’t talk ‘bout feelings
talked without meaning
I love you I mean it
But I

Like other times
enjoy the vibe
live in the moment
that’s what I like

The joy in my head is slowly spreading
everything’s soft, damn it feels like heaven
I fly
like an angel in the sky
ascend thru space and time

ascend through space and time... (prod. vilesky)

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