tears ( kid axl )

perc up w/ rans0m

prod and mastered by @chriad
mixed by me

lyrics:
i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

set him down at the bottom of the barrel
leave me lone, yea i’m feeling like a scarecrow
break my phone, don’t hmu, reap what u sow
break my bones, don’t fmu, bury me in blow

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last
i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

just let me free now
yea i saw u at the store, u watched me bleed out
yea i’m sick of fucking trying, clear to see now
yea u love 2 beat me up, i had 2 break down

can’t put these pieces back together 
i can’t play no jigsaw
so now u play with his jaw
if u have a problem u gon get it knocked off
u a fucking bitch bruh, we get it, ya u fell off

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

scarecrow

scarecrow (chriad)

prod: @daywxtch
mixed/mastered: @daywxtch
written: @daywxtch
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lyrics:
i got big bands stuffed into my pants 
so i can leave town
got on me zirconium pants
loose so i can run around in
tbh i could go and take it
maybe fucking sell it
would you buy into it
cus' i'm flying through the roof
and i think i can top it

and i know it's hard you tried to warn me
but i see the sun and it's alarming
if i ever run off you gotta harm me

i can't wait till i pull ina foreign
(if i don't show) know that i'm bored
 shawty so crazy she taking my phone
i hate this party, i wanna go home
(i look crazy) no you don't, you look like that everyday
niggas haven't ever heard me rap
niggas haven't ever heard me say niggas
finger on the trigger
we maybe small rn but we always getting bigger
SWEAR TO GOD THAT'S A FACT
SILENT SOLIDER, IMMA MOVE IN FOR THE ATTACK
YOU'RE A HACK, AND EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID SHOULD BE REDACTED
dear god, you're attractive
i know i'm undeserving, yeah i know that i can't have this
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack it
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack this

i'm sure you'd call it karma
i be smoking packs, in the pack, packing that paddywhack and
posted, i don't leave the house so guess that means that i'm
shut in
locked in
lonely till i login

it's a sad life that i surely live in
but imma live it up till i find the pieces
and when i make it work im gonna cap on it
and i don't mean to be such an american
but i need all of that
please, please, PLEASE!
i needa make my dream come a reality
if i don't make it work what else is gon be left for me
a 9-5 job working 120 hours a week i-
(DON'T) really want that
but at the same time, maybe it won't be that bad
i'll just move with class, move with class
flying to my subdivision, life is something i can't live with
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/maduro
https://soundcloud.com/brokitz/you-better-go
@2hollis
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thanks for listening & reading <3

egotism

actual track slowed for copyright. original file here: https://dbree.org/v/c7ab76
direct download: https://dbree.org/d/c7ab76/f8bfe0d61fc08402b7d432bb619a7354

i wish i could but my mom would kill me

i hoped i could but my mom would kill me

chris hansen

guitar and prod: me

feat: ajstbh [https://on.soundcloud.com/PhM4A]

lyrics: 

theres dead flower petals
dancing round my room
they’re from the bouquet 
that I never gave you
maybe its too soon
to tell anything
but what do I do, with this left over ring?
I put it in the box where I keep your things
out of sight, out of mind
oh the bell that rings
if your tired of me, take a nap
lose your feelings, find them
those words you said
have no meaning behind them

one day at a time, no hand to hold
as the winters getting colder
wish you were here
lay my head, on your shoulder

I thought I watched you die (I thought I watched you die)
till I 
I heard your voice in the water
and I'd never run quite as far

did you die with the flowers? 
pretty lies, turned sour
all these nights cut deep
watch life through memories

I still can't shake those arms I called home
I still can't place those words I swallowed 
they tear at my chest,
my only regret
that I couldn't follow you 
hollowed and torn into pieces

you're so divine 

with all of the strings that you're pulling, 
I find it harder to breathe
I can't control my emotions 
when your face is all that I see

I thought autumn lost the leaves
beauty lost the blueprint
running through the trees
following the footprints

I thought I watched you die 
till I heard your breath in the water
and I'd never run quite as far
all of the places, that I couldn't be, 
the silence was tearing me apart 

why did you leave, where did you run to
you make me sick, I'll still say I love you

i hoped i could but my mom would kill me

bob rob

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