and once you're out of knives, i'd like you to spend some time with us

originally by @janeremover. jane does not make any money from this recording, but i would like to change that.
inspired heavily by @aikapeacey2k

its a vicious cycle

im zooted
im ruthless
im livin in the sewage
i can't stop
can't take it
so fucked up i feel aimless
im takin
a big hit
im fuckin up  my image
im insane 
im too lit
i'll never be a human

and we goin so hard
yea you know us
and we feelin so stuck
it's fun
and we gonna go hard
cuz you know us
feelin so stuck
it's fun

human

track with @46b !!
again by vai5000 ft. edyn
© ANGEL RADIO 2022
prod. by greentop
art by vai + lilla

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again [ft. edyn]

aka exit 52 (reprise) [09-14-2022]
thank u @blackwinterwells for putting vox on this ilu mwah

presave or preorder kydnc.
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(kaydence)
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

i turn 21 in a few months and i dont think im ready for the change
if i wanna live on my own then i need to shift my ways
i apologize and u say it's fine
i wanna face it by the time im 25
cause getting high on ur own really isn't the vibe
i'll do my best (i'll do my best)

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

(wellsy)
what am i to say then?
u said it would be painless
i cant stop myself from wincing
when it slips under my dermis
and i can't fall asleep
with the lights off when im lonely
im so frightened of the creatures i can't see
cause they can hurt me
not ur job to ease my mind
yes, i know i understand
but this emptiness inside me grows with every passing glance
when i see u on the sidewalk
in this small small town we live
this place only ever shrinks
what do i have left to give?

(kaydence)
why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces

stream <3

garden bed w/ blackwinterwells

this is something:
You called me the other day
I just turned and walked away
I wasnt mad I was just so scared of you
And I didn't have the guts
To go and call you back
So I let it go to voicemail

I'm a coward
In my daydreams
Get so nervous
That I turn green
Wanna vomit
Heart is racing
I feel sick
Somebody save me

Like a poison thats sweet
So good but you might kill me
I'm just a coward you see
Ill run away say nothing
I think im losing my mind
But ill do nothing because
My hands are shaking
My insides are aching
My stomach is turning 
I think that I've turned for the worse

You said you wanted to talk
Told me that I look pretty
I just said thanks and then walked
Away and I said nothing
I just malfunctioned again
Shut down and overheated
I guess that I dont need it
(Shut down and overheated)

I'm a coward
In my daydreams
Get so nervous
That I turn green
Wanna vomit
Heart is racing
I feel sick
Somebody save me

Like a poison thats sweet
So good but you might kill me
I'm just a coward you see
Ill run away say nothing
I think im losing my mind
But ill do nothing because
My hands are shaking
My insides are aching
My stomach is turning 
I think that I've turned for the worse

Computer Boy (Coward)

man im dead

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LYRICS
my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

flat on the ground, i don’t feel a heartbeat
deaf to the sound, u say it’s easy but it’s hard to breathe
ghosts all around, i can feel the zephyr on me
it feels way too loud, it feels like there’s a weight on me 
they always say that life is what u make it
yet ive been living with my mind all vacant
guess that’s why my lifeless body seems faceless 
so just go and ditch me as i lay down on the pavement until im gone

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

but u know that i lied to ur face
and i can’t let us go our separate ways
but u know that it’s something i can’t face
and i can’t leave this behind without a trace

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

purgatory

was it a tribute
or something more
the leaves we sit on
have broke and tore
and like a wildfire
the leaves senesce 
get pulled along by
a gated breath
you never left

tribute

@bdsm2 @bottlnose @lun_d @netparasite @tdw3 @xochase

"right here, in this moment" is an album created in a week, may 15 - may 22 2023 as a collaboration between sleepy.zone and SLUMBERPARTY

cover art by @yungmaple

thank you everyone for participating

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM (111robloxdude, bottlnose, Lundy, netparasite, tdw, xochase!)

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+ + +
I WILL GET MY ACT TOGETHER
Micah Callari
{released 6/23/2023}
^^^^^^^^^^^
+track [4/11]+
/-> [featuring @vai5000] <-\
-written, produced, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari-
- - - - - - - - - - -
=lyrics=
~~~~~~~~~~~

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doctor
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (speed) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

[Verse 1: Micah Callari]
Made them think how I feel is a lie
Not worth changing their ways, wonder why
I said that the stage made me feel dizzy
I guess they assumed I was pretty excited
To sing my silly songs for the choir
I put up a fight and they still require
Me to stand tall for the masses
I’m sure that they’ll miss me as I’m blacking out

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doctor
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (speed) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

[Verse 2: vai5000]
Doctor
Doc-doc-doc, doc doc doc doctor
Doc-doc-doc, doc doc doc doctor
I think there's something wrong with me (I can't-)
I watch as the days they turn into my nightmares
Try to stand but you still drag me down
Calling for my name but I need escape from
My voice, my words, it all hurts, it's the worst

[Bridge: Micah Callari]
And every day that goes by without any diagnosis
Cancerous mitosis happens in my brain
In the place where I hide to be safe
And I worry and I realize all my symptoms might be simple lies
So I ground myself with a screen
And I tell myself I am seen
By friends who have faith and believe
In what I’ve known to be true (ever since the)

[Chorus: Micah Callari]
Doc-
Told me I can’t run anymore
So I (Sonic) walk away from the lunch table
Where all of the creeps talk, something ‘bout your posture
Makes it kinda awkward, but I keep my head held high no matter what

&&&&&&&&&&&
||REMEMBER WHAT YOU LOST BUT DON'T FORGET THAT YOU LOST IT||

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