Such a fucking masterpiece of a song🫡 how it flips and unfolds the layers, ending how it begins. This on  🔁

Big love to:  https://soundcloud.com/akacarpenter
https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

mentally fucked in my own way devil wanna maintain 
another connection with me so I just cannot sustain
stomaching another fucking lie 
like you pull me into the abyss and smother out my eyes

playing naughts and crosses on my arms to tell if im alive
I don’t really feel the pain so I still question my life
so the devil tells me its just the god that I have to blame
gave me too much self-awareness so I think I am insane

seeing double fucking vision of the knife to my neck yeah
question if I really want to do this but I know that I just won’t
cus im a fucking coward yeah I admit, 
I couldn’t defend my friends, they let go in a fucking minute

tell me have you ever seen a flame extinguish by self-loathing
watch the light go out of their eyes as you know they’re not coping
so we sit in this room, watch the water rise above our necks
yeah I can’t catch my breath yeah I can’t feel a fucking thing

so I detest
about the way you fucking look at me, I feel your eyes burning so deep
and I confess
I couldn’t stand the way you spoke to me so I just cut off and fucking 
left this hell
where you welded shackles yeah all around and now im sinking further down
into myself
im building a wall above around my head so I hope i don’t let you fucking in

- AKA Carpenter

Oh, creep in the skin like an insect
Finding my solace I lay in the nest
and I soar like an albatross, I rest in the air

but im more like a phoenix, come burn me and test if I care
when you're looking your best, they stare,
so you better pose for a photo
I fuck with the voyeurs when they putting bread in my pocket
I'm only complaining the moment it stops

The eyes can weigh heavy like lead vests, be careful please
yeah you stole my heart like a vandal, oh, but you're there for me
I'm lost in myself and I lean on the lamp post, I'm embarrasing
I'm settling now with my fate, I take lemon and ice with the kerosene

Save Us Ft. AKA Carpenter

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

ON ALL MAJOR PLATFORMS🖤

LYRICS :

oh rev please don't cry
OH REV PLEASE DON'T CRY!
oh rev please don't cry
OH REV PLEASE DON'T CRY!

Too down, baby let me go
I just took a pill and then I woke up on the floor
17 grams I won't ever let her go
I get high all day just so I can get low x2

I'm out my mind can't take it
stop drinking but afraid I'll start shaking
Dope don't work no more i'm anxious
pills don't work but still I take them
these rules I live by dangerous
If I slip my life might take it
Hate these thoughts I hate these places
That you take me to I'm anxious

Oh rev, please don't cry, let us fill your head with lies
you can do it one more time
just take one hit and you'll be fine
instead, take your life turn it over get inside
please come back don't waste your time
we all get down and sad sometimes

but I know
that this ain't good for me
yeah i know 
drugs make the worst of me
i'm so low
why are you hurting me?
I'm so low
I don't deserve to be

Oh Rev please don't cry x 4
"Please, don't let me keep you a prisoner here. It's okay now, forget about me. You know what? No, I want you to remember me. Just once in a while."

Too down, baby let me go
I just took a pill and then I woke up on the floor
17 grams I won't ever let her go
I get high all day just so I can get low x2

Fucked up I hate this maybe I'm
Too gone can't take this borderline
These drugs make me feel alright
No I can't stop but I'm fine x4

REANIMATION (prod. V-E beats)

s0cliche x Ethan Ross - "Miles Away" (prod. Drunk Girl)

PLAY THIS WHEN YOU FORGET ME

Lyrics

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know

this ain't what you want to be I promise that it's true
I've seen people dead and on their lips a desperate shade of blue
please just tell me what you want from me I don't know what to do 
you wanted honesty well honestly I'm tired of the truth
bitch I get it on a roll no hoe shit
I just bought a nine and shawty wanna hold it
told her crush it on the dash to the windpipe 
in your dreams I can show you what my life like
well I'm a menace to society they told me
you got fucking problems you should solve it baby hold me
I don't want to deal with all the pressure Iv'e been given 
I don't know if I can take it why won't anybody listen
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me 

"Revy where your head go?" I don't fucking know!
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everyone is fake
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me

desperate shade of blue (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

last time

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
LYRICS- 
I don't like this, I don't like this no no no 
Fucked up in my head no I don't think that imma make it
fetty hit my line oh boy I think i need to take it 
faded I aint coming back my memory erase it 
this time I'll be gone for good there's no need to be patient
I know, I know that I could've looked the other way 
but where's the fun in giving up if there ain't ever hell to pay
I know, I know what my family is gonna say 
you had so much potential for a drug you threw it all away
I think I know right from wrong (right from wrong)
voices in my head won't stop
please don't cry it won't be long (please don't cry)
fuck with me and sing along
 imma cut ties to the ones I leave Imma do my thing I might go
please don't leave me hanging baby I ain't nothin like you
I can't take this anymore your blade is cutting right through
one day I'll sit back and say there ain't no way that I'll go on x2

do my thing I might go please don't leave me hanging baby I aint nothin like you I ain't nothin like you x2

Produced by LeLxx

hang me from the ballad

Cold Sweats

Place.m4a

MAZEiiii

Official video: https://youtu.be/xsIvsMtRn1I

Available on all digital outlets: https://Empire.lnk.to/FatherFigure2Flourish

Not My Friend [Prod. by Cisco Cortez, Mr. Carmack, Ian McKee, Mikos Da Gawd & Wax Roof]

Less Permanent Ft EZI

i hope its what you wanted (prod. KIRAW🌈)

RiverKinn
"Medicine"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste

I feel my throat begin to swell and close
As if I didn't tell myself to open up at all to you
It's hard enough for me to act composed
When you're around me
Let alone know how to deal with anything
I'm going through

It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Medicine

Beam Me Up

Revy 
Phonk, emo, alt, hyper, pop 
bodahrevy@gmail.com
DM me on instagram for mixing and collabs

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Faith. forgiveness. truth.

hang me from the ballad

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