Getting high as fuk rn to go box my little brother on the trampoline. But its only temporary 😐. Then i gotta move out of tge house and leave my fam.. then ill die

Lyrics

I know you won’t understand 
I’ve given up
Should’ve folded when I was dealt my hand 
Should’ve folded 
I feel nothing blood drips down my hand 
Scars are showing 
Want me better but it’s all part of my plan
When I hit 22 imma call it 
Thank the people that chose to stick around 
Thanks for calling 
I know you won’t understand 
I’ve given up

20 pills with the smoke 
Liquor so I don’t choke 
Finish off with some blow 
Sleeping pills got me slow 
Yeah I’m a fuck up that I know 
Please don’t help me let me go 
Time will heal that I know 
Smile for me when I’m gone 

Watch me float away
Eternal fire 
Beckoned by the deathly choir 
Voices say it’s time to die 
Guess this is it my final goodbye 


I know you won’t understand 
I’ve given up
Should’ve folded when I was dealt my hand 
Should’ve folded 
I feel nothing blood drips down my hand 
Scars are showing 
Want me better but it’s all part of my plan
When I hit 22 imma call it 
Thank the people that chose to stick around 
Thanks for calling 
I know you won’t understand 
I’ve given up

I Know You Wont Understand

Soft Spoken (prod. by tennis player)

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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

Uppbeat Psychotic

last time

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

(SCAR$)
(Verse)
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
Til I grab my gun and ya'll start to run
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
But my heart will stop as the clock hits one

Wasn't really built for this shit
Wasn't really ready for this shit or even care for this shit
But it's cool I admit
Yeah
As I'm starting to desire it

They're like damn
Scar$ is fucking killin' it
Bitch I'm fucking bringin' it
You wanna be a star and my team already livin' it

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

(Robstar & SCAR$)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

Lifeline

SCAR$ & Robstar - Lifeline

3 Days (Prod. Void City)

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

temporary

temporary (prod. drma x mcx)

BATHING IN ACID, WATCH THE FLESH BREAK, BONES JUST REMAIN
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SUBSTANCE, A PIECE OF SHIT, YEAH ALL LOVE DECAYED
I'LL TAKE THE HINT AND ILL GO NOW, I GUESS SITRALINE'S NOW HERE TO STAY
THE HATE SWELLS IN THE GUT NOW, WILL I STAY OR EMBRACE THE PAIN

IM WAKING UP TO THE PANIC ATTACKS, 
IM UNSTABLE FOR TRYNA MAKE IT OUT JUST IN TACK
CANT SYMPATHIZE YEAH, DONT AGREE WITH ANY OF THAT, 
I TRY TO BUILD UP AND THEN I FEEL MY BONES INTERJECT

IT'S LIKE WADING THROUGH THE FOG NOW THE MEMORIES BLACK
DONT REMEMBER WHO THE FUCK I WAS GUESS HE'S NOT COMING BACK
THE KID YOU LOVED, SMOTHERED IN AN ANGER
AND YOU SHOVE, TELL HIM HE'S A STRANGER

AS YOUR’E MELTING YOUR BRAIN WITH DEODORANT CANS
HUFFING ON CHEMICALS, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN
YOU SAY YOUR HARD, THINKING YOURE A STAR,
I'D RATHER FUCKING KILLING MYSELF THAN EVEN GET ALONG

WITH SOMEONE SO FAKE, YEAH A LIAR, YEAH WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU NOW
YOUR EYES, THEY CHANGE FREEZE ME UP AND I SHATTER ON THE GROUND
WHEN YOU PUSH YEAH, TIEING UP A NOOSE YEAH,
ITS BEEN A FEW YEARS, THINK ILL CUT OFF ALL MY LOOSE ENDS, CANT MEND

Panic

Yeah, yeah

flip a coin and lay it on my eyes
I can tell that you're not surprised
little bones just overgrow
and you think that its fine to just cheat

I guess it’s true that loves bittersweet
think of him when you're just on me
it's like my fingers snap and start to break
this is just more than I can take

im pacing back and forth inside an empty room
where the door is always closed until the ghosts are going home
where the devil on my shoulder says I look pretty lost
as he gives a big grin my stomach fills with disgust

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

I stay alone in my bed
I guess that's just for the best
don't go out I don't eat
I can't take it, I just sleep

wake up again, don't exist
bury the shame in my head
I just sit there I don't breath
I just smile now I can't leave


every day it starts, the doubt becomes a hole
always stay at home but scared of being alone
and when you open up you find your let down
smother up your face so you can't make a sound

when reflections come through,
and the distance between us is unfathomable
when the mental states true,
and I hate this existence, it's unexplainable

so where does that leave me, I don't know
the emotions are crushed down, below
so then it's bottled up inside 
scratching at the walls where it cracks and I find I can't hide

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

Wake Up Again

Revy 
Phonk, emo, alt, hyper, pop 
DM me on instagram for mixing and collabs

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temporary (prod. drma x mcx)

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