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15min Excercise

won’t ever touch this one up but a fav loop

sweet amazing grace (demo 2021)

weird  whats the meaning of the promises when you know you can't hold em.wav (demo 2021)

a vibe

random WIP 🚧 

#saudadehouse 

#house #experimentaldance

HEAR ME LORD.wav

show me.wav

in january of this year i was able to make what i believe is the best song i have ever seen come into existence.

this song was prayed over and pursued with persistence

with the help of cody smith his  cousins, wife, daughter, son, and dad; this song was created by a group wanting to see God move and be alive and active in a small living room converted to studio 

the night was filled with laughs, cry’s of joy and wild dancing. loud claps and whoops! me screaming my lungs out not believing what came out of my daw. the look of cody in stunned amazement of him playing his melody out to a full track. 

this song is a song of hope and worship to jesus christ. coming out the pit of hell myself with psychosis, emotional abuse, failed relationships, failed business opportunities, etc etc. What this song allowed for me was the ability to see light and the end of the tunnel. And actually , it showed me I was seeing it all along. I thank God everyday for giving me the strength, drive, and creativity to sustain me in my everyday life and through that dark night of the soul. 

I love Jesus 🤷‍♂️ what can i say??

lyrics;
your love has a hold of me and it’s holding me dear
my soul thirst for you with perfect love you caste out my  fear
my tongue pants for the water
my heart beats for the father 

He makes us sons and daughters
(let this hope fill our hearts)

LET YOUR HOPE FILL THIS HEART SO I CAN GIVE IT RIGHT BACK TO YOU!

let your hope fill our hearts (worship demo 2023)

Lyrics

and you know i, i hear your taxed for me

perfect signs and i stall into seasons
even though i dismay i know that you won't hate, you know i
I hear your taxed for me.


FROM BLOODBATH DERBY VOL.II (Jericho Walk)

Starlight2021d

Bloodbath Derby Vol. II Jericho Walks and the Dark Night of the Soul (demos from 2020​-​2023)

Avalanche (ft. Cody Smith)

Avalanche (featuring Cody Smith)

blood bath derby vol II is gonna be out on spotify and itunes soon

2021 year of loss but thanking God for being God.wav

MELANCHOLY IN WINTER 2020.wav

sample.wav

WHERE COULD I RUN EXCEPT TO GRACE.wav

catch and release

fair amount of discomfort

hands screech foolish wants

**?!

decided to put up the whole thing instead of the snippets. hahah if you would like to support or download off of Bandcamp you can for free.

Cheers

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