Ask me how I feel. 
Well I don’t know. 
Feel like it’s been a year,
Since I’ve been whole. 

Ask me how I feel,
How I really fucking feel.
I don’t know,
Been a minute or so
Since i’ve been whole. 
Been digging my holes,
Burying my head in the sand
Just to be alone. 

If we ever stop talking 
Just send me a song. 
If we ever stop talking
I don’t care how long.

LONG_TIME_NO_SEE

I read you like a book,
I see right through facades you wear so well,
It’s hard sometimes but I can tell.
This feelings got me shook,
Down in my gut, 
it starts to swell
Where once the butterflies would dwell 
I stay
Caring more than I should, 
I don’t know what is good for me. 
Falling back on my past beliefs we’re meant to be
Oh no.
Sharing more than I could,
Knowing your out of love with me,
You soak it up so comfortably,
I finally see
Oh.
I think you’re falling in love x3
But not with me

I_THINK_UR_FALLING

When we get down to my room,
Make some time to spend on you. 
Watch they days pass in rays of light,
From the shadows where we collide. 

Got what you need,
Taking the lead. 
Pulling your hair,
Girl you can’t leave. 

I got tricks up my sleeve,
Dickin you deep.
All in ya guts,
While ya down on your knees. 

I be stealin your breath,
Now you can’t breathe.
You ain’t gettin it back,
Cuz this dick ain’t free,
Nah this dick ain’t free.

BED_HEAD

I’ve been working hard I ain’t gon ease up. 
Perfecting all my strokes like Mona Lisa. 
Get’er to the crib,
Only then I might release her. 
She get to crawling on the walls like she a creature. 
She my double feature,
With two sides. 
Both got different needs so 
I hit two times.
Smoking different weed,
So we lit times two. 
Plus she odd enough to come kick it with the crew. 

Ouu ouu
Steppin through
Drippin goo
What it do?
Bitties tryna lock needs down,
Blood in the ragu

Spreading like flu 
through these sick beats. 
I’m something like a mood,
You just regular like Rigby. 
Eat yo bitch like food,
Toss that ass like a frisbee.
You only get a pass cuz she miss me,
She mad she can’t kiss me. 
Told her back up off it.
I’m only for the profit, 
Fuck the love. 
But damn if I don’t love a stuffed pocket

I said
I’ve been working hard I ain’t gon ease up. 
Perfecting all my strokes like Mona Lisa. 
Get’er to the crib,
Only then I might release her. 
She get to crawling on the walls like she a creature.

EASE_UP

Shawty going ghost,
Could she be more Swayze. 
Got me creeping in the night,
So shady. 
Whenever you’re alone
Could you call me maybe?
Kinda feeling like your voice can save me now. 

And I’ve been down for so long,
I forgot how it feels. 
Swear it’s all that I’ve wanted
For all of these years. 
Just the weight off my chest,
Coulda brought me to tears. 
Sick of trying my best,
I’d rather disappear. 

Let it all go 
Cuz I’m way past safety.
Blood dripping on the ground 
Like paisley. 
I ain’t ever trippin
Cuz it’s hard to faze me.
I don’t care about anything lately. 

Got me going ghost,
Couldn’t be more Swayze. 
Creep creepin in the night so shady.
Whenever you’re alone
Could you call me maybe?
God damn it would you be my lady now?

Cuz I’ve been down for so long,
I forgot how it feels. 
Swear it’s all that I’ve wanted
For all of these years. 
Just the weight off my chest,
Coulda brought me to tears. 
Sick of trying my best,
I’d rather disappear. 
X2

Getting as much support as an air mattress,
Bearing the whole weight of the globe
Like I’m Atlas.
Leaving me backless,
Needing a little more practice.
Differ in tactics,
End up a prick like cactus, yea
I tried sticking to the script
Like actors,
Despite wishes of the benefactors,
Letting you down’s always been a factor. 
So one bullet couldn’t end it faster now. 


Cuz I’ve been down for so long,
I forgot how it feels. 
Swear it’s all that I’ve wanted
For all of these years. 
Just the weight off my chest,
Coulda brought me to tears. 
Sick of trying my best,
I’d rather disappear.

DOWN

Felt good didn’t it?
All the thoughts you had hidden,
Finally coming to light. 
Feel it in your chest when you hear it out loud. 
Feels good didn’t it?
Putting my dick in the dirt for good. 
As it should, right?
You’re the victim

Looks like you bit off more than you can chew. 
Just keep that energy,
When I pull a “you” on you. 
x2

Cuz 
Imma show ya x3
How to break a heart. 
Yea 
Imma watch ya x3
Fall apart
Yea
Imma break it x3
Down
Isn’t this fun? x2

HEARTBREAKING_4_DUMMIES

She like to film when we get it on
She checking footage did you get it all,
Love?
Dick potent like fentanyl,
I don’t know a bish that can fit it all, 
Now. 

Talking out my face on some bullshit,
Love the way you taste on some real shit.
Tried giving you some space on some weird shit,
But I missed you on my face,
You a meal bish. 

She like to film when we 
get it x4
She checking footage did you 
get it x4
Love?
Dick potent like fentanyl,
I don’t know a bitch that can 
fit it x4

Floatin on some spaceships,
Smoking on that grape shit,
Now we naked. 
Fucking in the Matrix,
Record the stimulation, 
watch in simulations. 


She like to film when we get it on
She checking footage did you get it all,
Love?
Dick potent like fentanyl,
I don’t know a bish that can
 fit it x4

FENTANYL

Welcome back to the show. 
As you can see our contestants in a row. 
Time to find out
Who’s good, who’s a hoe. 
Never mattered to me cuz we all can grow. 

Who’s it gonna be?
Who’s the lucky gal,
Gonna make a lucky me?
Glued to your screen at the edge of your seat.
If I can’t pick one, then I might take three. 

I’m fucking with your energy,
So much I can’t let it be. 
Body like an Amazon,
And I’m jus tryna have me some. 
But if you ain’t tryna start an LLC,
Miss me with the bullshit baby
We can’t be.
Said if you ain’t tryna build a
Legacy. 
Then honestly 
You ain’t got what I need, I need.

Fuck all that physical,
I’m tryna get to the bottom of mystical.
Fuck being miserable,
I can find joy in most individuals. 
High off them chemicals, 
Fighting the visuals,
And drown in residual,
With a force that’s centrifugal.
Bitch it ain’t difficult,
I am the pinnacle,
Yea
I’m bumping frequencies,
(Yea)
Shawty pretty bad, 
she wanna freak with me. 
(Yea)
But we don’t see eye to eye,
Fuck she see in me?
My niggas say it ain’t that deep,
Bitch it’s deep to me. 
Sacred Energy Exchanging,
Or they seem to be,
Cuz after sex,
I can feel these bitches lingering.
They cling to me,
Singing in my empty dreams.
So I don’t think that I can kick it to contestant 3. 

I’m fucking with your energy,
So much I can’t let it be. 
Body like an Amazon,
And I’m jus tryna have me some. 
But if you ain’t tryna start an LLC,
Miss me with the bullshit baby
We can’t be.
Said if you ain’t tryna build a
Legacy. 
Then honestly 
You ain’t got what I need, I need.

THE_HOE_SHOW

Take it away from me now,
Cuz I can’t continue 
Blaming myself

Caffeine in the morning so I don’t eat,
And I got bad dreams baby
So I don’t sleep. 
You’re in a bad mood lately or so it seems,
Could care less about feelings or what I think. 
But shit,
How’d you get so far tho?
You was close enough to grasp,
Every night we’d puff n pass 
And cruise in cars slow. 
Now it’s all up in the rear view. 
Now I’m feeling no where near you,
I can barely hear you. 
Sorry for the whole thang,
Steady taking sole blame. 
You an angel,
You just can’t afford wings,
And I can’t afford rings,
Among most things. 
I just wanted it equal,
You wanna film for the sequel,
But shit
The cast is the same,
Equation the same
So what you think that’s gonna equal?
Take It away. 


Take it away from me now,
Cuz I can’t continue 
Blaming myself

SUBTRACTION

All she want is that
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
Count it up while she burning that
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
Watch it fall while she throw it back
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
Yea she chase it never turning back
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)

She in love with that
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
She love it when she burning that
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
Love it better when their burning that
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)
And she after every single bag
(GREEN, GREEN, GREEN)

But one of these days
One of these nights
You gon want someone by your side
Don’t forget about love x2

GREEN

[CYPHER] VOL 6 (2022) entry
[NOT MY BEAT]
Topic: The Journey

Destination unknown,
couldn't place the time zone.
Far from home with feet that carry me further away.

I've learned to trust the process.
Pride I've come to digest.
Keeps me humble,
conscious of my mistakes.

When they talk about the journey,
got niggas wanna put me on a gurney,
but six feet deep cant hurt me.
I'll always be returning now.

life of an excursionist,
put in work to make a living off of words and shit.
Craft beats with no sleep,
couldn't work a shift.
I'll stay afloat even when it's mad turbulent,
I'm permanent. 
From times I've spent feeling unfortunate,
to rhymes I've bent like a contortionist,
designed to fix when I was short on rent,
manifest my pockets more corpulent.
Niggas short sighted,
visions of piles of paper.
I'm on a mission to acquire miles and acres.
Dodging smoke and mirrors,
or get lost in the vapors.
When niggas care less they tend to take yours.

Then they wanna talk about the journey,
Where niggas wanna put me on a gurney,
but six feet deep cant hurt me.
I'll always be returning now.
never matters where you go to, or going.
Only matters what you go through, that's growing.
Find what matters and you hold true, that's knowing.
Inner peace gon show through, that's glowing, yea yea.

THE_JOURNEY

In the forest with the leaves in your hair,
Laid out on a bed of moss. 
Breathe you in as if you’re really even there,
Share every thought I come across.

But Ouu,
Please take your time when you love me. 
Said Ouu,
We got more time than we could need. 

In love with the woods I roam,
And the ghost that calls them home.
I love when we’re together,
She loves when I’m all alone. 
Her touch as soft doves,
Even while she takes my soul. 
She shows me nature above,
But I long for what’s below. 

But Ouu,
Please take your time when you love me. 
Said Ouu,
We got more time than we could need.

KODAMA

EMPTY_MIND

H4TW

Impossible,
That’s jus what they say. 
I couldn’t let it go. 
Worried ‘bout their pay,
And they thought it wouldn’t show. 
Thoughts that never stay,
I gotta let it flow.
And take it real slow when I’m getting down. 

About to blow,
Fuck a niggas feelings 
When I pull up to the show.
Visions of these millions
Too appealing to forgo. 
Legacies to build,
Got some knowledge to bestow.
And take it real slow when I’m getting down. 

Got a lot to prove to myself,
Ain’t got shit to do with that wealth. 
That’s just shit that comes with the mission,
Jus like hittin gold when you digging. 
I dig in crates and find diamonds,
Sometimes turn’em back into coal.
One day I’ll learn to refine them,
Lessons learned to reaching that goal. 
Retaining my soul,
I aim to stay whole,
Why sacrifice one,
When I can have both?
Ask questions,
Rocking that boat.
Got verses that sink
And beats that can float.  
Ain’t no love like what I found,
Ain’t no rush when I’m around.
Yea, they say they want it faster now,
But I like to take it real slow 
when I’m getting down. 

Unstoppable.
Vision with precision 
on the shit they try and pull.
Wishing for division
 or that I’mma lose my cool.
Circumvent collision 
when a nigga act a fool,
And take it real slow when I’m getting down.

REAL_SLOW

FLEETWOOD_ FLOATIN

BUTTERFLY

(Please Don't) Waste My Time

All I Do (Is Think About U)

French Toest (Dir. by Dan Snyder)

I Cant Smoke (No Moe)

Friend With Benefits

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