never

Lyrics:

You need to stand up straight
You need to hold it in
You need to act normal
For your kin
Because judgement is deadly
And being yourself is a sin  
You need to take it slow
You need to take it slow
Slowburn (x4)

Be who you are, you are how you feel
Let it slowburn, slowburn
Be who you are, you are who you feel
Let it slowburn
Let it slowburn

slowburn

a beautiful form of denial

tundra

null & void

absence

a contradiction

futurism

This darkwave/post-punk collaboration cover of "I Want Out" by Helloween is brough to you by the wonderful UmbrÆternal on vocals, guitar, procussion, drum programming and lead synths. The amazing Scotty Sunday on bass and backing vocals. And Bone Pixie on pads, bass synth, drones and arp synths. 

We hope you enjoy!
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LYRICS:
From our lives beginning on
We are pushed in little forms
No one asks us how we like to be
In school they teach you what to think
But everyone says different things
But they're all convinced that
They're the ones to see
So they keep talking and they never stop
And at a certain point you give it up
So the only thing that's left to think is this
I want out
To live my life alone
I want out
Leave me be
I want out
To do things on my own
I want out
To live my life and to be free
People tell me A and B
They tell me how I have to see
Things that I have seen already clear
So they push me then from side to side
They're pushing me from black to white
They're pushing 'til there's nothing more to hear
But don't push me to the maximum
Shut your mouth and take it home
Cause I decide the way things gonna be
I want out
To live my life alone
I want out
Leave me be
I want out
To do things on my own
I want out
To live my life and to be free
There's a million ways to see the things in life
A million ways to be the fool
In the end of it, none of us is right
Sometimes we need to be alone
No, no, no, leave me alone
I want out
To live my life alone
I want out
Leave me be
I want out
To do things on my own
I want out
To live my life and to be free
I want out!
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Credits:
UmbrÆternal
Bone Pixie
Scotty Sunday

Lyrics are by Kai Hansen, of Helloween

Link to UmbrÆternal:
https://umbraeternal.bandcamp.com/

Link to Scotty Sunday:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNDEZ-yBVL5Qo2kH9VHleUw

i want out (feat. UmbrÆternal & Scotty Sunday)

Made for the Gothy Discord Winter Song EP.

Lyrics:
fill the halls
with hollow intent
you feel it now
inside your head
I’m hearing whispers in the ice and snow
“wouldn’t you rather be dead"
“wouldn’t you rather be dead”

swallow your feelings
don’t let them freeze up your head
swallow your feelings
they are not your friends

wouldn’t you want to make an amends
to all of the cold dead hearts you’ve broken
wouldn’t you want to make an amends
to all of the cold dead hearts you’ve broken

paint the walls with golden shame
sparkly lights pave the way
to help you hide your pain
accept the hate from in your head
and grab it, send it back from whence it came

solemn verglas

Lyrics:

There they are
Not running away
I spent so much of life
Wondering when I will be

Here again
Nameless ghouls
Here again
Nameless ghouls

But here we are again
Something so familiar
What you are to me
Something completely different

You are my nameless ghoul
The one and only
You are a friendly fool
For seeing the good in me

Nameless ghouls (x4)

nameless ghouls

Lyrics:

Hello friend, am I here alone
Can I dance in the corner on my own
Hello lover, am I here alone
Can I cry in the corner on my own

Goodbye friend, maybe I'll see you again
In another life after this one ends
Goodbye lover, I'll never see you again
Maybe in another life we wouldn't have to pretend

alone in a full room

Lyrics:

The dance of death
Ever wavering 
The prance of life
On either shoulder

The cover of light
I see it clearer
The shade of my bite
I’m not getting older  

I’m not getting older
I can’t get older
I can’t get ahold of her
I’m growing my wings
To fly away tonight

The fabled matrimony 
Between tooth and flesh
To draw two carmine lines
Under the canopy of night
Two unsung lovers perch 
Beneath a wilted willow 
Staring at one another 
Eye to eye
Both of them
In tune with the headstones betwixt
Their bodies, the permanent sleep
Occurring beneath them
Experiencing
The colours of death

Oh my
My endless dream
Tonight
Tonight
Oh my
My endless dream
Tonight
Tonight (x6)

colours of death

Lyrics:

Eye of newt
Toe of frog
Wool of bat
Tongue of dog

Skittering rats
Underneath the floorboards
Chewing away
At the skin

Eye of newt
Toe of frog
Wool of bat
Tongue of dog

Now 
You can hear the cauldron bubbling
Now
You can see the witch fly by
You can hear the cauldron bubbling
Now
You can hear the witch cackling
She is cackling
She is cackling

eye of newt

Lyrics:

I don’t want to feel this way anymore   
When I sit in silence 
My amore
I don’t want to feel this way anymore   
When I sit in silence

I wanna bury myself alive
See the inside of my sallow mind
I wanna bury myself alive
See the inside of my sallow mind

Put the nail in the coffin
Put the nail in the coffin
Put the nail in the coffin
A box to bury myself in
Put the nail in the coffin
Put the nail in the coffin
Put the nail in the coffin
A box to bury myself in

Sometimes I like to sit in silence
Sometimes I like to sit in silence

Peaceful solemn lies
In the dirt
Staring at the sky
I wish that I could tell you
That it didn’t hurt
The quiet melodies of the birds 

I wanna bury myself alive
See the inside of my sallow mind
I wanna bury myself alive
See the inside of my sallow mind

I wanna bury myself alive
Nail in the coffin
 Nail in the coffin
(x5)

nail in the coffin

Lyrics:

I’m sick of your loathing thoughts
Contemplating nothing at all
No, I can’t be bought
And I
I can’t be yours
You caused this mess
The cause and collapse
Cause and collapse
Cause and collapse

You only ever loved the idea of me
You could never handle the reality
Now I’ve moved on
And I’m in a better place
Without you (x2)
Now I’ve moved on
And I’m in a better place
Without you (x2)

Now I’m no longer in a graven state
Now I’m in a better place
Now I’m no longer digging my grave
Now I’m in a better place
Without you

cause & collapse

Lyrics:

I will dream tonight
Of what I want you to be to me
A fictitious love and light
And we will waltz together
In the land of the leaves
Where I will be
Forever and ever and ever 

What an awful piece of human design
With the tamarisk moss in my eye line
Showing me where I like to hide
The way I feel when I go outside
Showing me where I like to hide
The way I feel when I go outside
Showing me where I like to hide
The way I feel 

And I picked my solitary confinement
But I’d rather not spend it alone
And I picked you to, but you’re not real
Yet you're not real
You’re not real

tamarisk moss

Lyrics:

I see 
All that is coming for me
I see 
Everybody staring at me

All I ask is for your hand in the night
Stay next to me in my grave in the moonlight

I wish that I could have a soul
So I can feel
I wish that I could see the light
So I can feel
I wish that I could be held again
So I can’t feel
So I can’t feel
So I can’t feel so lost

midnight sillage

Lyrics:

You are a man of woe
All the sadness bottled up
And you won’t let it go
You are a man of woe
Life is crumbling beneath your feet
And you won’t let it go

Who do you think you are
To compare your life to others
Saying your life is hard
But when it comes to what matters
You say you know it all
Complain that nobody cares
But when I offer my hand
You don’t even care

Why? (x5)

Why do I even bother
And why did I care in the first place?
I don’t know

a man of woe

ruin

porcelain

vapour salem

catatonic behaviour

vexation

virtual castles

nobody staring back

statue of thought

sentiments

it doesn't matter

Featuring Cameron McBride from such projects as Voidgasm, Methwitch, Bleach Wave and Brid3.

bone pixie

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